A secret, Aria Meimeibara [books on motivation txt] 📗

introduction

The cold begins to set in the late august night the sky slowly turning as black as a bottomless pit the frost beginning to take a hold of the small blades of grass that in habbit the front lawn of this of this house slowly wilting them till their nothing more than frozen sculptures of grass as the mist begins to roll down weaving its way through the trees that wrap them self around the area hidding everything within it from view as the windows of the house begin to freeze from the dropping tempreture of the night rolling in upon the area.

Lying in the new overly sized bed of my new temporary home the covers up to my hips snuggly keeping my feet warm as the wind blows softly through the open window sending small chills down my spine, but not being able to be bothered to move i just continue to look at the pictures of my twins wishing i was with them but knowing i must do what i have been sent to do, placing the pictures down i roll on to my back lifting my arms and placing them behind my head as i let out a soft sigh my Emerald green eyes scanning the room with a slight look of disguist in them knowing this is not my home, my room or even my life not truly understanding why i am here what is the true point of it , i mean my people my race are not open to others to strangers of our lands and yet i have been sent to find out their secrets ....their habbit's if you will . Finally giving up and knowing that no matter how much i dislike this situation it isn't going to change and i can not return home until i have completed what i need to do, finally Deciding i need to wash i drag my form from the bed and slowly sornter across the hallway to the bathroom my feet lightly touching the cold of the hard wooden floors beneath them into the bathroom , pushing the door open i slide my hand up the side of the wall searching for the light switch and flicking it on my eyes adjusting to it as it flickers its way pathetically trying to grasp a hold of its energy , eventually getting a hold of its self i let out a soft sigh crossing as i cross the room reaching over the bath and turning on the hot water i just stand their watching it fill the tub the steam from it climbing up the walls higher and higher to the roof and clinging to the windows making them mist over, finally turning the water off i undress my self taking my clothing off piece by piece and throwing it onto the floor not caring where it lands, taking the last piece of clothing off i climb in to the tub a shudder traveling the length of my body as my feet hit the warmth of the water lower my self into it i let out a slight moan the heat of it caressing the bareness of my form,my skin crawling with goose pimples as the water wraps it self over me caressing every bit of me like lovers wrapping their arms around each other, i slide my entire body down into the warm and close my eyes listening to the silence of the house the only thing making a noise being the light above me giving off a soft buzz .

Finally after losing track of the time i decide it's time to get out , reaching my hand over the side of the bath i grab the closest towel and rape myself within it walking back to the bedroom i dig out something to wear finding some jogger bottoms and a black worn tank top i pull them on letting the towel drop to the floor and leaving it their as i jump back onto the bed picking up the pictures once more of my twins, looking at the pictures i feel my eyes beginning to close slowly realizing i must rest for the day to come is going to be a hard one i gather my picture together and place them on the table at the side of the bed before clambering under the sheets and switching off the lights the last thing i see is the flurescent red coming from the alarm on the clock ......

Chapter 1

Waking to the nose of the alarm i turn myself over and slam my hand down to shut it up the nose ringing through my ears, slowly opening my eyes i see the sun shinning through the windows and on to the floor where the towel has been sat all night , letting a small groan come from my lips i sit my self up lifting my arms high above my head stretching myself, throwing the sheets back i climb out of the bed my feet touching the coldness of the floor where the sunlight has not yet warmed and wiggle my toes as i stand myself up a little disorientated, deciding i had better get dressed i drag myself to the walk in wardrobe searching through it to see what i feel like wearing, Standing in the middle of it i rub my temples knowing i don't want to be doing this today but i have to my eyes still searching for something to wear when the idea suddenly springs into my mind, dashing around the wardrobe i grab my dark denim shorts putting one leg in after the other whilst i grab at the white t-shirts that's hanging amongst the rest of the clothes quickly pulling it over my head and pulling it down i look at my self in the mirror seeing that the top is tightly fitted to my form but matches the shorts well i look for the last thing to go with the outfit the piece of clothing that will complete it when i suddenly see it just crumpled on the floor rolling my eyes i lean down and pick it up scrunching my nose up as i see that the waist coat is all creased, i slip my arms in to it giving myself a quick nod as i see that i will do for now , closing the door as i leave the wardrobe i grab the brush off of the dresser and run it through my long platinum ash hair letting it fall over my shoulders and down to the middle of my back as i brush my fringe over to the side where it should be just covering my eyes. glancing at the clock i realize it has taken me longer than i thought to get dressed quickly turning i throw the brush onto the bed and run out the door straight down the stairs, i go to grab my car keys when i realize they aren't on the hook that they are surpose to be on quickly glancing around i remember they are in my bag , i dash into the kitchen grabbing at my bag and racing for the door slamming it shut behind me, i run across the front lawn as i fish the keys out of the bottom of my bag reaching the care i feel my fingertips run over the keys grabbing them quickly and unlocking the door of my old cherokee jeep pulling the door open i jump in quickly fighting with the key in the egnition as i close the door i finally get it in and set off speeding down the road hoping theirs no one about as i cut around the corners tightly the scenery flashing past me as i see the high school within my sights, i begin to slow realizing i truly don't want to be here not understanding why i rushed to be on time for this knowing that if i turned the car around now no one would any the wiser, But i can't i know this is part of the plan part of what i need to do, so i pull into the nearest parking spot and turn off the egnition as i rest myself back against the seat and sigh.

Glancing at the clock upon the dash i drag myself from the car and lock it walking through the parking lot i hear the chitter chatter of the other students as their eyes watch me their voice's lowering as i pass them by , rolling my eyes i let out a sigh hating all of this reaching the doors of the school i quickly go inside glancing over my shoulder and catching each and every single one of them staring at me before the door closes on them , as i make my way down the hall looking for the principals room i catch a few of the students that have bothered to come into the school whispering behind their hands to their friends not really caring i shrugs my shoulders to myself and carry on to the principals room. Reaching the door that says Principal.S.Walker's office after looking at door after door i lift my hand lazily to open it but before i can grasp the handle it suddenly swings open before me and their before me stands a boy who looks like he's no younger than me, his champaigne blond hair hanging freely at the sides of his face softly caressing his well defined cheekbones as his dark emerald green eyes look at me ... I just stand their looking at him thinking maybe he will move but he doesn't so i step to the side slightly letting him pass me as only for him not to move i continue to look at him as i raise a delicate eyebrow waiting for him to move , finally giving up i speak to him in a low voice.
"Are you going to move or stand their all day"
at first he doesn't seem to hear me now i begin to get slightly annoyed my eyebrows come in to the burrow of my forehead when suddenly he speaks to me in a rough rogue kind of voice a voice i did not expect to come from him,
" sorry i ..." shaking his head he walks straight past me leaving the door to begin to close, I grab at the handle the cold leaping into my hand as i hold it growling to my self i push the door open and walk to the desk in the room where a woman sits her dark fire red hair tied back into a bun with her thick framed black glasses sitting slanted upon her nose, the suit shes wearing a dark grey with a white shirt looking far to over dressed for a school