Wonderland, Bellaa Dream [rainbow fish read aloud txt] 📗

 Hey Guys! I Know i kinda just left you all hanging but, All my stories are now on Wattpad. So you can find the rest of this story on Wattpad. The link will be posted below vvvv

https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/10522229-wonderland

  I KNOW I Told Yall That I Would Update EVERYDAY. But Things Took A Train For The Worst . My Dog Kinda.. Did Somethings To The Journal That I Was Writing Wonderland In Sooo.. Its Gonna Take Me A While To Fix Everything Up , But Best Believe That The Story Will Be 10x Better . I Got New Ideas Maybe A Some New Characters .. BUT I Have A Major Suprise For My Bellaa_Dreamers .. I Might Inform Yall After The 8th Chapter. So Yall Bear With Me. I Need Some HARDCORE FANS On My Side Dude ! Feel Free To Comment , Share This Book + My Other Ones , Give Me IDEAS Childernn !!! But Bear With Me. But For Now , Love , Dugs , Peace , And Hair Grease . <3

Okaay . Look Guys , I know ive been slacking VERY hard on this book. But bare with me. Theyll be updates sooner than yall think. Ive been super busy. Sorry yall. But Thanks for reading. Tune into other books of mine as well. OH And im sorry Bellaa Dreamers , But .. I have A Confession. I've been cheating on you all for about 3 months.... Im on Wattpad. And the bad thing about that.. Is i kinda update there frequentlly. Sooooo.. Sorry. But check me out on wattpad, @Bellaa_Dream

Life  aint  easy  for  everyone.  It dont matter if you the rich little white girl with daddy issues or the poor little ghetto girl in the heart of atlanta who dont even know her daddy. Living in a one bed apartment with the roof leaking, Stripping just to pay the bills and to support your younger brother."Life is a bitch and then you die" My mama used to say. Her cracked out ass was right.

She left me and my brother Lasiren when i was 10 and he was 6. She lefy us in the house alone for days. She had told us she was going out to get ciggerets and never returned. Sometimes i sit around and wonder if the life she yearned so badly for was worth leaving her family. My aunt Lisa found us 10 days after she didnt hear from any of us. And we were to afraid to leave the house and go to school so noone saw us either. We moved in with with my Aunt and she got our lives back on track.

Uneffected Lasiren went on perfectly fine. But me on the other hand was damaged. Maybe because he was to young at the time to notice what in the hell was going on with our mother. We were pretty smart and understood most , But not so much him. Everyday i'd sit in my bedroom windowseal and wait for my mama. And one day my aunt finally confessed. My mother was never coming back. My aunt KNEW she was going to leave us. She told my aunt days before. I guess as a warning or some shit. I was badly affected. I was just another one on the list of ghetto little kids with no parents.

My dad was partily in our lives. He kinda tried here and there to be there for us but my mother wouldnt let him for some strange reason. I never stopped to question. Mysteriously our bills would get paied and food always flurished the house.I had only met the nigga once. I didnt like him too much. Like.. You want to be a father now? He was a joke. He even denied my brother. HA! They were twins. Mirror Fucking images of eachother.

When i was 16 my aunt had me working two jobs. I was her secratary (She worked at home) and i was working part time at Dennys. When i was 17 i spiraled out of control. I cut loose of the good girl act and got on my grown woman shit. Get money how ever i could was my mind set. I was stuck on getting the hell out of atlanta. But back then i didnt understand how hard that was going to be.

I always hung with ballas. Like my on and off Boyfriend T.O. I had tons of niggas breaking off Hundereds just to see me lick my lips. Imagine what niggas had to pay just to SEE my pussy let alone smash. Soon i had about 9 grand and bought my first car and moved me and Lasiren into a apartment not far from my aunts just incase i had to move in a hurry.

Now im 20 and Lasiren is 16. Life aient all perfect but we have eachother which makes it Wonderful. Lasiren is just the cutest little thing. He always has hoes blowing up his Galaxy s3. And i have tons of tricks tryna pull. Both genders inside and outside of work. But me and Lasiren both vowed to never get too attachted to people because as soon as i got the money up we were jetting off to wherever he wanted to go. 

"Layla wake yo ugly ass up!" Lasiren yelled in my ear jumping up and down on my side. "Why nigga. It aient even time for you to go to leave!" "I wanna leave a lil early.. You know?" I gave him the stankest look i could possibly give without bursting out laughing. "Why? Cause um. I dont know" I explained sarcasticly. "Girl. Im tryna slide with a few females. Maaaaan Pleeeeaaasssseee!"

I knew he'd been fucking hoes since he was 12. Way more advanced than i was At that age. We were just that close to tell eachother anything and everything. Shit we had to be. We were the only things we had left entitled to our name. "Okay. Fine. But you better find a ride to school and be there on time!" "Alright alright oh and give me ----" I cut him off by throwing 3 condoms at his left eye. "Damn you so mean but thanks." "Where im dropping you off at?" He showed me the text message and i googled the adress. It wasnt too far. It was in the rich area of atlanta. By his school.

About 15 minuets later we pulled up to this mansion looking house. He told me a few white girls lived here. He was into every race just as i was. "Oh yeah. Lay Lay you working tonight?" I cringed at the nickname. "Um yea. Of course! And Nicki mean midget self wants me in kinda early cause we have 'special clients' from out of town that just flew in to see me. But why you asking?" "Uh.. Cause i kinda wanted to spend a little time with you, Ya know?"

I had been stripping so much i barely had time for him. For us. We always had weekend plans to do something. "Im sorry as hell boo. Im off tomorrow night. If you wanna chill then?" "Alrighty. See you later" "Dinner will be in the oven when you get home" "iight thanks sis" "Love you" "Love yo big headded ass too." He slammed my car door. I went back home and showered and got dressed and started my morning. I cooked breakfast and dinner then put tonight's outfit in my car. I wanted to give them a show they'd NEVER forget; Then i locked up the house and proceeded elewhere.

"Hey Ray!" I schreeched to the homeless man that is always posted up at the coffee shop that i just love. "Hey darling. You got some spare change?" "Yes child. You know i always got you" I said pulling out a 5 dollar bill. "thank ya baby girl. bless yo soul" He wasnt like other homeless men around here. He was actually saving up to get a cheap little appt and he has a job as a sweeper in a nearby barber shop. It dosent pay much though.

"Aw shit look at this nigga giving out to the less fortunate." a familar voice yelled out from behind. I turned to witness my old highschool love Jayden; Before T.O. He was my EVERYTHING. I was willing to take charges or even a bullet for him anytime. But unfortunatly he cheated on me with my bestfriend Nena. That trifling hoe. Thats why i dont trust females nor men now. One of the reasons why i vow not to get attachted because im afraid of getting hurt. He aproached me.

"Damn you look better than ever baby girl. i been looking everywhere for you. heard you were still living in this peiceof shit ass city and that this was yo spot in the mornings. Had to come and check up on my baby." "Oh.. cool. Why you been looking for me? You got countless other hoes. It must be something you want.." I stared him down. I think seductivly.

"Man slow down lil mama. If it was that good pussy that i wanted i woulda hinted that right off the bat. But it aient nothing like that. Its deeper. I wanted to catch up and rekindle MAYBE... Apoligize and shit. I just moved back here from mexico.. I was taking care of a little biz there." I knew he was a drug dealer. A Big time drug dealer at that. He wasnt on that when we were dating. But i had to