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A Woman’s War

 

by Warwick Deeping

 

AUTHOR OF

 

“BESS OF THE WOODS”

 

“THE SLANDERERS”

 

ETC.

 

LONDON AND NEW YORK

 

HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS

 

MCMVII

 

Copyright, 1907, by HARPER & BROTHERS.

 

All rights reserved.

Published June, 1907.

 

TO

COULSON KERNAHAN

 

MY FATHER’S FRIEND AND MINE

 

IN MEMORY OF

MANY GENEROUS WORDS AND DEEDS

 

A WOMAN’S WAR

CHAPTER I

THERE was a ripple of chimes through the frosty air

as Catherine Murchison turned from King’s Walk

into Lombard Street, and saw the moon shining white and

clear between the black parapets and chimney-stacks of the

old houses. St. Antonia’s steeple was giving the hour of

three, and a babel of lesser tongues answered from the

silence of the sleeping town. Hoar-frost glittered on the

cypresses that stood in a garden bounding the road, and

the roofs were like silver under the hard, moonlit sky.

 

Catherine Murchison stopped before the great red-brick

house with its white window-sashes, and its Georgian air

of solidity and comfort. The brass lion’s-head on the door

seemed to twinkle a welcome to her above the plate that

carried her husband’s name. She smiled to herself as she

drew the latchkey from the pocket under her sables, the

happy smile of a woman who comes home with no searchings of the heart. Several shawl-clad figures went gliding

along under the shadows of the cypresses, giving her goodnight with a flutter of laughter and tapping of shoes along

the stones. Catherine waved her hand to the beshawled

ones as they scurried home, and caught a glimpse of St.

Antonia’s spire diademed by the winter stars. She remembered such a night seven years ago, and man’s love

and mother’s love had come to her since then,

 

Catherine closed the door gently, knowing that her husband would be asleep after a hard day’s work. It was not

often that he went with her to the social gatherings of

Roxton. Professional success, fraught with the increasing responsibilities thereof, brightened his own fireside for

him, and Catherine his wife would rather have had it so.

James Murchison was no dapper drawingroom physician.

The man loved his home better than the dinner-tables of

his patients. He was young, and he was ambitious with

his grave and purposeful Saxon sanity. His wife took the

social yoke from off his shoulders, content in her heart to

know that she had made the man’s home dear to him.

 

A standard-lamp was burning in the hall, the light

streaming under a red-silk shade upon the Oriental rugs

covering the mellow and much polished parquetry. There

were a few old pictures on the walls, pewter and brass lighting the dead oak of an antique dresser. Catherine Murchison looked round her with a breathing in of deep content.

She unwrapped the shawl from about her hair, rich russet

red hair that waved in an aureole about her face. Her

sable cloak had swung back from her bosom, showing the

black ball-dress, red over the heart with a knot of hothouse

flowers. There was a wholesome and generous purity in

the white curves of her throat and shoulders.

 

Catherine laid her cloak over an old Dutch chair, and

turned to the table where fruits, biscuits, and candles had

been left for her. Her husband’s gloves lay on the table,

and his hat with one of Gwen’s dolls tucked up carefully

herein. Catherine’s eyes seemed to mingle thoughts of

child and man, as she ate a few biscuits and looked at Miss

Gwen’s protege stuffed into the hat. James Murchison

had had a long round that day, with the cares and conflicts

of a man who labors to satisfy his own conscience. Catherine hoped not to wake him; she had even refused to be

driven home lest the sound of wheels should carry a too

familiar warning to his ears. She lit her candle, and,

reaching up, turned out the lamp. Her feet were on the

first step of the stairs when a streak of light in the halfdarkness of the hall brought her to a halt.

 

Some one had left the lamp burning in her husband’s

study. She stepped back across the hall, and hesitated a

moment as other thoughts occurred to her. Housebreaking was a dead art in Roxton, and she smiled at the melodramatic imaginings that had seized her for the moment.

 

A reading-lamp stood on the table before the fire, that

had sunk to a dull and dirty red in the smokeless grate.

The walls of the room were panelled with books and the

glass faces of several instrument cabinets the room of no

mere specialist, no haunter of one alley in the metropolis

of intelligence. On the sofa lay the figure of a man

asleep, his deep breathing audible through the room.

 

To the wife there was nothing strange in finding her

husband sleeping the sleep of the tired worker before the

dying fire. Her eyes had a laughing tenderness in them,

a sparkle of mischief, as she set down the candle and

moved across the room. Her feet touched something that

rolled under her dress. She stooped, and looked innocent

enough as she picked up an empty glass.

