Yup, Please Hate YourSelf (BJ's Life #5), DeYtH Banger [best thriller novels of all time .TXT] 📗

 By DeYtH Banger



If something makes me crazy, that’s women they make me crazy… fast mind changing… fast mood changing… OH GOD… THIS IS THE MOST AWFUL NIGHTMARE.

I get why most males get om drugs… SOME MALES JUST WANT MORE FROM THIS RUSH… BUT WHEN THEY ARE LEFT BECAUSE MAINLY  LEACHING AND SEEKING VALIDATION; BEHAVIOR… THE BEST WAY TO DEAL IS TO GET DRUGS





Or the story goes along the lines… I WANT DRUGS BECAUSE I LOST EVERYTHING FROM THIS SLUTS.
Slut is not bad word… judging is bad… show a middle finger to a woman… you password is “OPEN YOUR INNER SLUT”… Give her chance to be slut…
AFTER ALL THESE DATING PRODUCTS AND PRODUCTS AND MOVIES MY SONGS IN MY HEAD ARE

“I WANT TO DIE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
NO FRIENDS
NO LIFE
I WANT TO DIE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
SHAME
GUILT
EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER
HATRED
FAKE REALITY
I WANT TO DIE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
NOBODY
NOTHING
SUICIDE IS A GOOD VIBE BEHAVIOR”



I just greeted few people no reply… I was nice to few… the best reply which I got was like… “FUCK OFF”. I AM LIKE… WHY I EVEN TRY THIS PICK UP… BULLSHIT TACTICS



WHY I DON’T STAY IN HOME
CHILL THE FUCK UP
KILL MYSELF
DIE ALONE



I saw a cute woman… then I looked around and I saw a male… I GOT TGE STORY… HE GOT A DICK… SHE GOT A PUSSY… THE LOGISTICS ARE AS BRIGHT AS HUGE TURN OFF FROM A GIRL





Which reminds me for a girl… which Spit… oh god she fucking did it. I WAS LIKE
AFTER ALL THIS SHIT DONE AND LEARN… MY REWARD IS TO GO OUT WITH A GIRL WHICH SPITS… OH GOD… FUCK ME… I KNOW WHY PEOPLE DIE FROM HEART ATTACT… THAT’S GOD LEVEL RAPE!.. OKAY!



This is not lecture… it’s my turn… my games… my rules… I AM IMPORTANT AS FOR YOU GO RUSH ANXIETY IN YOUR WHEELS OKAY!? YOUR TALENT IS SUCK MY DICK… I GOT AN FUCKING NARCISSTIC EGO… I NEED AFFIRMATION



WHY THA FUCK NOT TO KILL MYSELF?


AND AS MOST PEOPLE SAY


DO IT
ANYWAY

 By DeYtH Banger




To become a rapist, it’s not hard… you need a fucking privileged diversed, bitch mom…




I SAW A HAPPY COUPLE
I WAS HOPING FOR SOMETHING BIG AND LARGE TO FALL DOWN ON THEM



This here is speaking my authentic self… as for anger and rage…



FUCK YOU!



People make everything important… food TV Show… movies…. Everything… they just make it important, maimly because they are doing it and they ARE FUCKING SELFISH



I AM NOT LAZY
I STAY HOME… BUT MAINLY BECAUSE PRE-SELECTION… OF FOOD… I AM GUARDING…IT I AM PROTECTING FROM FAT APOCALYPTIC PEOPLE



I just hate people who recommend TV Shows, Movies, Books … music



WHICH FIRST
SUCKS AND SECOND OF ALL NO U DON’T KNOW
OKAY… IF YOU KNEW … RIGHT NOW YOU GONNA BE READING THE BOOK “I AM PRODUCT OF MY FATHERS SEMEN"…



I started authentic movement… so many people say… be more honest with other people… tell them the truth… be authentic… remove your masks.


I saw a post o n the internet by my cousin… it was a joke…

"The joke is dumb… go kill yourself.”



I had a call from my mom… to end it… I WAS HONEST ABOUT THE WHOLE THING… I SHOWED MY DEEP INTENT



“Hey… stay there… I am comming to fuck you… deep inside your pussy and eat my cum.”



SO FAR IT WAS TOO MUCH ATTRACTION!




She ended the call…


I saw a friend who has posted images with autographs… I told him…


“What’s that? Your new list with victims… each victim… gives you different type of emotions….. Smile… neutral…”


I was honest with that… this fucker got me… and said cut the bullshit.




FIRST OF ALL I AM PRACTICING MY AUTHENTIC LICENSE AND SECOND OF ALL IT’S NOT A BULLSHIT




I told him… you cut the pedophile thing… you just got too much under age kids… YOU ARE JUST 19 YEARS OLD… I have repetitive ..  . OH I mean repeating… myself… the moment it comes





“Oh… mom bring food”
“What… what aaaaa?”

“Mom… my dick is up… when are you comming.”



That’s how I deal with their bullshit… they do it purposefully such people … I want to rape them… right in the alley corner… dick up  and aroused….




