Unreachable, Yarlening P. (aka.NightmareAngel) [best self help books to read txt] 📗

"My Lord please forgive me,I have forgotten that we must not lust anything in the human world."Alice voice was soft and calm.She was one of the most beautiful and genteelness angel in Heaven.She was also one of the angels that Lucifer hated the most.The Lord was able to forgive Alice,but as Lucifer requested she will be punish.Alice kneel down and waited for her Lord to speak.
"Alice,I will forgive you.But as you know you must be punish.As your punishment you will be reborn to the human world.Your feathers will be plucked off by the humans and your wings will be ripped off.You will relive your fate until the chain is broken."
Alice stood up and faced the Lord."I understand." With that everything went pitched black.


Chapter 1
Alice's P.O.V

It went dark,on the outside I seemed calm,but in the inside I was terrified.The ground underneath me disappear.I was shocked that I'll receive the punishment so soon.Usually there was enough time to say goodbye,but Lucifer was there for some reason.He always disliked me.I soon fell in depths of darkness.Tears streamed down my face.There was no point of hiding it,since I'll never be back in heaven.I can't fly if I'm not in heaven.My blonde hair with curls at the end covered my dark blue eyes.I was thankful,since I didn't want to see My Lord's disappointment.My fall was longer than I thought,it took three days to reach the point of no returned.I landed softly in the middle of a meadow,from the looks of it,it seemed to be early spring.I looked down at my body,all I saw were a few black ribbons covering some of private parts.I quickly tied them,so they won't fly away with the cool breeze.I didn't know were I was and was a little scared.I got up on my feet and walked to a nearby forest.The sun shone bright leading the way to the forest.As I walked in my wings will be in the way,so hid them inside of me.There sticks and rocks on the ground which made my feet bleed.It was painful to walk barefoot.I kept on going to hear a rustle in a near by bush.I came closer to see what was in there.When I was close enough I carefully opened up the bush and out came a little black and white,what the humans call a 'rabbit'.I studied the humans from up in heaven closely,I knew everything about them and became fascinated.Even knew about the animals they had.I tried to pick up the rabbit,but it hopped away.I chased after it,only to hear a girl's voice up ahead.The rabbit seemed to hopped to that direction and I followed.I stopped when the rabbit jumped into a girl's arms.The girl looked up at me.She had pale skin and long brown hair that matched with her brown eyes.She had a thin figure not to thin,you can still see curves.The girl looked up and down at me.She looked 100 years old in angel terms.But in humans she was only 15 like me.She didn't seemed scare,instead she took at step closer.She gave me a warming smile when she saw how terrified I was."Hello,my name is Terri.Who are you?"she seemed calm and not scared at all.Which was weird since from what I saw in heaven girls will usually scream and run away in a situation like this."My name is Alice."I said my usual sweet and soft voice as everyone in heaven would say.Terri stepped closer to me so close that we were face to face.She gave me another smile."Do you live around here?Do you need somewhere to say?"I was surprised about how nice this girl is.I shake my head and then nodded.Terri giggled on how shy I was."Well you can stay with me if you want."I smiled with enjoyment.I was finally going to rest.My first friend was Terri,I wonder who will be my first enemy?


Chapter 2
The girl lead farther in the forest.She looked straight ahead not even looking back,but she squeezed my hand tight.I thought she was going to get us even more lost and I can't handle be outside anymore.Even though it's early spring,it felt more like fall to me.These black ribbons won't cover me for so long,I felt so tired I thought I won't be able to walk anymore.But.then the girl started to slowed down.I looked over er head to see what happen.A big grin spread across my face,I was finally at our destination.There in front of me was a small brown and white cottage with a small wooden door and square windows it almost looked like a life size doll house.The small wooden door opened and I saw a short women with long brown hair tied up to a low ponytail.She had a apron with a bunny on it,she seemed to be those kind of women that love the past and wanted to relive it.Terri lead me to the woman,one glance at me and she gave one of those worried looks.I wrapped my arms around myself. I felt a little awkward and I was freezing wings off,well my wings are nice and toasty inside of me,lucky them.I never thought the day would come when will envy my own wings.They are mine after all,but why are they?I had one of the biggest and most beautiful pair wings in heaven,I didn't deserve them.Other angels were better then me,much more kinder,smarter and much more understandable.Before I knew it I was lost in my thoughts and Terri was having a whole conversation with the other which I guessing is her mother.When I finally realized I was standing there like a statue,I tuned in to the conversation.Terri smiled at me,I just stand there confused then I looked at the woman she was also staring at me.Terri finally spoke up,"Well,what do you say?Will you like to live here in my sister's room?"I was shocked this whole time there were talking about which room I was going to stay at?I quickly agreed before they suspect if anything wrong.No matter what happens,I can't ever tell these people I'm a angel,fallen angel if I don't break this chain soon.
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Terri quickly pulled me up the stairs,so fast that I couldn't see the house.But I saw a smile on her face,she seemed excited.I looked around when we were finally up the stairs.I didn't see anyone except Terri."Terri were your sister?"Terri stop in her tracks and was quiet for a moment then she finally turned around.She was playing with her thumbs and she was looking at the floor,she finally spoke."She died in a brutal murder two years ago.She was 15 like I was.If she was alive today she be 17."I saw tears fell down the floor.
"Terri I'm so sorry I shouldn't have asked."I stepped closer, but she stepped back."It wasn't your fault."
"But it was."
"Terri you can always talk about it."At first there was no answer.
"Can I trust you?"
"Of course"I could tell she was hesitant but I was just to curious.
"It went like this..."

