my songs, tywan rodriguez [ebook reader screen .txt] 📗

fuck love

you say that u love me but where is the proof in it 

always stay true to my grind but u on my mind i feel like im losin it

plaese dont be hittin my line or wastin my time when u see me doing better 

you lied and said we gon be forever now my heart is so cold that i need a sweater 

coulda sworn u was the one but now i feel dumb cuz i know u played me 

wish i could go and rewind and take back the times that i called u baby 

i took u back 24/7 had all of my friends thinkin i was crazy

you saying that u was in love this shit is a dub cuz i know played me 

see a young nigga doing great say u want that forever shit

just quit yourself outta my phone i swear i moved on to some better shit 

i need me somebody whos down for the ride someone who will never quit 

somebody i know who can stunt on my ex and make her regret this shit 

cause 

i cant trust nobody(body)x3

 

you call me crazy but some shit u just dont understand 

i risked it all and u just left me for another man

they raising dogs these days nobody really loyal

could feel like everthings perfect but then i all gets spoiled 

like old milk but maybe it was just me 

i heard ya mama was a hoe fruit dont fall far from the tree

and i dont mean no disrespect but im just stating a fact 

and i threw away the reciept cause i aint taking u back 

but see look that the difference between you and meee 

i live my life based beyond the word loyalty 

i think u need to find yourself or maybe even find some help 

cause then youll understand u used to mean the world to me 

but nowwww 

i cant trust nobody(body)x3

 

fuck yourself

became infatuated with your whole appearence

so much that when i talk to you you never hear it

so much that like on your instagram make u happy 

but i love you in person made that the clearest

i know im busy but not to busy for u 

if i set the table i always set it for two

and if i light a candle im tyrna set the mood 

but if i make a promise im always seeing it through

but you obssesed with the wrong things

i know we fight but think you fighting for the wrong team

its always on me 

it always something i did

or something i didnt do 

i feel like im in the wrong league 

cause if i ball then we ball together

but if i fall then we fall together 

but now its fuck u and a bunch of watevers

and if you was cold i wouldnt even give u my sweater

 

my mama dont like u she likes everyone 

and i never liked to admit that i was wrong 

but i been so caught in my job didnt see whats going on but now i know 

im better sleeping on my own

cause if u like the way u look so much 

then maybe u should go and fuck yourself 

and if u think that im still holding on to something

u should go and fuck yourself

 

i dont need no more fights 

long nights in different rooms 

u started problems with fam now we got issues to 

i was blinded by the love cause i was into u 

whyd i stay committed 

when i know u was with some different dudes

u need attention i get it everyone does

i thought that this was something i guess that it never was

so everytime u call my phone i ignore it 

u dont miss me u just bored with the world u chose to explore

vegas for the weekend 

la on a thursday 

now u want me back huh want me in the worst way 

u wont get a text on christmas eve and your birthday

cant believe that i fell for all your games in the first place

and since u like everything that comes with the fame 

i wish u luck im sure that ill see you another day 

youll prolly snag a rapper or a baller in the game

and imma walk right by u backstage like

 

my mama dont like u she likes everyone 

and i never liked to admit that i was wrong 

but i been so caught in my job didnt see whats going on but now i know 

im better sleeping on my own

cause if u like the way u look so much 

then maybe u should go and fuck yourself 

and if u think that im still holding on to something

u should go and fuck yourself

 

fam

i got 8 siblings that i never see

in a room that i never leave

stuck on this computer 

watching all these niggas catch some heat

all they songs is extra weak 

confusion steady stressing me 

running outta patience let this journey get the best of me

thought i had the recipe 

so i followed every step 

left my moms and moved away

i know she happy i left 

lil bro all alone wifey needs a bigger check

all my niggas fallin off 

im still tryna be the best

locked myself inside this booth 

started making hella tracks

cry myself to sleep at night 

swear i been to hell an back

loaded up that gun i bought

withdrew everything i had 

put it all in envelopes 

had it sittin in my hand 

wrote my girl a letter 

and apologized for suicide 

i been on a mission that they talk about but few will try

had my finger on the trigger would have left it all behind

but then lyrics popped into my head 

maybe that just saved my life 

yea maybe that just saved my life

Growin Pains

 when i was growin up i had nobody to lean on

i was by myself so i had to keep  my dream on 

everybody told me you aint gonna fuckin make it

fuck u niggas why the fuck u hating

 

i was 13 in them muthafuckin streetz 

out there tryna hustle just to get up on my feet 

i remeber nights when i had nothing to eat 

had no place to fuckin go just to catch up on some sleep 

but

 

now that im older ive been gettin bolder 

livin in that fast life tryna be a soldier X2

 

 

leave me alone (no label remix)

havent seen u in a minute

so dont talk to me 

blowin up my phone 

why you doggin me

now u want me back

you want my company

saw me with this money 

thats how flossin be

when i was in that cell

where was the loyalty

wait i just remember 

you was crossin me

fuckin other niggas 

thats just how it be 

you can never trust a bitch

cause aint no honesty

remember all those times

that i did u rgiht

we just talked and chilled

every single night 

but now that u are gone

everythings aight

but when i hear ya name

i just wanna fight

and when u hear my name 

youll remember me

but plz dont hmu 

we have no chemistry

glad that u are gone 

we wasnt meant to be 

 

 

Imprint

Text: tywan rodriguez
Editing: tywan rodriguez
Translation: tywan rodriguez
Publication Date: 01-07-2020

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
i want to dedicate all my freinds for telling me to keep at it and to never give up.