Nowadays… I got new missions…



- Go Be Physical with stranger
- Say something nice to stranger (UGHHHH)
- Talk to Everyone (Why somebody does not put me some kinda rope around my fucking neck… I WANT A FUCKING ROPE… OKAY!?)



STOP TO THE BULLSHIT TROPHY TITLES AND LIES FOR “YOUR SON"… MOST PEOPLE USE THIS TO PUNISH ME… OKAY STOP IT… FUCKING STOP IT

DON’T FANTASIZE… IF YOU GONNA DO IT… WE GOT Psychiatric hospitals… GET THERE THE COUNTRY PROFITS FROM LIARS LIKE YOU




Out there… there are chode crystal and people who are with desparate social circle + people who say "I can get every woman… if I want"…




NO YOU CAN’T AND HERE WE ARE SPEAKING WITH YOUR EGO AND FUCK YOUR WISE THOUGHTS… FUCK ‘EM… FUCK YOUR DREAMS AND AS MOST PEOPLE SAY…


Thank You

 By DeYtH Banger



Rapist are typical alpha males as for games… they don’t have any gender rules… they are for males and females okay!?

“MYTH 114. | Alcohol is a great antiseptic for open wounds. Alcohol is a great disinfectant for intact skin and inanimate objects; however, alcohol is not effective when applied to open wounds. When it’s used on open and exposed tissue, alcohol actually kills some of the human tissue along with the germs. This can delay the healing process of larger wounds.

MYTH 125. | Eating a lot of fruit is healthy. Actually, fruit has a lot of fructose, a type of sugar, which is not good in large quantities. Excessive sugar, no matter where it comes from, is still bad for your body. However, if you have a choice between a chocolate bar or a fruit, the fruit is still better due to the nutrients that it has alongside the sugar.”



So the new generation… is “Take picture of me… you don’t need to be in it."… Instragram is a new form of dophomine… always getting positive shit… the more you get the more you get drugged. What’s with this poop emoji… on facebook and even skype and facebook going too far as platforms… gifs… too much emojies…. What’s wrong with you… it doesn’t have face to face… interaction…WHATEVER YOU DO… WORDS DON’T DO ACTION… BPTH FUCKS ARE GETTING MORE AND MORE DEPRESSED…

SO HERE IS THE THING… IF I SAY SOMETHING DUMB AND STUPID…





I get … "are you okay?"… "Do you have temparature?"… and this fucking ugly… chin fuck Mark… the creator of facebook… created poop emoji… WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU? WASTE… POOP IS = WASTE… THAT’S POOP… THAT’S HOW LOOKS WHEN FOOD GETS … processed… how fucked up is that to be emoji or even background…


NOW IT’S MY TURN TO CALL MARK ON THIS
ARE YOU OKAY?



Selfish… selfie…
Selfie it’s a bit near to selfish…… "Look at me"… "I am looking at myself…"… "Now Look At me"… that’s the new type of future you need to deal…

People don’t live, they record
People are not in tge moment, but are miving into past negative and future impossibility and this here is for the average class … not the minority sucess people… On this here … line where am I?
I am nowhere… OKAY… I KNOW THIS FUCK SCHEMES

By DeYtH Banger



I think in English… mainly because lower count of symbols and letters… In Bulgarian we have “ю"…"я"…"Ь"…"й"… ahhhghhhh wtf……
People always think negative… go to negative roots and self-hate themselves… the best medicobe which we got is…



BLOCK
ISOLATE
…
KILL
…

SUICIDE



People who kill women mainly… it’s because too much "Rejections”.. when the cup is full.. sexual drive it’s full booster and they go to killing spree. It’s so something which happens… AS FOR NOW I AM THINKING..  WHY FAMOUS UGLY PEOPLE LIVE LONGER THAN BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE…?



WHY SO?
PROBABLY I AM DEAD WRONG… THE LAST THING WHICH I WANT IS TO DIE FROM POISONOUS GAS WHILE READING DUMB PHILOSOPHY… LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR SELFISH ACTS… FUCK ‘EM… FUCK YOUR RELATIONSHIP… FUCK YOUR LIFE AND YOUR WHOLE TREE…



I started watching “American Monster” TV Show… they said that “season started… tension”. Tension is good for picking up wonen… that guy… has the best tools in his box… HIS FUCKING DAMN GOOD!

 By DeYtH Banger


I want to die into spoon of syrup. I want to die in pie of shit… I HATE NATURAL SEDUCERS!

I was supposed to be an extra in a movie… but tge road when along the line “too excited"… and I just didn’t make it… the moral of lesson is when life goes well you are excited … that’s why you don’t suceed…




BE FUCKING MISERABLE



Okay… okay your kid us watching some bullshit kids show + he has imaginary friends also and playing with imaginary objects… THE WORD FOR THIS… LET’S BLAME IT ON BEING TOO HONEST ….. IT’S A WHOLE DISORDER… THE FUCKER IS CRAZY!


Fat fucks suceed… get beat up
Gays suceed.. always going out with girls or with their sexual partner…



As for me.. I am a