Everything She Had, Chalen D. [reading list .txt] 📗

call me back when you got one, i can't wait."
"i will and cam?"
"yeah?"
"thanks."
"sure kid."
"no i really mean it. you inspired me." "exalent! i've always wanted to to that."
"well mision complet."
"sweet. ok listen kid i gotta get to band practice, but you owe me a high five when i see you next."
"cool. call you later."
"peace." he said, before hanging up.
i went to work with jojo. jordan told me that cam would be playing at nine tomorrow night, and i agreed to go. i started on a song as soon as i got home, using my dad's music. at 8:00 i jummped into jordans car.
"i'm gonna get a soda, want one?"
"yep."
i walked to the door, and a large man looked at me.
"calm your jett's i know cam." i said, pushing open the door before he could stop me.
"yo, little kyllie!" jj said.
"there you are!" luke said.
"hey guys!" i said, high fiving them. i high fived cam and hugged him.
"this is kyllie, she subbed for gabby." he said, to a girl and guy. they nodded. "i brang the song if you wanted to check it out."
"hell yeah, kid, clear out guys." he said, they left.
"oh gabby, could i use for board?" i asked, as she left. she smiled.
"knock yourself out kid." she said. i nodded.
"ready?" i asked, sitting down.
"i'm not gonna lie, i'm totaly siked."
"good. maybe you'll like it then. keep in mind that i wrote this in twenty minuets."
he nodded.
"ready when you are."
i played. "there's this guy i know who's pretty damn cool if you don't mind me sayin'. i'm just a girl with a dream to scared to produce." i paused to play. "he helped me out, and made me see what i can do. he said, some stuff that i took and ran with. now i'm not afraid to let the world here just what i gotta say." i paused again. "i'm just a girl, with a dream of her own. i never thought of tellin' the world. scard of what they thought, but that's no longer me. the guy i know is truly epic even a pice of art if you will." paused again. "i learned to be ture to myself and i only have him to thank. with out him i'd still be a lost little kid." i paused. "oh but not any more. oh no more, cause i got somethings that the world will hear loud and clear. i don't care if people like me, i gotta be true to my heart. all i wanna do is make you porud, but if i don't than i'm not sorry, i can't apolaigize for what i'm gonna be doin' so maybe you could one day just join' in on the fun that i hope to give people." i paused. "even if i'm doin' this whole thing wrong, it's okay, cause i'm happy at heart. and i thank that guy with all of my heart." i closed the song.
"damn." he said, standing. we hugged.
"you gotta put your music out in the world!"
"you think?"
"yeah. jordan's good with the computer, he can make you a youtube thing."
"yeah. i could do that."
"cam." gabby said, poking her head in the room.
"i'm on kid."
i followed him. jordan gave me my soda and we cheered them on. jordan parked infront of my house.
"cam thinks that i'm ready to put my music out there."
"you played for him?" he asked, sounding hurt.
"damn."
i got out and opened his door.
"come on."
he stayed put.
"come awn!" i said, taking his arm and pulling him to my room.
"to make up for it, i'll show you a song that i will not be showing the world. sit." i said, pointing at the bed.
"yes ma'am."
i sat at my piano, and checked the amp. i played. i looked up at him and then looked down. i focused everything i had on the key board, and sang.
"oh. the emptyness inside of me is all that's left from the very day you left me. i can't understand why you had to go, i still need you here in my life." i paused. "all i ever wanted was to make you proud, and when i didn't i felt broken on the inside." i paused. "now that your gone i feel like throughing everything away. i miss you and you'll never see me grow. it's gonna be hard now that you've left me in this big scary world, but i'll stand tall and do the best i can. yeah, i'll be doin' it for you." i paused. "sure i'll be missin' you like hell, but i have to move on with my own life. not a day will pass that i'm not thinking of you." i paused. "i feel invisible, but i turn myself over to music, the number one thing you loved, to do. i'm doin' it for you, yeah i'm tryin' my best." i paused. "but please forgive me if my best isn't enough. don't watch as i slip and fall. i want to be the best for you. i hope that the person i will become will make you proud." i ended the song. he was quiet. at first i thought he thought i was crazy.
"you need to put that on the you tube account."
