The Old Stone House, Constance Fenimore Woolson [e book free reading txt] 📗

was with an Ohio volunteer regiment; the colonel belonged to the regular army, but all the other officers were volunteers. I grew to know them all, and among them I found many noble hearts, and, had I the time, I could relate many incidents of generosity and true courage, part of that unwritten history of the war which will never come into print. Among these officers there was one young captain whom I especially liked. He was quiet and reserved, and although he never talked with me as his companions sometimes did, although he told me nothing of his life and history, I still felt that, he was a Christian at heart, probably one of those who have never been drawn out of themselves, or taught the pleasure of sympathetic fellowship. Captain Worthington often came to the Sunday service, when I was able to hold one, and his voice joined in the hymns, which gave the greatest charm to those military prayer-meetings; but beyond this I could not pass. He was reserved and silent; I could not force myself upon him. Sensitive natures abhor an intruder.

“One evening in September, while passing through the camp, I met Captain Worthington walking up and down under the trees; he spoke to me with unusual cordiality, and we continued the walk together, strolling through the forest at, random, and talking upon any subject which happened to suggest itself. The week had been hard and annoying. The brigade had been marching and counter-marching in an apparently purposeless way, although, no doubt, there was a concealed motive in every movement; the ground was stony, and broken by deep ravines, the forage wretched, and rain had been falling almost continuously, so that deep mud alternated with sharp stones, making every mile seem two. There had, also, been no enemy in sight to keep up the ardor of the soldiers, and make them forget their discomfort; it had been, as I said before, a wretched week, and Allan Worthington, always grave, seemed this evening almost sad. We sat down upon a fallen tree, and in the still gloom of that night he first spoke of his home.

“‘I have been thinking about my mother,’ he said; ‘I cannot explain it, but home seems very near to me to-night. I can see the house as plainly as though it stood here before me, and I see mother sitting in her arm-chair by the table, knitting. Poor mother! how lonely she looks.’

“‘Has she no other children?’ I asked.

“‘No; I am her only child. She let me go because I would not stay; I sometimes think perhaps I was wrong to leave her. We lived alone on the hill, and when I rode into the country town and heard the latest news, I seemed to be all on fire; I would ride back over the quiet road, my blood fairly tingling with excitement. At last, as the story of the battles began to come, I could stand it no longer, and I told mother I must go. The regiments from my part of the country were all full, but I got a lieutenant’s place in another county, and marched away. That was more than two years ago, and I have never felt homesick until this evening. I don’t know what has come over me.’

“‘In what part of Ohio does your mother live, captain?’ I asked.

“‘At Benton Fails, South county. I hope to get a furlough before long. I want to go home, if only for a few days; there is one there besides mother whom I want to see; I never knew how much until now.’

“These last words were spoken in a low tone, almost as if the young soldier had forgotten my presence and was talking to himself. He was sitting on the log, with his back against a large oak-tree, resting as though he was in an arm-chair. He said no more, and I strolled away for a moment, thinking that if he resumed the subject when I returned, I would gladly pursue it, but unwilling to take advantage of what might have been an inadvertent utterance. I was absent several minutes, climbing down the bank to the spring to get a drink of water; then I returned and took my place upon the log again.

“‘I suppose you often hear from your mother, captain?’ I said.

“He did not answer. I repeated the question; no reply. I was perplexed. Could he have fallen into a brown study? His eyes were open, and he appeared to be looking off through the forest. At length I touched his shoulder, but he did not move. I took his hand; he was dead! Shot through the heart. The roaring of the brook, and the steep bank, had prevented my hearing the report; but, as I sat there holding the dead hand, suddenly the woods seemed to grow alive with noise and light. Our camp had evidently been surprised by the enemy, and a sharp conflict began. I took poor Allan’s note-book and watch, and, remembering his mother, I managed to cut off a lock of his curly hair; but, before I had gone far, I myself was struck by a stray shot, and knew nothing more until I awoke in a border hospital two months afterwards, pale and weak, the very shadow of my former self. As memory came back, I thought of the captain. The relics had been preserved, and, as soon as I was able, I sent them to the poor mother, with a letter describing my last conversation with her boy,—his last words on earth. I supposed, of course, that she knew from other sources all the details of the attack, but I felt that I must also tell her what I knew; possibly it would be some comfort to her. In about a week I received a letter written in a careful, old-fashioned handwriting. The poor mother had known nothing all that long time save this: ‘Captain A. Worthington reported missing.’ Our regiment had suffered severely. The camp had been abandoned, and the dead left on the field. The suspense had been dreadful, and she had prayed for relief. It had come in the inward conviction that her boy was dead; that he was not in the southern prisons or languishing in a hospital, but gone from earth forever. My letter brought her the first definite tidings, and my description of that last conversation, the first comfort. ‘I shall go to him though he shall not return to me,’ wrote the afflicted mother; and she gave me her blessing in such solemn, tender words, that I can never forget them. In the letter she enclosed a picture of Allan, sent home to her during the previous year; and with it another, a picture of the one of whom Allan said, ‘I want to see her; I never knew how much until now.’”

