All the beautiful daughters of Mara, Ashok Aatreya [black male authors .TXT] 📗

two rose petals …inviting him by full of feelings.

Anand could not stop himself from surrendering...he was overwhelmed by such an invincible call…a daring and dancing demand from the deepest passions…designed for pleasure. …he gave her a low blow with his right hand palm…and smiled…then another feather touch from his left palm on her cheeks…whole hand outspread…now back sides of ribs…moving fingers on the divided line of breasts and then from her fore-head to breast again he moved his fingers took, Sonal in his strong fold… kissed her lips...gone little up kissed her eyes…her neck below. gone again up...kissed her fore-head…then without waiting for anything…he took compete charge of Sonal...from his fingers going in opposite directions he advanced further…pulled and peeled her blouse off and more wildly, the red bra…Sonal told him to be little slow and keep patience…and helped him to take away her bra which was becoming a barrier in their love-game.
Anand after managing the wonderful planet called the body of a woman…gone further...more and more deep…Sonal helped him in every move…she did not oppose him for anything... Anand passionately cradled her in his arms...they exchanged deep and warm kisses, again and again… caressing each other in various positions and postures, and their emotional fervor and ardent longing merged into each other and in the process...he even stealthily loosened her lower garments… Sonal became bare nude…Anand was bare naked, he embraced her again and again and caressed various parts of her body … Sonal in her life, experienced for the first time the real excitement of love making. With Anand she explored diverse ways of enjoying sex with wide range of emotions.
Their love game gone beyond the genital stimulation. In the face to face over position Sonal slept on her back, she drawn her knees slightly upward and Anand was above her. He was very eager and excited to explore her body, she also permitted to caress, kiss every part of her body, When he sucked her breasts like a child Sonal felt deep emotional attachment but soon he indulged in rough ways of showing his lust…He was playing with his nails on her nude body and wanted to sign Anand …he bitten her breasts…Sonal resisted a bit on his this sort of act but as a true monitor gave him a deep kiss to his lips...brought his body more close. Anand was full of drive to release his sexual tensions. He kissed her vagina which gave Sonal a different stimulation. His lips again and again nibbled her erogenous zone which she allowed him freely to let him express his feelings and in a process she drawn her legs to clasp them about Anand hips increasing the angle of her lower parts and after this Anand could penetrate himself deeper and deeper into her, she spread her legs and prepared for Anand’s next move. They both repeated the same unendurable game,Anand sensed Sonal’s uncontrolled desire for deep penetration…she was close to her climax which Anand realized for the first time…-Oh Anand…ooh…What magic you are doing…she was almost crying…all sort of
Sounds characteristic response to erotic feelings cries…h..im…s..ut…dut…phu..t…dheere…dheere..maar…. diya….you will kill me like this… He tightened his grip over her nude body and started moving fast…and after some moments …they lay side by side. …they were really one…two individuals separated biologically but united mentally ,two bodies in one soul….still some fear of unknown started creeping between their distance…
Still Sonal with her closed eyes decided that she would have no one accept Anand in her life now…she put her hand over Anand’s penis and kissed him again and again silently…
‘Anand have you loved anyone in your life earlier? After coming back to normalcy Sonal asked him…believing…that must be the first encounter of him with any woman.
Anand was lost in the unknown world. He was in no mood to answer any question of Sonal at that moment…the only image of Shaheen flickered his mind for a moment but he kept eyes half closed and he was silent..!
He had experienced the real pleasure of life…as Sonal had given him free access to explore her body mind and heart in totality. He looted the sensuous treasure of a woman who earlier had a chaste life. But it’s not her fault alone…The real fault was of God, who created her for this day. She was a ‘Padmini’, the lotus lady for him...with divinely fragrant body, scared gazelle’s eyes floating lotus breasts ,her figure not too tall not too small.
This happened in a natural way: whenever there is an involvement and inter-action of opposite sexes. When these both ends meet, a realistic and genuine sentiment is expressed as long as they do not see their beloved, their one longing is for sight, when they see each other, they have only one desire to enjoy the embrace, when embraced… their one prayer is that, their two bodies made one and this way Sonal and Anand became one.
But something was still incomprehensible! Some distant images, some voices, some feelings, some memories, Anand remembered Shaheen at this Juncture poetry of CLOOGH. Moved him:
How often I sit, poring o'vr.
My strange in vain, in all my stive,
One feeling based on truth,
So fickle as it must
'T were well for others and for me
'T were dry as summer dust
(Kolayat reflected in his memory).
Excitements come, and act and speech
Flow freely truth: but no
Now they, now amight beside can ranch the bruised world below.
After a pause Sonal again asked Anand the same question "Anand have you ever loved anyone earlier in your life?
"That is possibly what I wish to talk to you about.
And after that there was silence!

