Everything She Had, Chalen D. [reading list .txt] 📗

cam came in followed by jordan. once back in his room he logged onto the youtube account. "you're fans are starting to get demanding." he said. i read the comments, and they where not pretty. i got on to my face book.
~ hey guys! i'm sorry it's taking so long, but my music producer jordan got into a car acident. i'll try my best to get up more vids, please bare with me and say a pryer for jordan. thanx!~
i hit post. "look!" jordan said, all of the suden making my heart feel like it was about to flop out of my chest right then and there.
"does that say what i think it says?" i asked.
" yep. dear kyllie im very sorry about jordan. my name is darren james, and i work for CMC records. i was wondering if you and jordan could stop by at say, 4?"
"you think you could do it?"
"yeah."
we met with the guy and he told me he was booked but wanted to try working with me and to come back at the same time tomorrow. me and jordan sat at the bus stop waiting for cam. he took his sling off.
"does it hurt?" i asked, as he carefully streched it.
"no, so i'm thinking thats a good thing." he said, with a little laugh.
i took out a black marker. i softy took his arm and wrote on his orange cast.
' i love you. forever. kyllie.w.'
he smiled.
"i love you too," he said.
he leaned over and kissed my forehead. cam pulled up and we got in.
"glad to see the sling can come off." cam said, as i shut the door.
"me too." jordan said, as i buckled his belt.
"i could do that, you baby me too much."
"sorry."
we both looked out the window as we pulled away. jordan's hand crept towards mine and i grabbed it. his had was warm, and the way his thumb rubbed the back of my hand made me feel all wierded out. could i be falling for jordan price? i looked at him from the corner of my eye. no way, jordan ment way too much too me for me to fall for him.
"i have to go get clothes from my house, cam could you stop by?"
"yeah sure, kid." he said.
"alright make it quick. i gotta get to practice." cam said, once at my house. "i'll just bring jojo's extra car."
"cool."
"jojo?" i called, unlocking the door. no answer.
"come on." i said.
jordan followed me to my room. i grabbed a back pack and started packing clothes, my walet and my chargers. i looked up to see jordan had been watching me.
"don't watch me."
"why?"
"cause it's creepy, you creeper."
he smiled.
" 'kay that's it."
he grabbed my arm as i passed. i turned to face him.
"what's up?"
he pulled me into his arms, bent down to me and pressed his lips to mine. i imeadatly reacted by rapping my arms around him, and kissing him back. i pulled away. the kiss was warm and something i could fall into.
"whoa. this isn't right.”
“what?”
still stund from the kiss we shared. “you’re my best friend. come on.” i said, picking up my bag.
the ride back was spent in a painful scilence.“i’m not going to stop.”
i tightened my grip on the wheel.
“not untill you’re mine.” he said, lowly as he where making a prmide to himself.
he then looked out the window. once we pulled up to the house, i jumped out and headed for the door.
“we gonna talk?”
“no.” i said, compleatly freaked.
“we have to.”
“no we don’t.” i said, shuting his bathroom door.
“open the door kyllie.”
“no.” i said, trying to clam my spining head.
“why?”
i took deep calming breaths.
“kyllie?”
he softly knocked on the door.
“let me in.”
i unlocked the door and sat on the floor with my back against the tub. he opened the door, and looked down at me, as i looked up at him.
“what gives?”
i looked down at my hands. he sat down next to me. he cleared his throat.
“i’m in trouble i’m an addict, i’m addicted to the girl, she’s got my heart tied in a knot and my stomache in a whirl.” he sang.
i threw my head back.
“don’t make me laugh.”
“what’s up ky?”
“i’m confused.”
“about what?”
“that’s it. i don’t know!” i said, frustrated.
“why don’t you lie down.”
i did resting the back of my head on his right leg. he stroked my hair.
“you confused about us?”
i nodded.
“cause?”
“i have problems, i don’t want to drag you down with me.”
“i want to be draged down.”
i sniffed.
“you sure? it’s a pretty dark place.” “you’ll be there?”
“right in the f-ing middle.”
“then there’s no other place i want to be right in the f-ing middle by your side. but you have to let me in.”
i wiped my nose with my sleve as an excuse not to say anything.
“you know. a very wise man once told my older brother, that if you love the person enough you can get over anything.”
“a wise woman once told me, you know the one the wise man was married too? she once said that if you love someone to much, you push them away and you lose them, foever.”
“is that what you’re worried about? that you’ll lose me?”
i nodded.
“i hate to tell you. you’re stuck with me, just like i’m stuck with you, so you might as well just-”
i reached up and pulled his head down, and kissed him. the kiss was warm and soft. not all slopy and demanding, like the guys my old friends dated. he liffted his head.
“i love you.”
“i love you always.”
we smiled and he kissed me again. “diner!” gabby yelled.
we laughed as we both jumped from the sudden loud noise. we both got up. jordan grabbed my hand, kissed me one more time and then we went down stairs.
“well it’s good to see the sling off.” gabby said.
“yeah.” jordan said.
he reached over and put his hand on my leg. i tried not to jump.
“does it hurt?” josh asked.
“nope.” he said, shruging.
he began to make small circles with his thumb. oh for crying out loud! should i like it this darn much?
“thought you guys had practice.” jordan said.
“ we cut it short when we heard that gabby was gonna make dinner.” cam said.
jordan moved his hand higher and i grabbed it when it was mid thigh. the corner of his mouth raised and he took a bite of his food. everyone went in the living room and i stayed in the kitchen with gabby.
"can i ask you something?"
"what's up?"
"how come you didn't come and get me?"
"aunts have more power over second cousins. and besides, would you really want to live with us?"
"yes," i nodded.
" you didn't know about me, i thought it would be better if you where with someone you knew."
"i really don't know jojo."
i heard her take in breath, as i backed out of the kitchen.
i got a deal with the roecord company, gave conserts, and had cd's. i went to the top of the charts. i'm 18, now and am dealing with grown up stuff, like the fact, jordan is curently on one knee holding a ring up to me. wish me luck.
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Publication Date: 06-30-2012

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Dedication:
i know there are mistakes, but my computer went all spas on me and i didn't save the fixed story. anyway, here's my latest.