my vampire protector, Kyara Abell [iphone ebook reader txt] 📗

always so clumsy........."he tailed off not daring to finish.i was gonna say something but we stopped at my house."ill see around then i guess.bye Cole."i was about to get out when he asked "why are you saying goodbye your coming right back?"
"what are you talking about i tolled you he'll find wherever i go might as well die sooner so i don't keep worry if hes gonna pop out some where."i said a little pissed off.
"no your coming with me to my beach house"he said informatively.
"um....okay be right back."the thought of being in a house alone with Cole made my blood boil. i left a note for my mother and step father.when i got back to the car Cole took my bags and put them in the trunk.when we both got in the car i asked"why are you helping me, Cole.i mean you barely know me"
"i know you better then you know yourself."he said knowingly.
"that's not poss-"he cut me off and said
"i know that you can't fall asleep without listening to why by:secondhand serenade over and over."
"lucky guess"i said
"okay,how about this one you have to have your pillow next to you paralleled from you so you can feel safe.like someones with you.or that you knew your grandmother was going to die before she did."after he said that i zoned out remembering my grandmothers death.

i was 8 and was getting my aunts help with a vacation packet i had for winter vacation.i woke up from a dream before that that my grandmother couldn't breathe.then of course i woke up tried to check on her.she was fine.so i was working with my aunt then heard my mother scream.along with my older cousin who was 24.i ran to the room my grandmother was having a stoke and couldn't breathe at the same time i ran to my room crying and didn't stop till i feel asleep.i didn't eat for two days and when i closed my eyes all i would see is her face purple trying for air that never came.i never talked to anyone for a month.

"Chloe"Cole said taking me away from the bad memories.
"huh"i asked confused
"you believe me now right" he asked
"yeah sure i guess."i said close to hating him for making me remember all of that.
"you okay"he asked hearing my tone.
"yeah i'm fine how long do i have to stay with you?"i asked about to cry.
"i don't know you sure you okay?he asked.i nodded not sure if i could talk without sobbing.
"i'm sorry.what did i say to make you cry i'm truly sorry for it."he said
i didn't say anything i was just going to try not to talk to him for the rest of the time i was here.
"Chloe please talk to me i'm sorry for whatever i said."he said
"you don't get it do?"i yelled tears coming out soaking my face"you never lost anyone.you know how much i go through everyday? trying to tell myself its not my fault that happened.i have to lie to myself everyday to keep from shutting everything out.i screamed.he seemed startled.but i didn't care he shouldn't have brought that up.
"you say you know me but if you did i sure as hell think you would know THAT of all things!"i screamed then i turned looked out the window and silent tears came running down my face.i stayed silent the whole car ride until we stopped at a hotel for the night.
cole

when i realized what i said to Chloe i wanted to take it back i wanted to say sorry and for it and for her to forgive me.i said sorry the way to hotel we were gonna stay for a night.

i got to the check in desk there was some guy looking at Chloe and i read his mind he wanted her.bad.just like any male in his right mind would.and yes i can read minds but all vamps can but my gift is i can control humans body's and minds.i don't use it unless i need it. Chloe showed the guy interest and that ticked me off."two rooms please"i asked the guy.
"sorry,dude we only have one one room left.but it has two beds."he said.
"okay i said not wanting to share a room with her.it would just get me depressed because i knew i hurt her now shes not talking again.which its all my fault.she looked hurt after i said it.did she like me?well i don't know what i'm thinking i hurt her she cant like me.when we got to the room i took the bed by the window in case someone came in that way or threw something.the second we got there Chloe turned away from me."i'm taking a shower."she said.i was about to answer when she turned into the bathroom and locked the door.i was mad at myself not at her for ignoring me.i just didn't know what i was gonna do.was she gonna ignore me the whole time when we got to the house.i know i won't be able to stand that i love her if she won't talk to me i'll make her.what am i doing?i'm supposed to ignore her she deserves better then me.ugh.when did this take a turn?she hates me but i don't want her to.i want her to like me.

Chloe

i couldn't believe that Cole did that he knew how i felt.i don't know if i will ever talk to him for the rest of the time were together at his beach house when i get back i plan on ignoring him .FOREVER.no matter how much it breaks my heart to do it! i got out of the shower in a haze.i didn't know HOW to ignore him.i walked out of the bathroom with a towel on it get clothing.when i did Cole looked at me and his eyes seemed to pop out of his head i almost burst out laughing then i remembered(ignore,ignore,ignore).he regained his eyes and said i could get dressed in here because he's taking a shower too.while he was in the shower i was thinking of ways to ignore him.but i was deep in thought that i fell asleep.And that was the first night I felt safe enough to fall asleep without my stupid routine or my favorite song.

cole

when i got out of the shower i got dressed.then i came out of the bathroom. Chloe was asleep on the couch in the corner of the room. i went over to her and saw how peaceful she looked.i didn't want to wake her so i picked her up ad put her on the bed.then i went to my bed and fell asleep watching her face.

i awoke to the sound of screaming then realized it was Chloe.i jumped up so quick she didn't see me appear in front of her.when she did she stopped screaming and pulled her knee's up to her chest and put her face in her hands crying.i knew i was supposed to ignore her but i couldn't i couldn't stand to see her like that.i pulled her to me.putting her in my lap like i did before and cradled her to my chest.we sat like that for an hour.then she turned her head up and said"i'm supposed to be ignoring you but you keep breaking my concentration."she smiled up at me i was about to say something thing when she kissed my cheek and said"thanks, Cole"then got up and layed down on the bed.i was so happy even though it was a peck on the cheek.i couldn't stop smiling she looked the same way.i layed down next to her and put my arm around her waist."you wanna tell me what happened that you screamed like that?"i asked huskily.she nodded"i had a nightmare about my dad and mom that they were in the room watching me it felt so real that i woke up screaming but i looked at the time and it said that it was only 4:30 am now.in the dream it was 6:00 am.she said.i stiffened.that could be a vision.so i got up and tolded her"get the stuff you brought here with you now!"
she looked scared"why? Cole whats going on?"she asked.
"i'll explain in the car"i said just wanting her out of danger.
"fine lets just go"she said warily.
"you got it.lets go"i said then she got up and stumbled i caught her right before she fell.
"thanks.guess i'm not really awake yet."she said.after that i scooped her up in my arms and carried her to the check out desk.the same guy was there this time she ignored him.and he kept staring at me with a face that said damn he's lucky.and i was just to be with her now.i smiled at her and she smiled back.

Chloe