Out of the Darkness, rose1699 [notion reading list .txt] 📗

this time I think I’m permanent here in this house for a reason.

I love my real family but this family no I just want to runaway and never come here again or just live with Mamoru. Speaking of him he started to wake up and I pretended to be asleep and he rubbed my arms lightly and kissed my forehead and got up, but I woke up and he smiled and his smile made him look very shy and I kissed him softly and he blushed.

I said frowning at him,” Good morning Mamoru, thank you for letting me stay with you last night.’ I started to cry and he held me tightly I said sniffing,” I……um……I……Don’t.....want to go back home……..because my foster family abuses me…….. If my sister was here…….she would…….not…..let them touch me…..but since she’s gone…..they hit me more…….and I can’t live there anymore…….I just can’t……” I cried and buried my face into his chest. And he held me.

I showed him the scars and bruises and cuts on my face, arms, legs and stomach. I told him how my foster mother and father would beat me for no reason. I told him I was scared that they might beat me so bad that they could kill me and I was crying because of all the bad Memories and pains I had in my life I just couldn't take. Now I know how Aurora felt, and why she killed herself because of all the pain and suffering we went through together. Mamoru put his hand on a scar on my neck and his hand felt nice on my neck. My foster dad burned my neck with a hot knife and he made me suffer. Mamoru’s hand felt like ice but I didn’t care and I put my hand over his and I looked into his eyes that were a beautiful dark green and it felt like he was going into my soul and when he touches me I feel relaxed and at ease, but I started to feel pain and I don’t know why but something hit my back and something was shocking my whole body and I started to scream.

Mamoru got up and took whatever was in my back and I screamed more and I fell to my knees and he was right next to me and he was worried. He grabbed me from behind my back where the thing hit me at and I screamed because it hurt so badly and when he took his hand out from behind my back there was blood on his hand and I started to cry. I felt light headed and then I started to close my eyes, but Mamoru held me close to him and he was crying. I put my hands on his face and he kissed it and I felt a warm tear going down my hand. I knew I was going to die because of blood lost but at least I’ll be with my sister, Mom and Dad and I’ll die happy and in love and I will die in my lovers arms I started to close my eyes again, but Mamoru kept holding me tighter and he was crying. Then I felt his hand on my neck and he kissed my neck and it felt good and I relaxed. He started to cry again.

He said sniffing and put his mouth close to my neck, “I’m sorry I have to do this to you but I won’t live without you beside me. I don’t care if it’s against my kinds rules I won’t live without you my beautiful angel Aura I’ll save you I promise. I love you so much; I never loved anybody like I have you.’ I looked up at him and he kissed me deeply and then went back to my neck and started to kiss it and it felt so good and then I smiled and he said in tears, ‘I will save you baby I promise and this is going to hurt a lot so just bare with me my love even though we will be hunted down by the council, but I have to save you because you are the only thing I will ever live for. I love you Aura and I’ll always love you. You are al lI want in my life now. I love you Aura Dawn Walker.”

When he said that and I knew he meant it and that made me cry and even smile a little bit and I don’t know what he is going to do but all I know is I’m going to be with him forever alive or dead. I love him. I love Mamoru Chan Lee. I felt his mouth close to my neck and he kissed it more and licked. I never had been happier in my life. I finally found my true love. And I felt his hand on my back and the other on my side and he lifted my neck up to his mouth.

I said weakly, “Mamoru I’ll miss you so much I don’t want to lose u, but you’ll going to lose me and I don’t want to leave me, please do something, but at least it I died I’ll be in your arms and I’ll die in my lovers arms. I love you….Mamoru …….”

I swallowed hard and I tried my best not to cry but the pain was intense and I started to scream again because of the pain. And I closed my eyes and I felt his mouth open and I felt a sharp pain in my neck and I jerked and screamed and before I knew it, it was Mamoru that was biting into my neck and he bit harder and then I heard his teeth rip through my skin and then the pain got worst and I couldn’t stop moving but Mamoru held on to me tightly and I could move at all and he bites deeper until I heard him go all the way through my neck and he stated to drink my blood and everything went black.


Aura's Change

The pain inside me was horrible, my heart was hurting, I tried to scream but my mind wouldn’t let me, I could still feel his sharp teeth in my neck, but my body was paralyzed. I couldn’t breathe and I wanted to scream so bad, but it kept getting stuck in my throat and then the pain got more intense and I couldn’t do anything about it, but lay here in this pain and suffering. I opened my eyes but barely and all I could see was red and it looked like I was in a back seat of a car and we were moving and I didn’t know where we was going. Then I closed my eyes again and the pain was going away, but my heart was slowing down and then it stopped and then it stopped and I went into complete and deep darkness and there was silence, just dead silences. So this is how death feels, empty, lifeless, and alone.

So I sat in the darkness alone and scared, I started to cry. I missed Mamoru so much, I love him to death, but I won't be with him anymore. I was alone and sad that I just don't care anymore, I'm dead, I'm gone, gone forever, the end for me. Then I heard a voice and I saw a man in black, that had burning red eyes and he was very angry, he had ear length black hair,, tall about 6'7 skinny and was muscular like Mamoru. He came towards me and I got up and ran, but when I looked behind me the man was gone. I looked forward and Mamoru was there and I ran into his arms and cried into his chest and he held me tightly and smoothing my hair. I want to be with him till I die; I think I'm in love with him.

I said in tears," Oh Mamoru, I don't want to be dead, I want....to....b....b....be.... with....with....y.....yo....you.....I.....Love....You.....Mam.....Mamoru.....so......much......I ....want to be.....with.....you....forever....."

He lifted my chain up and looked me straight in the eyes and lend in and put his arms around my waist and pulled me gently into him and when he did that he kissed me deeply and holding me and he started to kiss make-out with me and I made out back and he laid me on the grass on top of me and we started to kiss more and he put his hand up my shirt and went into my bra and started to pinch my nipple and I couldn't help but moan and we kept kissing.

Then everything disappeared. Mamoru was gone, everything went black and I was back in the car and the pain was back and I finally got a scream out and I started to jerk and someone held me down and I saw a girl on top of me pinning me down and I tried to escape, but she was stronger than me and she looked worried and brave.

She said fast but I could hear her, "Mamoru, how hard did you bite her? She is changing and I can smell that she will be different and that's why Daman and the council are after u and her. But you knew the rules Mamoru, we are not suppose to be with a human, near a human, or change a human to a vampire. It's against our kind, we kill human even though I hate killing human, but we can't change them."

I said to myseld, "Damn their kind have a a lot of rules." And then the pain got worst and I screamed and Mamoru was next to me now holding me closely. I was in pain and everything went black once more.

Aura's New Life

I opened my eyes and I was in a bed and all I could see was red adn I knew my eyes were blood red and I felt weird and for some reason I couldn't feel my heart beating at all. So I got out of the bed and I walked into the bathroom and I turned on the lights and I looked into the mirror and