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when I was nice to muggles or when I couldn't do a spell right that she asked me to do. I looked over to Remus, he was just polishing another golden Quidditch trophy. He looked like he had done it before, but I didn't think that he did it as a punishment. I have met his parents and they were the nicest people I knew. 

"So, did you clean before or is it just a natural talent?", I asked, trying to break the ice between us. I hated it to not be able to talk to my best friend. Remus turned around, anger in his green eyes. He threw the cloth on the ground and came towards me. I backed up, I was actually a bit scared of him right now because I had never seen him angry before. 

"Are you serious right now, Katherine? We don't talk for two days and the first thing you ask me is whether I cleaned before?", Remus growed and came closer. I touched the wall with my back now so that he was only two centimeters away from me now. Then, out of nothing, he punished the wall right next to my head. I flinched, and now I was really shocked. Remus shook his head, and wanted to turn away, but I took his hand and looked at his knuckles, which were bleeding a little from the punch. I remembered that Remus once said that nice people don't get angry easily, but when they do then it is bad. 

"Hey, Remus. I am sorry. I didn't know what to do with the -", I stopped and looked into his eyes again, not able to say the word 'kiss'. He was still very close to me and I could feel the same feeling in my stomach again, like butterflies who were flying around. Remus looked down at me, a look in his eyes that I have never seen before and then he crashed his lips on mine again. He pressed his body against mine and for the second time he totally wiped me off my feet, but this kiss was different from the one on Saturday. This time he wasn't drunk and this time we were both thirsty for more. The kiss became more passionate and when he pulled me even closer to me with his left arm, I moaned in pleasure. I drove through his hair and then put my hands around his neck and just enjoyed this moment.

But like every amazing moment, it had to end. Remus pulled away and looked at me again: "Please just give me an answer, Scar. We can go back to being friends as long as you have to think about it, but once you tell me your answer, things will change. Either we start going out, or we can't be friends anymore. At least not like before." 

He turned around and grabbed the cloth, returning to cleaning the trophy like nothing had happened. I could just stare at his back, not believing the other side I had just seen on him. I never thought that he was capable of kissing a girl like that, kissing me like that. I couldn't deny that it had been amazing, but I wasn't sure that I actually had these kind of feelings for him. Even now, I had to think about Sirius, and what would happen if he kissed me like that and made me an offer like that. I would definitely say yes, because I knew I had a crush on him, but with Remus I wasn't sure. 

"I cleaned at home. I did it for my parents, because I wanted to do them a favor. Because I was a werewolf I caused them a lot of trouble and so the least I could do was help them with the cleaning.", Remus said after a while and I sighted. 

This guy was just to nice to be true and I bet that every girl would wish for a boyfriend like him: sweet, caring, smart, always cheering you up and knowing when something was wrong. You could talk to him for hours, but it was never about him. Also he was good looking and from what I just saw he could also stand up for himself and his beliefs. 

 

 

Fri- 18. September 1977

 

The weather got worse and worse, and the rain turned the Quidditch pitch into a mud hole. And when we all came out of the changing rooms, dark clouds covered the sky and the wind let our robes move.

"Okay, because I wasn't there on Saturday, this will officially be our first practice, and I want you all to give 100%, because the first game is going to be against Ravenclaw and they are not easy to beat. So give your best  and have fun out there!", James shouted and we all got onto our brooms, already knowing what to do since he had shown us in the changing rooms. First, James, Aya and I passed the Quaffle to each other randomly, but after ten minutes we started doing the routines. James sometimes had to leave us two alone to check what the others were doing, but we were already used to that. 

And hour passed while we did our routines and then also shot at the goal, trying not to get hit by a bludger in the process.

After another hour of training dangerous moves, flying in neck breaking speed or driving against each other without falling off the broom, James told us that we could go and have a shower now. 

"Thank god, I feel like my arm is going to fall off!", Aya complained when we both landed next to each other in the mud that reached or ankles now. We made our way to the dressing rooms and walked into the welcoming warmth of the little house next to the field. Only Sirius stayed outside longer, because he wanted to hit some more bludgers. 

The boys were allowed to shower first, because they didn't take that much time and in the meantime us girls got undressed and talked with a towel wrapped around us. 

