The Small House at Allington, Anthony Trollope [best ebook reader for chromebook .txt] 📗
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“I have never blamed you;—neither you, nor anybody else; unless, indeed, it has been myself.”
“You mean that you regret what you’ve done?”
“No; I don’t mean that. I am too devotedly attached to that dear girl whom we have just left to feel any regret that I have engaged myself to her. But I do think that had I managed better with your uncle things might have been different.”
“I doubt it. Indeed I know that it is not so; and can assure you that you need not make yourself unhappy on that score. I had thought, as you well know, that he would have done something for Lily;—something, though not as much as he always intended to do for Bell. But you may be sure of this; that he had made up his mind as to what he would do. Nothing that you or I could have said would have changed him.”
“Well; we won’t say anything more about it,” said Crosbie.
Then they went on again in silence, and arrived at Guestwick in ample time for the train.
“Let me know as soon as you get to town,” said Crosbie.
“Oh, of course. I’ll write to you before that.”
And so they parted. As Dale turned and went, Crosbie felt that he liked him less than he had done before; and Bernard, also, as he was driving him, came to the conclusion that Crosbie would not be so good a fellow as a brother-in-law as he had been as a chance friend. “He’ll give us trouble, in some way; and I’m sorry that I brought him down.” That was Dale’s inward conviction in the matter.
Crosbie’s way from Guestwick lay, by railway, to Barchester, the cathedral city lying in the next county, from whence he purposed to have himself conveyed over to Courcy. There had, in truth, been no cause for his very early departure, as he was aware that all arrivals at country houses should take place at some hour not much previous to dinner. He had been determined to be so soon upon the road by a feeling that it would be well for him to get over those last hours. Thus he found himself in Barchester at eleven o’clock, with nothing on his hands to do; and, having nothing else to do, he went to church. There was a full service at the cathedral, and as the verger marshalled him up to one of the empty stalls, a little spare old man was beginning to chant the Litany. “I did not mean to fall in for all this,” said Crosbie, to himself, as he settled himself with his arms on the cushion. But the peculiar charm of that old man’s voice soon attracted him;—a voice that, though tremulous, was yet strong; and he ceased to regret the saint whose honour and glory had occasioned the length of that day’s special service.
“And who is the old gentleman who chanted the Litany?” he asked the verger afterwards, as he allowed himself to be shown round the monuments of the cathedral.
“That’s our precentor, sir; Mr. Harding. You must have heard of Mr. Harding.” But Crosbie, with a full apology, confessed his ignorance.
“Well, sir; he’s pretty well known too, tho’ he is so shy like. He’s father-in-law to our dean, sir; and father-in-law to Archdeacon Grantly also.”
“His daughters have all gone into the profession, then?”
“Why, yes; but Miss Eleanor—for I remember her before she was married at all—when they lived at the hospital—”
“At the hospital?”
“Hiram’s hospital, sir. He was warden, you know. You should go and see the hospital, sir, if you never was there before. Well, Miss Eleanor—that was his youngest—she married Mr. Bold as her first. But now she’s the dean’s lady.”
“Oh; the dean’s lady, is she?”
“Yes, indeed. And what do you think, sir? Mr. Harding might have been dean himself if he’d liked. They did offer it to him.”
“And he refused it?”
“Indeed he did, sir.”
“Nolo decanari. I never heard of that before. What made him so modest?”
“Just that, sir; because he is modest. He’s past his seventy now—ever so much; but he’s just as modest as a young girl. A deal more modest than some of them. To see him and his granddaughter together!”
“And who is his granddaughter?”
“Why, Lady Dumbello, as will be the Marchioness of Hartletop.”
“I know Lady Dumbello,” said Crosbie; not meaning, however, to boast to the verger of his noble acquaintance.
“Oh, do you, sir?” said the man, unconsciously touching his hat at this sign of greatness in the stranger; though in truth he had no love for her ladyship. “Perhaps you’re going to be one of the party at Courcy Castle.”
“Well, I believe I am.”
“You’ll find her ladyship there before you. She lunched with her aunt at the deanery as she went through, yesterday; finding it too much trouble to go out to her father’s, at Plumstead. Her father is the archdeacon, you know. They do say—but her ladyship is your friend!”
“No friend at all; only a very slight acquaintance. She’s quite as much above my line as she is above her father’s.”
“Well, she is above them all. They say she would hardly as much as speak to the old gentleman.”
“What, her father?”
“No, Mr. Harding; he that chanted the Litany just now. There he is, sir, coming out of the deanery.”
They were now standing at the door leading out from one of the transepts, and Mr. Harding passed them as they were speaking together. He was a little, withered, shambling old man, with bent shoulders, dressed in knee-breeches and long black gaiters, which hung rather loosely about his poor old legs—rubbing his hands one over the other as he went. And yet he walked quickly; not tottering as he walked, but with an uncertain, doubtful step. The verger, as Mr. Harding passed, put his hand to his head, and Crosbie also raised his hat. Whereupon Mr. Harding raised his, and bowed, and turned round as though he were about to speak. Crosbie felt that he had never seen a face on which traits of human kindness were
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