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“I believe it is typhoid.”
“Where, at Goldspur Farm?”
“Yes, among Carrington’s pickers.”
“Poor things!”
“They are cooped up like cattle in a shed.”
He was silent for some minutes, for Mary had set a
plateful of hot soup before him, and even doctors are
sufficiently human to enjoy food.
“There is a child ill,” he said, staring at the bowl of
roses in the middle of the table.
“Poor little thing!”
“Strange, Kate, but she reminds me wonderfully,
very wonderfully of Gwen.”
IT was on the second morning following his interview
with Dr. Peterson that Parker Steel received two letters,
heralding the shadow of an approaching storm.
“I have laid the facts of the case,” wrote the demigod from Mayfair, “before the General Medical Council. I consider this action of mine to partake of the
nature of a public duty; for your abuse of your position
has been too gross even for medical etiquette to cover. I
cannot understand how a practitioner of your reputation
could be so mad as to run so scandalous a risk. That
you contracted the disease innocently in the pursuit of
duty would have won you the sympathy of your fellowpractitioners. Your concealment of the disease puts an
immoral complexion on the case… . Needless to say,
I have given Major Murray the full benefit of an honest
opinion.”
Such a letter from a physician of Dr. Peterson’s standing would have been sufficient in itself to demoralize a
man of more courage and tenacity than Parker Steel.
The curt declaration of war that reached him from Major
Murray, by the very same post, exaggerated the effect
that the specialist’s letter had produced.
“Sm, I have received from Dr. Peterson a statement
that convicts you of the most scandalous mal praxis.
Needless to say, I am placing the matter in the hands of
my solicitor. I consider it to be a case deserving of
publicity, however repugnant the atmosphere surrounding the affair may be to me and mine.
“MURRAY.”
Those who have touched the realities of war will tell
you that they have seen men with faces pinched as by a
frost, their teeth chattering like castanets, even under the
blaze of an African sun. It was at the breakfasttable
that Parker Steel read those two ominous letters. The
man looked ill and yellow, and his nerves were none too
steady, to judge by the way he had gashed himself in
shaving. The very clothes he wore seemed to have
grown creased and shabby in a week, as though they felt
the wearer’s figure limp and shrunken, and had lost tone
in consequence.
It may be remembered that the Immortal Three displayed varying symptoms when at grips with death. The
tongue of Ortheris waxed feverishly profane; the Yorkshireman broke out into song; Mulvaney, the Paddy, was
incontinently sick. Parker Steel emulated the Irishman
in this eccentricity that morning, save that his nausea
was inspired by panic, and not by heroic rage.
Shaken and very miserable, he sat down at the bureau
in his consulting-room, leaned his head upon his hands,
and shivered. For two nights he had had but short
snatches of sleep, brief lapses into oblivion that had been
rendered vain by dreams. The imminent dread of a
hundred ignominies had held him sick and cold through
the short darkness of the summer nights. Dawn had
come and found him feverish and very weary. To a
coward it is torture to be alone with his own thoughts.
The third night he had taken sulphonal, a full dose,
and had slept till Symons knocked at his bedroom door.
The fog of the drug still clung about his brain as he sat
at the bureau and tried to think. He seemed incapable
of putting any purpose into motion, like an exhausted
battery whose cells have been drained of their electric
charge.
Parker Steel picked up a pen after he had crouched
there silently for some twenty minutes. He opened a
drawer, drew out several sheets of note-paper, and began to
scribble confused, jerky sentences, to alter, to reconsider,
and to erase. The power to determine and to act, even
on paper, were lost to him that morning. He wrote two
letters, only to tear them up and scatter the pieces in the
grate, where a lighted match set them burning. He was
still on his knees, turning over the charred fragments,
when the door-bell rang.
The sedate Symons came to announce a patient.
“Mrs. Prosser, sir.”
“Tell her I can’t see her.”
Symons stared. Her master had something of the air
of an angry dog.
“Tell her I’m busy. She can call again.”
“Yes, sir.”
She still stood in the doorway, irresolute, surprised.
“What the devil are you waiting there for, Symons?”
“Nothing, sir.”
And she withdrew, with her dignity balanced on the
tip of a very much tilted nose.
Parker Steel opened the window wide, and leaning his
hands on the sill, looked out into the garden. It was air
that he needed air amid the stifling complexities of life
that were crowding tumultuous upon his future. The
garden with the sumptuous serenity of its trees and flowers had no sympathetic touch for him in his agony of
isolation. It was his loneliness that weighed upon him
heavily at that moment. He had outlawed himself, as
it were, from the heart of his own wife. The very house
was a pest-house in which two stricken souls were sundered and held apart.