-Flashback-{Terri P.O.V}
"Nani!"I screamed on top of my lungs.I couldn't find her anywhere.She always did this.Even though she's 15 she loves hide and seek.She always hide in the best of places.I checked in the closet she wasn't there.I forgotten to check behind the clothes,when I turned I screamed.I was face to face with my sister.Her blue eyes stare into mine with a huge smile on her face."That's not funny!"
"Yes it is!You should have seen your face."She was laughing so hard I started to laugh.The next thing I knew it was night and mom went out to buy some groceries for dinner.My sister and I were watching T.v when the doorbell rang.My mom wasn't suppose to be home yet the nearest store is 20 minutes away,she left 5 minutes ago.Nani opened the door and screamed.I quickly stood up to see what happen,but before I could my sister grabbed my hand and dragged me upstairs.My feet could barley catch up.We opened the door to my mother's room and went inside her closet.I asked her what was wrong and she just shush me and told me to hide my feet and body in the clothes.But she stood there behind the door without anything covering her.She was looking through the crack of the door.I was about to ask why,but I stopped myself when I heard mom's door creak.I heard footsteps coming closer and closer I couldn't see from where I was but I heard the footstep stopped.The door creaked and I was about to screamed but my sister pushed her finger against her lips.Shushing me before I could.There stood a man with a black ski mask and a butcher knife.Tears streamed across my cheeks.The guy took a look at my sister and smiled.My eyes widened with terror.He pulled my sister out the room.I heard shouting and screaming.Not only my sister's screams but a man's as well.In my mind I kept saying "Nani,stay strong and keep on fighting,mom will be home any minute and will call the police.Hang in there!"The more I say that the more I cry.My sister fighting for her life while I'm just hiding like she told me to.I closed my eyes when I opened my eyes I saw my sister and the man both bleeding.I didn't want to see anymore and closed my eyes.All I heard were grunts and smashing.Then a big thud,everything became quiet.I reopened my eyes to see my sister on the floor and also the man.I came out of my hiding spot and ran to my sister.My eyes were red from crying.My sister eyes were closed.I shaken her gently and kept calling her name.She slowly opened her eyes and and in a weak voice she said "Terri is that you?"
"Yes."I whispered.
She smiled.Then her smiled came to a frown and her eyes widened.
"Terri,NO!"she stood up on her knees and pushed me behind her.I saw the butcher knife pierce my sister chest and came through the other side.My sister fallen on the ground and so did the man.I screamed louder than I ever did before.I hold my sister in my arms,her blood mixed with my tears.I closed her eyes which were opened full with terror.That was when my mother came in and saw my dead sister in my arms with a cold body behind me.

Chapter 3

-Present- {Alice's P.O.V}
I stood there with tears in my eyes and looked at Terri who was now on the floor with tears falling down.I kneel beside her and stroked her head.I regretted asking her to talk about that night.It took so much out of her fragile mind and body.Terri looked at me with bloodshot eyes.
"You know Alice you look like my sister with those eyes and smile.You reminded me of her that was the reason I was so nice to you.But you also have her personality,caring and kind."
I smiled I was glad I reminded her of her sister and was able to comfort her.That was when Terri mom came in,she saw us both crying and without a word she kneel next to Terri.I saw tears come out of Terri's mom eyes,she already knew why we were crying.After letting the tears flow Terri got a hold of herself and showed me to my room,I mean our room.I was confused, I thought I was suppose to get my own room.Terri saw my confused face and giggled.
"Sorry,my mom told me there were a change of plans and your stuck with me."I smiled.At