Japhet, In Search Of A Father Part 1, Frederick Marryat [best non fiction books of all time .txt] 📗

Candidly. What

Price Do You Demand For Your Secrecy On This Important Subject?"

 

"My Lord!" Replied I,  Rising With Dignity; "This Is The Greatest Affront

You Have Put Upon Me Yet; Still I Will Name The Price By Which I Will

Solemnly Bind Myself,  By All My Future Hopes Of Finding My Father In

This World,  And Of Finding An Eternal Father In The Next,  And That

Price,  My Lord,  Is A Return Of Your Good Opinion."

 

His Lordship Also Rose,  And Walked Up And Down The Room With Much

Agitation In His Manner. "What Am I To Make Of You,  Mr Newland?"

 

"My Lord,  If I Were A Swindler,  I Should Have Taken Your Money; If I Had

Wished To Avail Myself Of The Secret,  I Might Have Escaped With All The

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Documents,  And Made My Own Terms. I Am,  My Lord,  Nothing More Than An

Abandoned Child,  Trying All He Can To Find His Father" My Feelings

Overpowered Me,  And I Burst Into Tears. As Soon As I Could Recover

Myself,  I Addressed His Lordship,  Who Had Been Watching Me In Silence,

And Not Without Emotion. "I Have One Thing More To Say To You,  My Lord."

I Then Mentioned The Conversation Between Mr Estcourt And Myself,  And

Pointed Out The Propriety Of Not Making Him A Party To The Important

Secret.

 

His Lordship Allowed Me To Proceed Without Interruption,  And After A Few

Moments' Thought Said,  "I Believe That You Are Right,  Mr Newland; And I

Now Begin To Think That It Was Better That This Secret Should Have Been

Entrusted To You Than To Him. You Have Now Conferred An Obligation On

Me,  And May Command Me. I Believe You To Be Honest,  But A Little Mad,

And I Beg Your Pardon For The Pain Which I Have Occasioned You."

 

"My Lord,  I Am More Than Satisfied."

 

"Can I Be Of Any Assistance To You,  Mr Newland?"

 

"If,  My Lord,  You Could At All Assist Me,  Or Direct Me In My Search--"

 

"There I Am Afraid I Can Be Of Little Use; But I Will Give You The Means

Of Prosecuting Your Search,  And In So Doing,  I Am Doing But An Act Of

Justice,  For In Introducing You To Major Carbonnell,  I Am Aware That I

Must Have Very Much Increased Your Expenses. It Was An Error Which Must

Be Repaired,  And Therefore,  Mr Newland,  I Beg You Will Consider The

Money At The Bank As Yours,  And Make Use Of It To Enable You To Obtain

Your Ardent Wish."

 

"My Lord--"

 

"I Will Not Be Denied,  Mr Newland; And If You Feel Any Delicacy On The

Subject,  You May Take It As A Loan,  To Be Repaid When You Find It

Convenient. Do Not,  For A Moment,  Consider That It Is Given To You

Because You Possess An Important Secret,  For I Will Trust Entirely To

Your Honour On That Score."

 

"Indeed,  My Lord," Replied I,  "Your Kindness Overwhelms Me,  And I Feel

As If,  In You,  I Had Already _Almost_ Found A Father. Excuse Me,  My

Lord,  But Did Your Lordship Ever--Ever--"

 

"I Know What You Would Say,  My Poor Fellow: No,  I Never Did. I Never Was

Blessed With Children. Had I Been,  I Should Not Have Felt That I Was

Disgraced By Having One Resembling You. Allow Me To Entreat You,  Mr

Newland,  That You Do Not Suffer The Mystery Of Your Birth To Weigh So

Heavily On Your Mind; And Now I Wish You Good Morning,  And If You Think

I Can Be Useful To You,  I Beg That You Will Not Fail To Let Me Know."

 

"May Heaven Pour Down Blessings On Your Head," Replied I,  Kissing

Respectfully His Lordship'S Hand; "And May My Father,  When I Find Him,

Be As Like Unto You As Possible." I Made My Obeisance,  And Quitted The

House.

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     The Major Prevents The Landlord From Imposing On Me,  But I Gain

     Nothing By His Interference--For Economical Reasons I Agree To Live

     With Him That He May Live On Me.

 

 

 

 

I Returned To The Hotel,  For My Mind Had Been Much Agitated,  And I

Wished For Quiet,  And The Friendship Of Timothy. As Soon As I Arrived I

Told Him All That Had Passed.

 

"Indeed," Replied Timothy,  "Things Do Now Wear A Pleasant Aspect; For I

Am Afraid,  That Without That Thousand,  We Could Not Have Carried On For

A Fortnight Longer. The Bill Here Is Very Heavy,  And I'M Sure The

Landlord Wishes To See The Colour Of His Money."

 

"How Much Do You Think We Have Left? It Is High Time,  Timothy,  That We

Now Make Up Our Accounts,  And Arrange Some Plans For The Future,"

Replied I. "I Have Paid The Jeweller And The Tailor,  By The Advice Of

The Major,  Who Says,  That You Should Always Pay Your _First Bills_ As

Soon As Possible,  And All Your Subsequent Bills As Late As Possible; And

If Put Off _Sine Die_,  So Much The Better. In Fact,  I Owe Very Little

Now,  But The Bill Here,  I Will Send For It To-Night."