As Hugh finished reading, he took the photographs from an envelope, and handed them to Aunt Faith. They were passed from hand to hand, with gentle comments, and some tear-dimmed eyes gazed on the pictured faces,—a resolute, grave young soldier, with earnest eyes, and a little, delicate, wistful maiden, as fair and simple as a wild-flower.

“The war made many partings,” said Aunt Faith, as she replaced the pictures in their envelope, and returned them to Mr. Leslie; “but the lost ones are only gone before. There are no partings there.”

The gayety had subsided into a quiet thoughtfulness, by common consent the reading was abandoned, and, as it was growing late, Aunt Faith led the way into the sitting-room, where the pretty supper-table soon aroused the vivacity of the young people. Youth is buoyant, and, as for Aunt Faith, she was never saddened by the thought of death. She had lost so many loved ones, that her home seemed more there than here. In a few moments all the company were talking and laughing as merrily as ever, and in the crowd around the table no one noticed that Rose Saxon had slipped away. If they noticed anything beside themselves, it was the amount of chocolate-ice which Gideon Fish consumed!

Rose was in the parlor. The basket was still in its place, and she was looking over the remaining manuscripts. “‘Gideon Fish,’” she murmured, “no one wants to hear that; ‘Lida Powers,’ ‘William Mount,’ ‘Edith Chase,’—oh, here is something! I know the handwriting, although there is no name. Let me see,—yes; this is Hugh’s. It is sure to be good, and I mean to have it read.” So, just before the company broke up, Rose rapped on the table with her plump little fist.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” she began, in her merry voice, “I presume you all know Mr. Pete Trone, the distinguished terrier, whose accomplishments and sagacity are in every mouth.”

“Oh, we know him!” answered the company; “we know him well.” “He is the celebrated dog of republican principles,”—“who climbs trees;”—“and walks the tight-rope;”—“and dances the hornpipe!”

“I perceive that you know him,” said Rose, “and therefore you will be pleased to hear an epic poem in his honor. Indeed, it is supposed that he wrote it himself. He speaks with modesty of his achievements, alludes with feeling to his fancy for digging in the garden, and begs for sympathy. With your permission, I will read the:—

‘COMPLAINT OF PETE TRONE, ESQ.

I’m only a poor little terrier, Very small, black-and-tan, But a dog who is brighter or merrier Never breathed, never ran. I’m death on piratical cats, And, mangled and gory, The bodies of hundreds of rats Testify to my glory.

My duty I try to fulfil Whenever I know it; If I do not accomplish your will You’ve only to show it; Yet, though I’m thus honest and square In all my dealings, It is plain that you are not aware A dog has his feelings.

If master is kept in at school Why must I feel the stick? If sweetheart is distant and cool, Why should I get a kick? If Turk steals the mutton for dinner, And goes off to gulp it, Why screen HIM, the solemn old sinner, And call ME the culprit?

And if I am fond of the sand-banks, And fresh garden-soil, Why should you molest with your brickbats My hard, honest toil? And why should you call it a ‘dusty muss,’ And make me abandon My labor? Remember, ‘DE GUSTIBUS NON EST DISPUTANDUM!’

The world should remember a canine Has a heart in his breast; If you knew all you never could say mine Was worse than the rest. Then help me to gain the position To which I aspire, And grant this poor dog-gerel petition Of Pete Trone, Esquire!’”

“Excellent! excellent!” cried the audience, as Rose finished reading the verses.

“I propose we have the hero in person,” said Mr. Gay.

So Tom went out, and after some delay returned with Mr. P. Trone, who had been hastily attired in his red suit for the occasion, four red pantaloons, a red coat, and little cap with a red feather. He was received with applause, and, after being regaled with macaroons, went through all his tricks, concluding with a slow horn pipe to the tune of “Lochinvar.”

About midnight the guests took their departure, and the cousins assembled in the parlor for a few moments before going to bed.

“I think the sanctum was real fun,” said Gem; “but you did not read all the papers, Hugh?”

“No; it would have taken too much time,” answered Hugh; “what a good thing you made of those hands, Bessie. We must keep the drawings. Why!—where is Sibyl’s?”

“Mr. Leslie took it away;—he laid a paper over it and put it in his pocket, just as though it belonged to him,” said Tom; “but of all the contributions, I liked Mr. Gay’s ‘Chicago’ the best.”

“And I liked Mr. Leslie’s