Sweet Nightmare, Yarlening (aka.NightmareAngel) [the kiss of deception read online .TXT] 📗

then I saw Jason in front of my with a blank expression and a bloody mitten.He looked at me and tears were coming out of his eyes.I knew he was as scared as I was.That night we kept each other company and went home.Jade wasn't happy to see me and told me to go to my room.I promised Jason never to tell anyone about the mishap.Days flew by and it was finally my birthday.Normally kids be smiling on there birthday,but I was different something horrible always happen on it or days before it.School was as same as always,no one didn't care that it was my birthday.Jason was out sick so I was alone at the frozen pond near the playground.It was still fragile and the water was deep, no one dare to go on it.As I stay at a safe distance,I stared at my necklace.I wondered what was this doing in my pocket that night?Why had it had a safe aura around it?Question popped in my head one by one.Until Sarah saw the necklace and confront me.She had her friends behind her " Where did you get that?I bet you stole it."she laughed and gave me devilish grin.I tighten my grip on the necklace and stood up."It's mine,I got for my birthday."Sarah laughed even harder and so did your friends."Who will give a worthless girl a present?"She took the necklace out of my hand.I got angry and grabbed the necklace back.As I did that I pushed Sarah unto the ice.


My eyes widened when I heard the ice crack.I quickly stood up and try to save Sarah before it was too late.I wasn't quick enough,Sarah fell in and no one could save her.The teachers were also too late,they couldn't save Sarah from the freezing water.Everyone pointed at me when the teacher ask who's fault was it,when I explain my story they thought it was ridiculous.That day no one saved my sister,but the funny thing is I never cried during her funeral.Actually,I was jealous,she got to stay along side with father.While I have to stay in this cruel world.This time Jade took me home,silence was in the car.When we got home Jade threw me into my room,hitting my head against the wall.She screamed "How dare you!You are no way a part of this family!I wish that my husband never brought a worthless,murderous and good for nothing girl like you!You stay here and I don't want a peep out of you as long as you're here.If you even ask for help,I'll make sure I come up here and slit your throat."I nodded my head agreeing to her contract.She closed the door locking it from outside.I looked at the window,the night sky was the beginning of the cruel world's arising.


Chapter 2 *Present Time*

Everyday Jade and her boyfriend come and hurt me physically and emotionally.I'm alone and scared,I think everyday what I did wrong.I wonder where are those crows are now,free and flying in the wide sky.Not a care in the world.I look through the window that was lock and boarded.I saw through a square hole two boys playing in the snow.I wished I had the freedom they have.The clean skin on their bodies,no scars or wounds like me.I felt something roll off my cheek and drop to the ground.I put my hand one the ice cold window staring and admiring everything in the outside world.The trees,snow and the warming sun that never comes my way.Just once I would want to be hold gently and hear the words "I love you" upon the one I love.I looked at myself in the mirror and grimace,so many scars on my arms and bruises on my body.My hair is messed up and being stuck in this room makes it hard to breathe.I looked back at the window and smile just a little to see everyone enjoying life and having fun.I stared at the boys the most,laughing,running and playing with the snow. One looked about my age with long black hair that reached up to his collar bone and golden eyes that seemed so lonely.Even though he was playing and laughing,why does his eyes look so sad?His red scarf blew in the wind like a bird and his long dark coat followed as if they're trying to get away.He looked thin, but strong and he had a deep look in his eyes.That's when I notice he was looking at me.I blushed and turned away,I couldn't believe I just notice he was staring at me.Nobody dare look up here because of some ghost stories I heard Jade talk about.I looked back at the window,this time he wasn't looking at me but,the small kid.He smiled at him,a warming smile ta I only saw when I was little.Jason..how I missed him,he was the only one that stayed beside me.
That's when I heard "Jason!Come on were gonna be late for dinner!"My heart skipped a beat, I paid attention to where the boy was looking and yelling at.I was even more shocked to see he meant the boy with golden eyes.The little boy started tugging on his arm.Before he moved, he look at me with those lonely eyes again.I felt like he was telling me something,but it wasn't possible he couldn't possible remember me.He couldn't not now,not like what I am now.I quickly turned away,and slide down the wall.It was silent, once again I was alone.

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I realized then that maybe he wasn't Jason from my past.Jason had light violent eyes,that person had golden ones,it wasn't possible.Fate was cruel to me,it will never give me what wanted.It always give me pain to suffer through,it truly hated me.I didn't go to sleep that night,I just lied awake thinking about Jason over and over.The way we made silly promises and how he was attach to me so I wouldn't feel lonely.The way his pure skin touch my tainted one.He was the only who comfort me when Father passed away,he was the only one who would hold my hand.It wasn't fair,I closed my heart so pain can't get through yet thoughts of Jason came flowing in like a waterfall.One after an other.I squeeze my eyes shut,forcing my body to fall in a deep sleep.I drifted into another nightmare.

I was little again and something was holding my hand.I looked beside me and there was Jason.I wanted him to look at me but he kept his head straight forward.I wanted to yell his name,but couldn't.Suddenly,Jason let go of my hand,leaving my hand cold from the breeze.My eyes widened with terror,I didn't want him to let go!I tried to yell to him but something wrapped itself on my mouth.Jason started heading toward Sarah,I wanted to run to him but something pulled me in.I looked back and there was the scary man I saw the night of the funeral.He smiled showing his fangs.I looked back at Jason who was now holding Sarah's hand,his hand that used to hold mine.Finally,I screamed out his name.
"JASON!!"
He turned around as I whispered the words "Help me."I thought he'll come to help,but instead he turned forward with Sarah's hand and left. I was shock and I heard the words whispered in my ear "You're alone and always will be."
My eyes bolted open.I was on the floor again and as usual the sun never shined on my face to welcome me.I looked at my hand,had a scar where Jade scratch me so hard when I tried to yell for help.I touched the scar softly,even though I couldn't feel it pain and hatred was there.I want to see him.The one call Jason,I want to see him.

I stared at the window waiting, wishing, to see him.He was the only one who actually looked at me.Others just pass me by,never looking up to the window,but he did.I wonder why,how come he didn't pay attention like the rest did?Every since that scary story Jade made up about the house,no dare look up.If the did,they will only see the wood cover up the window,,they wouldn't notice the small square hole.Sun down soon came and I gave up,no one will come at this after before dark.There are some creatures out there,watching you,waiting for a entrance to eat you.Like that creature when I was little,if it wasn't for Jason,I don't know what would have happen.I whispered his name in the air remembering our past.

"Jason..........."

As I whispered those words,I heard laughter outside.I suddenly turn pale,who would have come at this hour?I slowly stepped to the window, and what I saw made me stumble back.He's here,the one call Jason,he's here.I looked through the window, and for the first time I smiled at his appearance and once again called out his name.This time he looked up and smiled at me.
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Publication Date: 08-25-2011

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