If Betty would only see him. If she could only bring
herself to understand that he had acted this disastrous
part in order to retain the social satisfactions that she
loved. Any companionship, even the companionship of
a half-estranged wife, seemed preferable to the isolation
that he felt deepening about him. He argued that it was
his realization of Betty’s ambition that had made him
dissemble for her sake. Any argument, however suspicious, is pressed into the service of a man whose whole
desire is to justify himself.
Unfortunately, when a woman’s trust has been once
shocked from its foundations, no buttressing and underpinning can save that superstructure of sentiment that
has taken years to build. Betty had kept to her room
with no one but Madge Ellison to give her sympathy and
advice. The husband had always found the friend embarrassing with her presence any rapprochement between
him and his wife.
As he stood at the open window, with the words of the
two letters he had read weaving a hopeless tangle of bewilderment in his brain, he heard some one descend the
stairs and go out by the front door into the square. Parker
Steel realized that this ubiquitous and embarrassing
friend had left Betty alone in the room above. There
was some chance at last of his seeing her alone, and of
attempting to break down the barrier of her reserve.
He climbed the stairs slowly, and stood listening for
several seconds on the landing before turning the handle
of his wife’s door. The door was locked.
Parker Steel frowned over the ineptitude of the manoeuvre. A dramatic entry might at least have given some
dignity to the trick. As it was, he felt like a sneaking
boy who had been balked and taken in some none too
honorable artifice.
“Betty.”
“Yes, what is it?”
She was in a chair near the window, reading, with her
dark hair spread upon her shoulders. Her mouth hardened as she recognized her husband’s voice. It was the
very day, and she remembered it, the day of Lady Sophia’s
fashionable bazaar when Betty Steel had foreseen the
people of Roxton at her feet. She had asked Madge
Ellison to bring out the dress that she should have worn.
Primrose and leaf-green, it hung across the foot-rail of
her bed.
“I want to speak to you, Betty.”
“Is there anything that we can discuss?”
The level tenor of her voice, its unflurried callousness,
gave him an impression of obstinate estrangement.
“Betty.”
She did not answer.
“Let me in. If you will only give me a chance to
justify myself—”
The very words he chose were the words least calculated to move a woman. Betty, lying back in her chair,
pictured to herself a cringing, deprecating figure that could
boast none of the passionate forcefulness of manhood.
A woman may be won by courage and strength, even in
the person of the man who has done her wrong; but let
her have the repulsion of contempt, and her instinct towards forgiveness will be frozen into an unbending pride.
“I do not wish you to make excuses, Parker.”
“But, Betty”
“Well?”
“It was for the sake of the home, the practice, everything. Can’t you understand? Can’t you imagine what
I have gone through?”
Her momentary silence seemed to suggest a sneer.
“So you would justify a lie?”
“Betty, don’t talk like this. I am worried to death
by other matters as it is.”
“I can understand that perfectly.”
He began to pace the landing, halting irresolutely from
time to time before the locked door.
“I have heard from Peterson this morning.”
No reply.
“He is reporting the matter to the General Council,
and he has given the truth away to Murray. You know
what that must mean.”
Still no reply.
“Betty.”
Had he been able to see the cynical smile upon her
face, Parker Steel might have understood that by acting
the suppliant for her pity he only intensified her contempt.
“Betty, is this fair to me?”
He shook the door with a sudden gust of petulant impatience.
“Show me some little consideration. I have some right
to demand—”
“Demand what you please, Parker, but oblige me by
not making so much noise.”
“You will regret this.”
His voice was harsh now and beyond control.
“I have regretted much already.”
“Your marriage, I suppose?”
“There is no need, Parker, to indulge in details.”
“This is beyond my patience!”
“And mine, I assure you.”
He turned, and retreated from the attack at the same
moment that Madge Ellison reappeared upon the stairs.
They passed each other without a word; the woman,
clear-eyed and uncompromising; the man gliding close
to the wall. Madge Ellison found Betty sitting with
closed eyes before the open window, the June sunshine
dappling the bosoms of the tall trees in the square with
gold.
THE month was August, and August at its worst, a
month of glare and dust, and an atmosphere more
trying to the temper than all the insolent bluster of a
bragging March.
Mr. Carrington, in his shirt sleeves, and white linen sunhat crammed down over his eyes, stood under the acaciatree at his garden gate, chatting to the Reverend Peter
Burt, Curate of Cossington, who had tramped three miles
to visit some of the sick people on the farm. Mr. Burt
was rather a shy little man, very much in earnest, and
very much convinced of the responsibility of his position.
“All this must have been a great worry to you,” said
the clergyman, with a comprehensive sweep of an oak
stick.
“Worry don’t talk of it, sir. What with the heat, and
the Medical Officer of Health, and the Sanitary Inspector,
I’ve been pretty near crazy. I don’t know what I should
have done, Mr. Burt, but for Murchison and his good
lady.”
“Mrs. Murchison seems to have been a local Florence
Nightingale.”
Mr. Carrington stared.
“I don’t
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