The Pain of Rejection, Nilea Lewis [top ten books to read TXT] 📗

reason." I didn't say the rest of it.

 

I knew why he had done it. If I was to reject him, I would die. And if he were to reject me, I were to die. It wouldn't make a difference. I would die either way. My body is too weak to do anything against the pain.

 

But I knew I couldn't reject him. No matter how much I want to die, I couldn't. I would bare the pain of Brian having sex with others, just to hurt me.

Why Me Goddess? Why Me?

 Sokno's POV

    

      I woke up to screaming. What the hell is going on at this time a night? 

I looked at the clock. It's 3 in the damn morning. Who is screaming!!

 

I got out of bed and put a shirt on. I went into the hall and was bombarded by loud screams. It sounded like it was coming from my brothers' room. 

 

I ran to his room and barged into the room. He was on his bed wriggling and screaming. What happened?

 

"Nathan!! What happened?What's happening?!" I asked him, running to the side of his bed and pulling him up on my lap.

 

"It hurts......Please make it stop....I can't breathe right..." he said, trying to take deep breaths, but not being able. 

 

"Calm down. Hold on. I'll take you to the pack doctor." I picked him up. He buried his head in my chest. Gripping my shirt, in his pale fist. His sobbing was heartbreaking. I love him so much, and see him in this much pain is killing me.

 

I ran all the way to the pack doctor. I burst through the door and ran in and put him on one of the beds.

 

"Sokno!? What are you doing here at this time of night?" Dr. Mace asked as he walked into the room.

 

I looked down at my brother. "He woke up screaming. He said he hurt and couldn't breathe right." I said rubbing my brothers back. His breathing was ragged and he was trembling. 

 

"Big brother? Help." 

 

"Hold on Nathan." I picked him up and put him on my lap. He was trembling like a leaf. I looked at the pack doctor. 

 

"Do something!!" I yelled at him. The pack doctor nodded and set to work. He walked out the room and came back with a needle. He pushed the needle into my brother's arm. After a few seconds, my brother slowly fell asleep. 

 

After he was fully asleep, the doctor opened his mouth and put a tube down his little throat. and placed an oxygen nose tube around his face. 

 

"What is the tube for?" I asked.

 

"I put him in a temporary coma, till I can find out what is wrong with him. His immune system is really weak and his heart and lungs are severely damaged. I'm not sure if he will live long enough to find his second chance mate." The pack doctor said, looking at my little brother with pity. 

 

I growled lowly. That bastard did this. I will kill him if my brother dies. This is his fault. I looked at my brother. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep. I knew doing this was the only chance for him to be out of the pain, and torture.

 

I looked at my brother one last time, and walked out of the building and went to find the jackass that did this to my brother.

This Is War

 Soknos' POV

 

It was a little past nine o'clock in the morning. I walked up to the main pack house where the Alpha family lived. I banged on the door. 

 

The Alpha opened the door with an annoyed face.

 

"What do you want?" He asked looking at me.

 

"I need to speak with your son." I said with a cold and cruel tone. I bugged past him and followed Brians sent to his room. I barged into his room.

 

"Wake up jackass!! I have a bone to pick with you!" He jumped up and looked at me.

 

"What do YOU want?" He said looking like he was bored.

 

"You hurt my brother. You rejected him, and then mated with him. You knew if he were to reject you, he would die. Now he's in the infirmary because he can't breathe right, and is dying. They put him in a coma." I screamed at him. I turned around and met the face of his parents.

 

"I will let you know right now.....If my brother dies because of you. It. Will. Be. War." I said walking out of his room and out of the house. I took a deep breath and walked to my uncle's room. I knocked on his door and waited for him to answer.

 

"What's wrong Sokno?" Uncle Nate asked.

 

"Nathan....is in another coma." I said closing my eyes, not wanting to see their reactions to what I said.

 

"What!! How?!" Uncle Nate asked, with anger in his voice.