 

“James”

 

There was mirth in the voice, but her eyes showed a

puzzled intentness as she noticed the things that stood

beside the lamp upon the table. An open cigar-box, a

tray full of crumbled ash and blackened matches, a couple

of empty syphons, a decanter standing in an ooze of spilled

spirit. Memory prompted her, and she smiled at the suggestion. Porteus Carmagee, that prattling, white-bobbed

maker of wills and codicils had slipped in for a smoke and

a gossip. James Murchison never touched alcohol, and

the inference was obvious enough, for her experience of

Mr. Carmagee’s loquacity justified her in concluding that

he had droned her husband to sleep.

 

Wifely mischief was in the ascendant on the instant.

She stooped over the sleeping man whose face was in the

shadow, put her lips close to his, and drew back with a

little catching of the breath. The room seemed to grow

dark and very cold of a sudden. She straightened, and

stood rigid, staring across the room with a sense of hurrying at the heart.

 

Then, as though compelling herself, she lifted the lamp,

and held it so that the light fell full upon her husband’s

face.

CHAPTER II

MAN is the heir of many ancestors, and his inheritance

of life’s estate may prove cumbered by mortgages

unredeemed by earlier generations.

 

In the spring of the year the blood is hot, and the quicksilver of youth burns in the brain. The poise of true manhood is not reached at twenty, the experience to know, the

strength to grapple. James Murchison of the broad back

and sunny face, first of good fellows, popular among all,

had followed the joy of being and feeling even into shady

back-street rooms. In the hospital “common-room” he

had always had a knot of youngsters round him, lounging,

smoking, lads with no studied vice in them, but lads to

whom life was a thing of zest. For Murchison it had been

the crest of the wave, the day of the world’s youth. An

orphan with money at his bank, the liberty of London

calling him, a dozen mad youngsters to form a coterie!

As for heredity and such doctrines of man’s ascent and

fall, he had not studied them in the thing he called himself.

 

James Murchison had carved up corpses, electrified

frogs, and learned the art of dispensing physic before the

world taught him to discover that there were other things

to conquer besides text-books and examiners. His father

had died of drink, and his grandfather before him, and

God knows how many fat Georgian kinsmen had contributed to the figures on the debit side. From his mother he

had inherited wholesome yeoman blood, and the dower

perhaps had made him what he was, straight-backed,

clean-limbed, strong in the jaw, brave and blue about the

eyes. There had been no blot on him till he had gone up

to London as a lonely boy. There in the solitude the

world had caught him, and tossed him out of his dingy

rooms to taste the wine of the world’s pleasures.

 

The phase was natural enough, and there had been

plenty of young fools to applaud it in him. The first slip

had come after a hospital concert; the second after a football match; the third had followed a successful interview

with the Rhadamanthi who passed candidates in the duties

of midwifery. An ejectment from a music-hall, a brawl

in Oxford Street, a liaison with a demi-mondaine, complaints from landladies, all these had reached the ears of

the Dean’s “great ones” who sat in conclave. Murchison

had been argued with in private by a gray-haired surgeon

who had that strong grip on life that goes with virility and

the noble sincerity of faith.

 

“Fight yourself, sir,” the old man had said; “fight as

though the devil had you by the throat. If you bring

children into the world you will set a curse on them unless

you break your chains.” And Murchison had gone out

from him with a set jaw and an awakened manhood.

 

Then for the first time in life he learned the value of a

friend. The man was dead now; he had died in Africa,

dragged down by typhoid in some sweltering Dutch town.

James Murchison remembered him always with a warming of the heart. He remembered how they had gone

together to a little Sussex village by the sea, taken a coastguard’s disused cottage for eighteen pence a week, bathed,

fished, cooked their own food, and pitched stones along

the sand. James Murchison had fought himself those

summer weeks, growing brownfaced as a gypsy between

sun and sea. He had taken the wholesome strength of it

into his soul, passed through the furnace of his last two

years unscathed, and set out on life, a man with a keen

mouth, clean thoughts, and six feet of Saxon strength.

The world respected him, never so much as dreaming that

he had the devil of heredity tight bound within his heart.

 

“Dear, are you better now?”

 

He had told her everything, sitting in the dusk before

the fire, one fist under his chin, and his eyes the eyes of a

strong man enduring bitter shame. Woman’s love had

watched over him that day. She had striven to lift him up

out of the dust of his deep remorse, and had opened her

whole heart to him, showing the quiet greatness of her

nature in her tenderness towards this strong man in his

sorrow.

 

“Kate, how can you bear this!”

 

“Bear it, dear?”

 

“Finding so much of the beast in me. My God, I

thought the thing was dead; we are never dead, dear, to

our father’s sins.”

 

She came and sat beside him before the fire, a man’s

woman, pure, generous, trusty to the deeps. The light

made magic in her hair, and showed the unfathomable

faith within her eyes.

 

“Put the memory behind you,” she said, looking up into

his face.

 

He groaned, as though dust and ashes still covered his

manhood.

 

“You are too good to me, Kate.”

 

“No,” and

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