young and nave, jessica kibble [portable ebook reader txt] 📗

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same as my old ones, i know not many people read these

the war

 my family have been in war for years, fighting, killing and destory the enamy. then i was born, traded as a good will gift,then meat him a young boy who i am in love but i am ment to marry my captures son, what do i do now

 

my life has always been a strange one, knowing all your life that the people you live with only have you around as a posetion and that the boy who never liked you is the person you are ment to marry is not the eaziest. i spent all my life in a small dark old room where i only have a bed, a book self with only 36 books and 5 sets of old second hand clothes that don't fit. only being aloud out when it pleased them or when my "faimly" if you can even call them that would come and vist.

the day of my 18th

" get up, bang,bang,bang, get up now you pieces of shit, bang, bang, bang"

 

was the nosie that woke me up, most of the time nobody came down here but him, the boy i have fallen in love with over the years. i quickly jumped out of bed and open the door that the person on the other side must have unlocked

 

"what do you, ow mis chain i am sorry i did not see you there what would you like," i said hoping i did no afend her

 

"save your bullshit, today is your 18th you will meat my son today and you will behave like a lady or i will personly wipe you myself, now put this dress on and then head up stairs,"

 

"ok miss,"

 

she handed me the dress than slamed the door in my face. i looked at the dress, it was perfictbut i did not care, i knew why she wanted me to where it and for that i hated it. what she did not know was that i had already met her son, he came down here last year and "talked" to me and from that moment i hated him.

 

1 year ago

 

"knock,knock,knock" was the sound i heared on the day of my 17th

 

"hello," i yelled out, not thinking it would be anyone other the boy i loved

 

the door way pushed open and there he stood, a boy who looked about a year older that me that i had never seen before.

 

"so your her," he snaped

 

"what do you mean her, who the hell are you any was," i snaped back

 

"watch you tone girl, i am exander, your future husban so show a bit of respect," he said with pride

 

"i will never show you respect, i am not just an item that you can keep,"

 

he walked over to me, slaming the door behind him. i was still on my bed when he got to me he was loming over me.

 

"you will give me respect you little dog," he said as he hit me in the face with the bak of his hand.

 

i coud feel my eyes welling up with tears, i have hit all my life but this was the worst, not only the pain of the hit but the fear and sadness that i was ment to spend my whole life with him.

 

"get up and wipe you tears,my future will not been seen crying," he boomed

 

shackly i started to get of my bed while wiping my eyes,as i stood in frount of him i started to take him. he was taller than me by about half a head, with a neat black hair, with dark green eyes and crocked grin that hid his true self. i stared him in the eye as he stood there lookeing at me like i was some toy that he could play with.

 

"turn around," he said

 

so i slowly turned not knowing what he was planning but all i knew was i scared of him, when i got back to facing him i stared at him.

 

"what do you want with me," i wisped

 

he lent down to ear, i could feel his breath on my neck, it sent shivers up my spin having him this close.

 

"to make you mine," was all he said than he turned to the door and left, leaving me standing that shocked and sared.

 

back to now

 

stared at the dress, i started to put it on and hoped that i did it right.

 

"knock,hey oliva you descent," was the voice i had heared all my life, the voice of the boy i loved sam

 

"yeah sam i all good come on in," i replied

 

i saw the door open and he was standing there, with his crop of messy blond heir and deep brown eyes.

 

"how's it going, you looking forwarded for to it," he asked

 

"in a nut shell no, but it has to be done, it's not like i have a chosie," i said

 

he walked over to me and raped his arms around me, "it's ok i will always be here for you, you know that right," he said while pulling away.

 

"yeah i know, know i better get going, mis chain will loss her shit if i am not up there in time," i said putting on a brave face

 

"well in that case, lady locksign follow me," he said and with that we started left the room and went up the stairs to where my life would be changed forever.

the "frist" meating

after i followed him up the stairs, we came to the main part of the house. we continued down the old corridoors and kept walking for what felt forever, till we came to a large,  oak dubble door.

 

"here we are mis, the ballroom," sam said

 

"thank you, sir that will be all," i said , even throw it pained me to speak to him like that if i did not, not only could he loose his job i could never see him again

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