"what are you doing?"
he went to my laptop and went to youtube. he typed in his email, and KylliEwiLLiamS~! for the user name. he fixed the page and grabbed my dads cam cord.
"ready to film your first video?" i sat at the key board. he nodded.
"are you filming?"
"yeah."
"here go's nothing."
i played and sang. he uploaded the video, then stayed for dinner.
"what the hell!" i said, as jordan hit me in the head with a pillow.
"have you checked your youtube account?"
"no." i said, getting up.
he logged in and i almost shit my pants. 2 million views.
"holy shit." i said. he refreshed the page. 2 million 500.
"oh my good." i said.
"and only one dislike." he said. "whatever, can't win 'em all."
"that's the spirit. so i have our day planned out."
" you do?"
"yeah, we're going to eat, cause i'm starving. then your going to shower and get dressed, and do the rest of the songs, and then i want to take that one song about cam, and remix it. like add more upbeat music to it, i have a remixer at my house, so we'll have to do it over there, but only if you want to."
"cool."
"perfect, then tonight at ten cam needs us again."
"sounds like a plan lets get started."
"yo, kids, just in time lets get on with this!" cam, said, high fiving us.
we played and then went out for pizza. a group of girls came to our table,with note books and pens. they smiled big.
"you're kyllie williams." one said.
"uh, yeah." i said.
"could we get your autograph?" another asked.
"you inspire us." another said.
jack pot! i smiled. "names?" i asked, taking the books. i gave them back there books. they thanked me and went back to their table.
"that was wierd."
"get used to it kid." luke said, reaching for his soda.
once i got home i made a face book page. i went down stairs and saw jojo, pulling out a container of ice cream. "hey, kyllie, haven't seen you in a while."
"sorry."
"no problem, so what's been happening?"
we got a bowl of ice cream and i told her everything. after she went to bed i took a shower and climbed into bed. after an hour i hit my matress and threw the blankets aside, and got onto the facebook page. i hit the status botton.
~ hey guys! thanx for all the likes. most of you want more vids, and i'm working on it in a hurry. i had to sub for gabby, in the rare days. my buddy is working on remixing one of my vids, so he has my cam cord. i'll post a vid as fast as i can. and yes i'll try to put up more pics, but i'm pretty boring so let's take it day by day shall we? thnxs a bunch.~
i held my breath and pushed post. coments popped up, most of them siked i knew the rare days, and they couldn't wait for me to put up new vids, and when i subed for gabby to post it so they could come and watch. i logged of and went to sleep.
"do you knock?" i asked, quickly pulling down my shirt, as jordan walked in.
"sorry. i got the video." he said.
he let me look at it before he put it up.
"the fans want picks." i said.
i picked up my camra and threw my arm around jordan, taking a pic. "cute." i said, showing him, he nodded.
"we're having a bbq. wanna come?" "yeah."
we went to his house.
"kyllie." cam said, hugging me. i gave jj, luke, gabby, and josh a high five. "fans want pics mind?" i asked.
the all stood close, and i gave the camra to jordan. i stood next to cam, who raped both arms around me. jordan passed the camra to a staff member and stood next to jj. during the bbq i took pics. i uploaded the pics. jordan called me.
"dude, i got you a interview with matt james. it starts at six, i'll pick you up." he said. i agreed.
"my guest today is an up coming artist, laydies and gentalmen, kyllie williams." matt said.
as i walked they played one of my songs. people clapped as i waved.
"miss kyllie." matt said, as i sat down. "let me ask you something." he said, scooting forward. "what is it that you want from life?" he asked.
" i just want to feel alive, i want people to talk about me for years to come, cause my music means that much."
"you go girl!" someone yelled. i laughed.
"now your music tell me what you can."
"ok." i took a deep breath.
"well, it started when i was five, and i saw my dad play the piano. he taught me to play and i became a wrighter. my dad didn't like people hearing his music. and niether did i. we had the same view. if our music didn't make a difference in people's life than why bother. my aunt tryed to help me but i couldn't play. i met jordan who's now kinda like my music producer, he asked me to play for him, but i couldn't i only played a little bit. jordan took me to this club, where his brother cam, do you know who that is?"
matt nodded.
"lovely boy." he said.
"yes. cam was playing, with his band. my dad used to baby sit cam, and taught him everything that cam now knows. cam told me that