"So, Aya, what's going on between Fabian and you? I saw that you guys kissed at the party on saturday.", Ash asked, a smirk on her face. I giggled and watched as Aya turned a little red again. I didn't think that she was going to give an answer since she always avoided me when I asked that question, but to my surprise she smiled when she said: "Do you remember when we both were racing against each other?"

"Yeah!", I said, excitement in my voice. "He told me that I am a great kisser!", Aya continued and I felt a little disappointed, because I thought that that he might have told her that he loved her too. 

"That is amazing!", Ash said and hugged Aya. "Ew, you stink!", my best friend complained and we all started laughing. Just when the two girls stopped hugging, the boys came out of the shower, a towel wrapped around their hips. I must say that they all looked really hot with only a towel, but I couldn't find anyone who's body was as gorgeous as Sirius', even though James came pretty close. 

"Yay, finally!", I said and Aya, Ash and I walked in the direction of the showers. Before we could enter, I heard a whistle from the door and a guy shouted: "Oi, Pettigrew! Want to shower with me?" Without turning around I knew that it was Sirius, so I just stuck my middle finger in the air and kept going, but in my mind I shouted 'yes, I do!'. 

"Black is such an asshole!", Ash let her anger out when we turned the water on. "A year ago he flirted with my best friend, Vanessa , and she totally fell for him. At the party on Saturday he gave her attention again, and she was drunk and then she lost her virginity to him! She is probably still crying in the bathroom." My heart stopped for a second and then I felt a needle poking it, feeling jealous that Sirius not only kissed, but slept with another girl. I lost count on how many it were now. 

"I am sorry, but she deserved it when she though that he was a good person to even have sex with!", Aya said, and I punched her in the stomach: "Hey, don't be so mean. If she loved him?" I didn't even know why I said that, but maybe I just wanted to defend myself as well, because if I was weak only one night, maybe I would sleep with him as well. And then I would be just like Vanessa. 

"No, it's okay. I never agreed on her choice in men.", Ash said in a sad voice and then put shampoo in her hair. It took her about half the time that wee took to shower, because of her short hair. When we were all done, we wrapped our towels around us again and stepped into the changing room, where only James and Sirius sat, the other boys had left already. 

"Finally!", Sirius sighted, getting up from his seat and making his way to the showers. "You girls take so long. What do you do in there?", he complained and then closed the door. 

"Well, I just waited for Sirius, so see you guys at dinner.", James said and then left us alone so that we could get dressed.  We all put our robes on quickly, without talking much and then grabbed our bags to go back to the castle. As we closed the door to the little house, we noticed that it had gotten even colder than just half an hour ago. It also started raining, not much but just so much that we would be wet when we reached the castle. We hadn't walked two minutes when I realized something.

"Shit! I forgot my wand!", I cursed and turned around. "You guys can go already, I'll catch up with you in a minute." Aya and Ash laughed: "How can you forget your wand?", Ash asked and Aya giggled: "Have fun in the shower!"

"Shut it, Aya!", I shouted back, but I was glad that they couldn't see how red my face became. When I closed the door to the changing rooms again, I walked over to our lockers and looked for my wand, but I couldn't find it. 

"Looking for this?", Sirius asked and when I turned to the showers, I saw him with my wand in his hand and a towel around his hips. His hair was still wet from the water, just like his abs, which made him even more attractive. 

"Uhm, yes. Thank you.", I said, trying to look into his eyes and nowhere else. 

"Are you distracted by my amazing body, Pettigrew?", Sirius mocked and smirked at me, a flirty look in his grey eyes. I kept looking into his eyes and replied, trying to sound as derogative as possible: "No, Black. I am just distracted by your huge ego, and now could you please give me my wand, I have more important things to do." Sirius laughed and came closer. Even though he had just showered, I could smell his aftershave, a smell that I loved most in the world. He came closer, just like Remus did in the Trophy Room and just like then, I backed away, stopped by the lockers behind me. 

"Sirius, don't flirt with me, you know I won't kiss you.", I said coldly and took my wand from his hands. Then, I turned away and walked in the direction of the door, but I didn't even make three steps when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back. Then, he held both my hands over my head, and my heart started beating like crazy. I tried to pull my hands back down, but even with only his right hand he was too strong for me. With his left hand, he took my face, so that