Bridge of Time by Missy (Volume 3), Presented by SAGE [rom com books to read .TXT] 📗

totally out of fashion and one may even think it's so absurd. How can someone be so love struck over someone who's not even around? Ah this thing called Silly Love!


Well tonight I'm in my silly mode so I might as well just say everything I needed to say.. (holding myself intact making sure I don’t lose my poise and click on your name on that little yahoo instant messenger chat box and scream out of my lungs I am totally madly, insanely mad about YOU! That would be so totally embarrassing eh? Nah you'd probably just laugh and say SILLY YOU!) in my waking moments, I think of you... Your smile is like the sunshine that bights my day (of course you don’t know that ... Well okay maybe you do.. ) At night I think of you before I go to bed (That I think you don’t know as well.. unless you can read signs ha-ha)


Things you say out of the blue, almost make me fall off my chair.. (And I wonder if you even meant it or you just think there she is ... Being Silly Again!) Oh and those beautiful dimples you got on your cheek.. Hmmmm ... (I wont even go there!) and those lips.. Those beautiful full lips of yours... I wonder sometimes what would it do if it's pressed next to mine.. (oh that! I wouldn't go either ha-ha) Those arms... I'd like to be wrapped around with... They are pretty strong;) Tonight I am having one of those Silly nights that you laughed about, giggled about.. If you could only read this note tonight... I betcha, you'd say the same words you said last time... (I can't disclose on here) But your words SILLY and RELENTLESS would suffice :)) Goodnight to that Silly Man out there from the Silly Girl over here ....who keeps wondering why hadn't we been Silly with each other during all those years that we could've ha-ha!Jeeez!!! I can't wait to be totally, madly, insanely Silly with YOU (again soon)


PS: So totally madly Silly about YOU!


HEART'S GAME: Hide and Seek (By Missy)


"Hey" his message read on her yahoo mobile messenger. It was passed midnight, she was almost half asleep. She got up and rushed logging on to her computer, there he was, she stared at the left corner of her yahoo messenger looking at a picture avatar of him. Smiling.. Ah those beautiful smiles, she thought to herself. "Can't sleep?" He wrote on a message box. "Nah having one of those insomnia nights" she responded (but what she really meant to say was I was she's been waiting for him to send her a yahoo message.. for two weeks now since they chatted 2 weeks ago) Just like the last time, they shared a laugh, he asked her a few personal questions (as if he is trying to get to know her better) They chatted for a brief few minutes and he logged off.


They've known each other half their lives, they ran into each other on a narrow street yet never spoke to one another. Years ago they were within reach yet the distance seemed oceans apart. She never really thought he even remembered her. After years had passed to her amazement, he did. He remembered how she looked, how she walked, the color of her skin as if he had paid that much attention to her years ago. These things she hadn’t known years ago, only from their last internet chat she had discovered all these things he knew and remembered about her. Hmnnn.. She thought to herself.. If I had only known it then.. She always like him but he never seemed to noticed her so she didn't bothered, she didn't want to impose nor looked eager. So she kept to herself. Not a clue or a word of how much she adores him, of how much she thinks of him, she never said a word how she fell for him then (And still hasn't said a word how she still feels for him now) Now that their paths crossed again.


Years had passed now they're both grown up, Countries apart and fate brought them together.. Ahhh.. What a tricky fate she told herself. He's Countries away and now that they have the chance to spend time on the internet, they seemed to be playing these silly Hearts Game, Hide & Seek.. She waits on him daily to send her a message, he's online almost every afternoon, night time for her, he makes her wait and she awaits.. During the day her mind is with him, at night time she waits on him on the internet. He would send a message, share his thoughts, laugh with her, jokes around with her and talks at times almost as if he is very much interested in getting to know her, as if he feels something for her and she waits for him to say the word.. They would chat, they would connect with each other and poof he's gone for days, not a word.. until the next time, he'd popped in on her messenger box and they would chat as if they have always been close to one another..