 

"Brian mated with him, by force. Then he rejected him. Nathans' body couldn't handle the stress. In order to keep him stable, we put him under. He was just in to much pain, to keep him awake. He kept screaming, and he couldn't breathe, and his chest was hurting. The doctor said that his immune system is weak and that his lungs and heart are severely damaged. He said he might not live to meet his second chance mate. And even if he did, he would be in pain from the forced mating. I told Brian that if he died, it would be war." I told them looking down.

 

"That is fine. We will go see Nathan, as soon as we go talk to Brians parents. I have a few words to say to them about their son. Then we can go talk to your parents after that." Uncle Nate said.

 

I nodded and walked out, heading back to Nathan.

We Don't Want You, Nor Do We Need You

 Soknos' POV

 

I walked back to Nathans room to see how he was doing. I swear to the goddess that if he dies, I will kill everyone in this pack.

 

I got to Nathans room and walked in. What I didn't want to see was our parents sitting by his bed.

 

"What r you people doing here?" I asked in a cold tone.

 

"We wanted to see our son. Is that so wrong?" Our father said standing my brothers bed.

 

"No, it's not. Not when you're one of the people that almost killed him!! You abused him, and now that he's back you want to be a father?" I screamed.

 

"What do you mean, "Almost killed him"? I only hit him a couple times.

 

"You say that so easily. No, you people almost killed him. And you killed him mentally. He won't let anyone touch him. And I said almost because we don't know if he will live till he finds his second chance mate. The rejection and beatings are killing him. His heart and lungs are severely damaged. And that dumbass, Brian, raped him. This pack is slowly killing him. That's why we left this pack and went to uncle Nate's pack. We're not staying here. We don't need you. Nor do we want you." I said walking to my brother's bed and stroking his forehead. 

 

His skin was cold. The only thing indicating that he was alive, and the heart monitor beeping. His breathing was still forced. And he was still on the ventilator.

 

I turned towards our used to be parents.

 

"If he doesn't live, and dies because of this. We have declared war on this pack." I said.

 

"What!!!You don't mean that?" My mother said.

 

"Oh. I do mean it. I have already told the Alpha and Luna. Now GET OUT!!" I screamed the last part. 

 

They rushed out the door. I turned back to my brother. 

 

I smiled at his sleeping figure. Then the heart monitor went off, showing he was flatlining.

 

My eyes widened, as doctors rushed in, to get his heart started back up.They pushed me out of the room and sat me in the waiting room.

 

No.....No....This can't be happening. He's too young to die. 

 

*****

 

I had been sitting in the waiting room for 2 hours now. And I still hadn't heard what was happening.

 

Just then a doctor came out to talk to me.

 

"How is he?" I asked with my watering.

 

"He's fine for now. His heart stopped for over half an hour. We have him on a ventilator, so he's not breathing on his own. A machine is breathing for him. For now, he is in the clear. We do have a solution to his other injuries. He can under go surgery to fix his heart. However, there is a 50/50 chance he will not make it through the surgery." The doctor said.

 

"Alright. I'll get back to you on that. I have to talk to my Uncle. I will be back in an hour." I said and walked out of the pack hospital, and to the pack house to have a little conversation with the future Alpha.

 

I got there and walked in. They were sitting at the table. 

 

"What are you doing here?" Brian asked looking scared.

 

"I've come to give you a message. My little brother's heart stopped 2 hours ago...." I stopped and looked at them. They had a look of fear on their faces.

 

"H-He's dead?" The Alpha asked.

 

"Thankfully no. But he might as well be. His heart stopped beating for 30 minutes. He could be brain damaged. They are going to do a surgery to save his heart. But, he has a 50% chance of making it through the surgery. I'm telling you this because if he dies, I will not wage war against the whole pack. It will just be against your son, and my parents and your son's friends that tortured Nathan." I said walking out after that.

 

I walked back to the hospital and told the doctor to go ahead and do the surgery. 

 

Please survive Nathan. You can