A LATE CALLING, James Bernard Myers [best fiction books of all time .txt] 📗

A LATE CALLING
Why is it that some people find things out later on in life, or they do things later on in life? It is all a plan form god to allow them to go through their own ’Damascus Road’ experience? Well I think that all things happen for a reason. All things will come to those who wait on the man to bring them up. Now let’s look at this situation that we have here. Here we have a young man that was born to a woman and a man that loves him but there are issues there. This little boy grows up getting just to know the basics our of life. He only gets what little kids get at that age. There is nothing real special about this family at all. He has two older siblings that endure the same things, but this young man is a project for some one or somebody. As a kid he gets abused, beat by his parents, the neighborhood kids. I mean he catches it on both ends. Why is he picked on so much? Why is he always looked at differently? Now his sisters, they go through their own hell. Now his older sister she has demons that she fights. She gets involved in drugs at a young age I guess. She endures almost the same things that this young man endures. She gets even abused by the family and the neighborhood kids as well. Now this young man grow up seeing violence constantly. He fights, he even runs away to keep from getting hurt or harmed by the kids in the hood where he grew up. He has never known love, never known how to say I love you or please help me. So the both of them endure almost the same things. Now the younger sister, I just don’t know. She was cut from a different cloth. She was the good child never got into trouble, was always quiet, calm and just herself in her own world. I could not understand it to save my life. So anyway we all grow up in the violent environment, and we had to endure all the hard ships of being kids in the hood. So as we get a little older the parents of these kids get even worse. The parents start to fight more and more. They get into drag our fights. I mean we as the kids had to see all this and heart this and sometimes get caught in the middle. But not at one time did we step in to stop them. We just had to endure and watch. So time passes and we just fall apart at the seams. The parents divorce and the mother moves the children away. Now the little boy wants to go and be with his father, but the father denies him, why? Why does the father say no too his only son, the son that wants to go with him and live with him and just love him. So the little boy ends up staying with the ladies. Now things really get crazy. The little boy goes out of his mind. He gets into trouble, he lives a life of crime, he steals, kills and destroys anything in his way. He doesn’t kill in a literal sense, but he kills the spirit of those around him. He wounds up in homes, jail and even goes to prison all before he turns 18. Wow, what a life to live. So after prison he get out and is calm for awhile and he is of age but yet he lacks the love of a parent, a father to speak of. So after he turns about 30 years of age he finds a jewel. It shines and it takes control of him. He is now calm, cool, and collect. He is in love now, I guess. So he marries and now he finds himself in hell all over again back when love was a kid seeing his parents arguing and fighting. So he divorces and I now on a nomadic journey through life. He now has lived in 5 states, and cities less than 3 or maybe 5 years at a time including Hawaii. He now has 3 kids who he does not have contact with or even know. He has seen them, except for one daughter, thanks to the world wide web. But now he is at the ripe age of 43. He now sees all that he has been through and he tries too do all what he should have done 20 years ago. He reads, writes, maintains his health, tries to have contact with his kids but to no avail. I mean hi is trying now to do it all right this time. But I guess this what the late calling is. It is just like a race when you start from behind and you try to catch up, but now it is way to late to catch up with what is ahead of you. You miss your calling and now you have to just deal with coming in second when you had the chance to win. But do you think that you had the chance? I don’t think I ever had the chance. I think that I was just do destined to be where I am. This was his plan (God) for my life. Now I say this because this is my life and not yours So stop fucking saying that this is not what god had planned for you. Stop trying to live my life through your life and mess and just let me life my life the way that it planned by god and god only. Just remember that the body has many functions and my function was the part of the body that releases waste, toxic waste. All the shit that was in my life is now coming out………………Peace


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Publication Date: 12-15-2010

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