Oh these Hearts game of hide and seek, she wonders tonight.. Where would it go? Does he feels the same way she does? She'd never know, he wasn't telling, yet his words are confusing as if he thinks of her too, she wonders if he knows what he is doing to her? This hearts game of hide and seek.. is hurting her head yet drawing her to him closer each and every day. Before she slept tonight she asked herself the same questions she has been asking herself lately... Hearts game of hide and seek, will it ever end? will he speak of his feelings towards her? or will he just keep making her guess? Should she speak up and tell him how she feels towards him and take the risk of scaring him away and lose the chance of being able to at least connect with him, chat with him? Will she wait for years again to be noticed by him?


IF I WERE YOUR BABY (By Missy)


I may not be the best one around, I may not be the kind you would parade in the crowd, I may not be the kind your friends would be jealous of you to have and they may tell you to open your eyes and get the one who can turn heads. I may not have all the looks you dreamt of, as there are plenty of them out there whose easy on the eyes. I may not have the fanciest car, or high profiled career, I may not have a lot of money nor live a life with luxuries. I may not dress up like the model you see on television nor have the nicest voice or a fancy face, I may not be as popular as someone you and your friends knows, I may not have all the ideal and superficial things in life. In fact I may not have anything you desire at all..

But one thing I know, If I were your baby, you will be love like no other, you will be cherish, you will always have the smile in your cheek, you will always feel how special you are, I will always tell you how important you are in my life and will always find ways to make you happy, to make you feel complete, If I were your baby I will support you in anything you do, I will guide you in the path you’d like to take, I will respect your prerogatives, I will always admire the way you are, no matter what your flaws are, no matter how much imperfections you have, I will always be there for you even in your most darkest hour, I will light the way for you. I will make you a home, I will always have the time to listen to you to lend an ear or two to always assure you I am right there with you.

If I were your baby, you will never feel as if you always have to look for that someone to be there to love you, admire you, accept you the way you are. In my arms, you can always run to. In my heart you can always be sure. In my life you will always find a spot to come to and I will never stray nor be unfaithful, I will always take you in all your uncertainties. If I were your baby, You will always find a place to rest all your worries. My love will never change.

If I were your baby.. Oh what a wishful thinking..

You will never know the place I have reserved all my life for you in my heart. You will never know how I waited for you to know somewhere out here, is someone waiting, hoping, There are plenty out there who could promise you the moon and the stars, there are so many out there who claims their love for you is real, there are plenty of people out there who tries their best to get your attention, to see you smile at them, to have you spend time with them to own you, to call you their own.. If I were your baby, you will never have to worry what would I do in your absence, where would I be when you turn your back… Because If I were your baby.. Everything I am, everything I will be… Will all be for YOU. But I guess you’ll never know any of this, unless you started looking my way. Until then, I can only hope these thoughts will somehow reach you.. Maybe not tonight, Maybe not the next day.. But one thing for sure … I will always be here… Waiting… For the day that I can be your Baby and maybe…. SOMEDAY


Personal Note from the Author


One of the readers of Bridge of Time asked “Missy, how do you know too much about love and relationships? There must be someone who inspires you to write. He is a lucky guy. I want to know more about you, not just an Author but as a Woman who speaks so much about love and emotions” I responded to that reader’s message and I wrote…


I don’t quite know much about love really, it’s just that I know how it feels to fall in love and I know hot it feels to fall out of love and all the memories that were created in between falling in love and falling out of love. I also know, one may fall in and out of love so many times with so many different people and create so many new beautiful memories, but every time one falls in love, it’s not the same as it was with the one before, memories are always created differently, moments are either better or worse than the ones before.


But never the less, they all have a special place in someone’s heart. They all are remembered differently but with fondness, at times those memories are not always the positives ones, they can be painful, they can make one’s chest feels tighter, tears may fall, emotions may rise stronger than the other or weaker than the other. But that’s what life is about. Being able to feel, being able