lost forever, haven anthony [books for 20 year olds .txt] 📗

Lost Forever

You were everything to me,
You are the only thing that keeps me moving,
You were like a sister to me,
But without you in my life,
How am I susposed to live with out you?

Every tear drop I shed is a piece of my heart breaking within every beat it takes
I lay awake thinking "Where did I go wrong? Why did this happen to me? Why did you leave me?"

Every time I get a text message I hope its you
Every time I get a call I hope its you
But all of my hopes fall and shatter all around me

I act like there`s nothing bothering me when I`m around people
But deep down I feel lost and scared
If you were here right now there would be so many things I would like for you to hear
But your lost forever and there is no way to bring you back to me

When I look at your picture it seems like you were never alive
That you were just a dream
When I go to sleep at night I see your face there and it wakes me up screaming and crying

Where are you now?
Where are you when I need you the most?
Why did I let you go?
These are the questions I ask myself everyday and everynight
And the only answer that comes to me is that your lost forever inside of my heart

I try my best to forget you
I try my best to convence myself that theres no turning back once I have lost you in my grip
I try to stay strong
But your every where I go
Your all around me

But I know that your lost forever inside my heart

This poem is based on a true story and it realy did happen and now that girl is trying to move on and forget `bout her best friend, but she can`t let go after everything they have been through together. If you read this don`t let your best friend go keep them close to you and your heart and don`t let anything come between you.

Publication Date: 08-08-2010

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Dedication:
it`s bout someone who lost their best friend who was everything to her but then she lost her best friend and without her, she will never live again.