 

Here We Were Interrupted By The Entrance Of The Landlord. "O Mr Wallace,

You Are The Very Person I Wished To See; Let Me Have My Bill,  If You

Please."

 

"It'S Not Of The Least Consequence,  Sir," Replied He; "But If You Wish

It,  I Have Posted Down To Yesterday," And The Landlord Left The Room.

 

"You Were Both Of One Mind,  At All Events," Said Timothy,  Laughing; "For

He Had The Bill In His Hand,  And Concealed It The Moment You Asked For

It."

 

In About Ten Minutes The Landlord Re-Appeared,  And Presenting The Bill

Upon A Salver,  Made His Bow And Retired. I Looked It Over,  It Amounted

To L104,  Which,  For Little More Than Three Weeks,  Was Pretty Well.

Timothy Shrugged Up His Shoulders,  While I Ran Over The Items. "I Do Not

See That There Is Anything To Complain Of,  Tim," Observed I,  When I Came

To The Bottom Of It; "But I Do See That Living Here,  With The Major

Keeping Me An Open House,  Will Never Do. Let Us See How Much Money We

Have Left."

 

Tim Brought The Dressing-Case In Which Our Cash Was Deposited,  And We

Found,  That After Paying The Waiters,  And A Few Small Bills Not Yet

Liquidated,  Our Whole Stock Was Reduced To Fifty Shillings.

 

"Merciful Heaven! What An Escape," Cried Timothy; "If It Had Not Been

For This New Supply,  What Should We Have Done?"

 

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"Very Badly,  Timothy; But The Money Is Well Spent,  After All. I Have Now

Entrance Into The First Circles. I Can Do Without Major Carbonnell; At

All Events,  I Shall Quit This Hotel,  And Take Furnished Apartments,  And

Live At The Clubs. I Know How To Put Him Off."

 

I Laid The Money On The Salver,  And Desired Timothy To Ring For The

Landlord,  When Who Should Come Up But The Major And Harcourt. "Why,

Newland! What Are You Going To Do With That Money?" Said The Major.

 

"I Am Paying My Bill,  Major."

 

"Paying Your Bill,  Indeed; Let Us See--L104. O This Is A Confounded

Imposition. You Mustn'T Pay This." At This Moment The Landlord Entered.

"Mr Wallace," Said The Major,  "My Friend Mr Newland Was About,  As You

May See,  To Pay You The Whole Of Your Demand; But Allow Me To Observe,

That Being My Very Particular Friend,  And The Piazza Having Been

Particularly Recommended By Me,  I Do Think That Your Charges Are

Somewhat Exorbitant. I Shall Certainly Advise Mr Newland To Leave The

House To-Morrow,  If You Are Not More Reasonable."

 

"Allow Me To Observe,  Major,  That My Reason For Sending For My Bill,  Was

To Pay It Before I Went Into The Country,  Which I Must Do To-Morrow,  For

A Few Days."

 

"Then I Shall Certainly Recommend Mr Newland Not To Come Here When He

Returns,  Mr Wallace,  For I Hold Myself,  To A Certain Degree,  After The

Many Dinners We Have Ordered Here,  And Of Which I Have Partaken,  As I

May Say,  _Particeps Criminis_,  Or In Other Words,  As Having Been A Party

To This Extortion. Indeed,  Mr Wallace,  Some Reduction Must Be Made,  Or

You Will Greatly Hurt The Credit Of Your House."

 

Mr Wallace Declared,  That Really He Had Made Nothing But The Usual

Charges; That He Would Look Over The Bill Again,  And See What He Could

Do.

 

"My Dear Newland," Said The Major,  "I Have Ordered Your Dinners,  Allow

Me To Settle Your Bill. Now,  Mr Wallace,  Suppose We Take Off

_One-Third_?"

 

"One-_Third_,  Major Carbonnell! I Should Be A Loser."

 

"I Am Not Exactly Of Your Opinion; But Let Me See--Now Take Your Choice.

Take Off L20,  Or You Lose My Patronage,  And That Of All My Friends. Yes

Or No?"

 

The Landlord,  With Some Expostulation,  At Last Consented,  He Receipted

The Bill,  And Leaving L20 Of The Money On The Salver,  Made His Bow,  And

Retired.

 

"Rather Fortunate That I Supped In,  My Dear Newland; Now There Are L20

Saved. By-The-Bye,  I'M Short Of Cash. You'Ve No Objection To Let Me Have

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This? I Shall Never Pay You,  You Know."

 

"I Do Know You _Never_ Will Pay Me,  Major; Nevertheless,  As I Should

Have Paid It To The Landlord Had You Not Interfered,  I Will Lend It To

You."

 

"You Are A Good Fellow,  Newland," Said The Major,  Pocketing The Money.

"If I Had Borrowed It,  And You Had Thought You Would Have Had It Repaid,

I Should Not Have Thanked You; But As You Lend It Me With Your Eyes

Open,  It Is Nothing More Than A Very Delicate Manner Of Obliging