The Pain of Rejection, Nilea Lewis [top ten books to read TXT] 📗

him every day. And then his mate came and rejected him. I tried to tell him that he had us, but I think his mind was set on the fact that he had waited for his mate to save him, only to be put in more pain, by rejection.I am worried though. The effects of the rejection will slowly kill him, and his wolf was already weak before. He might be too weak to do anything." I said.

 

"Don't worry he will be fine. He is strong." John said.

 

Awakening

 Sokno's POV

 

It's been 3 weeks since Nathan fell into a coma. He hasn't moved at all. Although his other wounds have already healed, his breathing is still off.

 

I was sitting by his side, running my fingers through his hair. 

 

I heard a little groan. I looked down and saw Nathans' eyes flutter open.

 

"Nathan, you're okay! Don't move." I said as I noticed he was trying to sit up. He went to talk but he still had the tube down his throat.

 

"Hey, it's okay. It's only there to help you breathe. You still can't breathe properly. I'll be right back with your doctor." I said as I stood up and walked out the room. I got his doctor and brought him to Nathans room, to take the tube out. The doctor took the tube out and replaced it with a breathing mask.

 

"Sokno? What happened? Where are we?" He asked through the breathing mask.

 

"We are at Uncle Nates pack. We brought you here, to get treatment. You have been in a coma for 3 weeks. I am sorry to say that you are too weak to do anything for a while. Hopefully, you will start to feel the effects of the rejection in a...." I trailed off, as Nathan's face scrunched up in pain.

 

Oh no, it can't be happening now, he just woke up. I got up in his bed and put him on my lap. I rubbed his back to try and ease the pain. His skin was almost as white as his hair. He was in so much pain. He was struggling to breathe with the mask. I rubbed his back and rocked him back and forth. After a while, he settled down and fell asleep.

 

I sighed and went downstairs to talk to Uncle Nate. We really need to find something to help Nathan with his pain, otherwise, it will kill him slowly.

 

_________________________Time Skip

 

      When I went back to Nathan's room, he was still asleep. Uncle Nate had said it would be good if he does not walk around for a few days. I can carry him around if he wants to go somewhere. But what I'm really worried, because he has to stay on oxygen for months. He can't take it off, it helps him breathe. Apparently, all those times he was beaten, damaged his lungs and heart, so he may be on oxygen for months, or the rest of his life.

 

Uncle Nate also said that we had to pay a visit to our old pack, today for our clothes. And we have to take Nathan, and I have to carry him. Not that I mind, but he is in no condition to see them or make the walk to the pack.

Goddess, please make this trip worthwhile.

Return to Moon Blood Pack

 Nathan's POV

 

I woke up to my brother sitting next to me. I was in so much pain, and I knew half of it was from the rejection. Before I could think anymore, my brother pulled me out of my thoughts.

 

"Nathan, we're returning to our old pack to get our stuff then come back. But you have to come with us because you didn't break the bond from your mate. If you don't then you'll slowly die."

 

"No, I won't do that. If I do that, Brian will suffer, and I don't want that. I'm fine, let's go." I said sitting up and grimacing in pain. 

 

My brother picked me up with my oxygen connected and carried me to a car that was waiting in the front drive. I was having trouble with breathing still, but I'm still alive. Though it would have been good if I had died. After about an hour in the car, we arrived at the Blood Moon Pack, pack house. 

 

My brother got out of the car, and came around to my seat and got me out of the car. He carried me into the pack house. As soon as we got in the house, my pain increased and I gripped my brothers' shirt. 

 

'Give me a minute Nathan. I will give you your medicine in a minute. Just hold on. You took a dose about an hour before we left, so you still have about 15 minutes before I can give you your next one." My brother said. I just nodded, too much in pain to answer.

 

After our little talk, Brian walked into the room. He looked at me and started laughing. I hid my face in my brothers' shirt.

 

"What are you laughing at asshole? You think hurting my little brother is funny? Touch him again, and you will regret it. You can't do anything to us anymore, I am the future Alpha of my uncle's pack. The Ice Crystal Pack. Since my uncles don't have any kids." My brother said with a growl.

 

"Calm down Sokno. I'm fine." I said.

 

He nodded and calmed down. Brian walked over to me.

 

"So did you try and kill yourself? That's pathetic." Brian said and walked away. The pain in my chest grew to the point that I couldn't take it anymore.

I passed out in my brothers' arms. The last thing I heard was Brian laughing.

Unwanted Mating

 Nathan's POV

 

 I woke up in a bed, with Brian sitting in front of me. 

 

"What are you doing in here?" I asked sitting up with my oxygen on my nose. At least I could breathe a little better.

 

"I am going to mate with you." Brian said, getting on the bed with me.

 

"What!!! No!!!" I said, trying to back away. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.

I had about 10 seconds before his lips were on mine.

 

He kissed me with vigor. I can't believe this is happening to me. I'm not even strong enough to fight back against him. 

 

As he kissed me, his hand slipped into my pants and started rubbing me through my briefs. I moaned into his lips. He pulled my pants and briefs down and took them off. He let off my lips, and traveled down to my "little friend". I looked down, as he took me into his mouth. I moaned. 

 

No... This is not what I want. He rejected me. And now he's mating me. 

 

By the time I got done, I came in his mouth and passed out from lack of breath. 

 

*****

 

When I woke up again, I was in a hospital room, Brian was gone, and my brother was sitting next to me. I still have the oxygen on my nose, though I'm pretty sure that I will have it for a while.

 

I sat up, and my brother looked at me. Every thing that happened between Brian and I came rushing back.

No....Please no. He didn't...

 

"What happened? I came in and saw you on the bed, passed out with your clothes off. Why do you smell like a mated wolf." He asked. 

 

I just sat there, not being able to say anything. He did rape me. And I couldn't do anything about it. I sure as hell wasn't about to tell my brother. He'd flip his shit. I started crying, and my brother put me on his lap.

 

"It's ok. You have to stay here for awhile. I have a feeling I know what happened, but I won't say anything until you tell me. But whatever happened, it damaged some of your organs." Sokno said as he rocked me back and forth. He was trying to put me to sleep. I was too tired to stop him. 

I slowly fell asleep in his arms. My last thought was how I wish my life had ended when tried to take it. I guess the Goddess really does hate me.

What's Done is Done

 Nathan's POV

 

I woke up still in my brothers' arms. I smiled up at him, and he adjusted the oxygen mask on my face. I looked around and noticed we were in the Pack hospital. My brother had me in his lap, combing his fingers through my hair.

 

"How are you feeling?" Sokno asked and brought me out of my thoughts. 

 

"I'm fine. Why are we here?" I asked looking up at him.

 

"You were having trouble breathing while you were sleep, so I brought you here. I was so worried. You wouldn't wake up. And you couldn't breathe, even though you had your oxygen on. Maybe it has something to do with what happened." he said putting me back on the bed.

 

"Maybe. I was too weak for him to mate me and he forced it on me. I don't deserve to be alive after that. He only mated with me for a horrible