19/SHE SMELT FROG IN HER HUSBAND
But severeal uneventful days passed after that meeting of Anand with lady Midas. Sonal started smelling lot of odd things in N.M, a frog in her husband and she started disliking him after she developed intimacy with Anand. She never liked her husband heavily into orthodox-religious leanings which almost kept them away from coupling. Even before and after their marriage they remained two individuals, marriage did not bring them to-gather. Their living less than one roof almost became frivolous. In the beginning of her married life she thought all that to be part of life but when she discovered Anand she changed herself and decided to submit herself totally to Anand. Actually she realized that she was not that calm woman and perhaps waiting for someone exciting in her life. After meeting Anand she had no regrets for her life and followed whatever her instincts ordered her.
She was not ready to cook back as a traditional woman since Anand filled in her new adventures of life and perhaps she needed since it was the call of her wildness. She felt-always a win-win situation with Anand and developed a new love making skill and bedroom quotient with him.
It was an indulgence after 5-6 years of her dull marriage life having no chemistry with her husband. After meeting Anand, there was a great change in her. She would go again and again against mirror and whisper-‘Oh you are the most beautiful woman on earth for Anand …your skill…your intelligence is superb…how long you have wasted your life for such an amphibian braved husband as yours…! Where in wrong direction your fate had taken this youthful beauty so long? Till now everything was vulgar and cheap in her life…without blood… without skin …bare mass of body.’ She felt as if she was crying in shame for a long time and there was no body listened to her cries…but then came Anand …On the contrary Anand was an original guy life like, with whom she was feeling constant flow of love and wild passionate sex .He was a silent traveller but a graphic lover. His acts were mind blowing, which stopped her to have any judgment about his sexual spirits. On opposite side Nandu had everything but proper sex, which was a fundamental tragedy. Of late she realized that she was quite insecure with him and to avoid future fights and conflicts she had to jump to another person and perhaps wooed him forever, at least mentally. He became her romantic lover and she spent her nights dreaming about him.

Cheating with her husband became a routine affair for Sonal. She was not the type of mythological woman who was weak and selfless, ready to sacrifice her own happiness in the name of husband, She was not faithful then as she reached about the edge of the believable to the woman of her new times that she was not going to accept the stereotype image of sati-savitri or earth goddess… that's why, she was driven to break the pledge of fidelity since it was the deep-rooted demand of the extra-marital affairs with Anand. She very well knew that she was someone else’s women of not a wife…the new relationship was out of all morals…but it was at the same time question of marital compatibility!...now she had gone to think beyond everything…her sleeps started losing…she came frenzy and lost all sort of shame with Anand. It was becoming a day-to-day need for both of them and it was beyond control for them now.

Romance and sex died quite earlier between Sonal and N.M. No doubt their marriage was on the rocks…Sonal had issues from N.M but she was on a regular false show of their couple-hood and kept pretentious relation with him…she was feeling being crushed day and night by him but could not plan boldly to escape…rather she fulfilled her lust by deceiving her husband as she desperately needed the company of Anand all the time. She was mentally in a stage that she did not want Anand out of sight for a moment now …She told him several times that even if he went to hell she would accompany him. There was no watchful eye from N.M on her still she felt always in chains and wanted total freedom. In their married status there was no alternative left except extra affairs. At many occasions it became crystal clear.
This goes without saying that the relation beyond marriage is not a portfolio belonging to man alone, although the reason for this all is different for men and women and in this matter it was not or never a perfect bonding between Sonal and Nandu.
For Sonal the case was different as by that time she was already a mother of two beautiful kids by Nandu but they were never apple of her eyes. For Anand it had different outcome. Since he was still a bachelor and had values stick to his traditional family, he had to think again and again about all that was happening to him... as everything was becoming out of control. ..It was clear in her mind that he was paying personal respect to Nandumaharaj and his father Nathiyaji, who had old ties with his Nana, but once he entered in the domain of Sex he was helpless. All his relations came to an end and what left was nearly the sensuous pleasure. He very well knew, he was seducing a married woman and that too, she was not a stranger…his impulse became compulsive…sometimes he would feel himself surrounded by a brooding silence…as if unable to see even beyond normal broad day light …he had certainly entered into a forbidden area…perhaps not scheming collapse any time…was it not equivalent to murder or suicide, he thought many times?
For, Sonal it was again a matter of breaking all the barriers and that too in a very normal way. Even for her children she started feeling distance. It was her very selfish and blind turn