Poetry, Uncovered . [best self help books to read TXT] 📗

One

“The wreck in me”

 

By: Uncovered

 

The drowning water seems to be rough as it washes the shore.

Now I need you, an inch to touch but so far away.

I cried your name a thousand times like how my tears stain my heart.

 

You never listen; never glance my way, never felt this way.

Never take my hand in this surging wave.

I watch as my heart scattered in the now crimson sand.

Can’t you see I’m bleeding? You never answered.

 

You promise me things I remember too well.

Memories kept within my mind and now it shred my soul.

In seconds I felt like dying.

Feel my bones breaking with my mind still asking “Where are you?”

 

The thunder bolted the gray skies.

In a voice so soft and clear I heard you say

“Daughter, I’m carrying you.”

I look beneath me you were there. Tears spilled my eyes and now I see.

It was not my heart bleeding, it was yours protecting mine.

It was not my bone shaking, it was yours carrying me well.

It should not be me asking “Where are you?”

It should be you, while holding me close.

 

You are not far. You are just embracing me close.

It is me who never felt your pain.

It is me who never glance your way.

It is me who never hear you say my name.

 

My Lord you never leave my sight. Yet it was me who walk away. Now I’m in pain, I ask you why?

It should be you asking me “Why did you leave me?”

You never once did but search me high and low then lead me back to you, carrying me through.

 

I cry and ask for forgiveness.

You smiled and make me feel your perfect love.

Oh. Lord God you are mighty to save.

King of Kings’ for you cured the wreck in me.

I believe your hands works are marvelous than my human hands.

Two

“A kiss for Sebastian”

 

By: Uncovered

 

Standing here in the train station,

Lonely mate with my imagination.

Savoring the gut of pain, will I live? For now nothing is simple and plain.

 

As the snowflakes touch my skin.

It's December the winter is in.

The cold pang of fear is rushing.

In my blood it's coiling, it's blazing.

 

Searching here and saw blindness.

Will I ever seek his forgiveness?

clasping the blade till I bleed.

No one can witness what I did.

 

I lick as the saltine travel my lips;

Inside me is a missing piece.

I run away, hope you fathom dear.

Your mistress says: I should steer clear.

I said no! Yet she drag me harsh.

 

My lad, my dear, my life, I hush.

There in your beir, sleep so well.

In this dark place nothing can thrill.

Hush, baby bye. My train is here.

 

Along the trail, running no fear.

Don't worry no one will know.

In this world we need to go.

The snowflakes will fall on you.

I had something you got to knew.

In their whisper I blew a kiss,

to tell you each moment we have was bliss.

 

In death may we see each other.

I beg come hear me calling you.

The secret we kept in my tomb, I kiss.

Your mum was wrong what we did was always been strong.

 

My dear I can't stop I step on the trail.

I feel fuzzy the train came smacking me.

The oozing blood and pain I feel.

My soul slipping, my earth body hill.

 

Every drop of red cream.

Lurking death I feel on the stream.

Now we're on the same track again.

Hear as I call your name, so sweet.

 

We may be forbidden.

That our love is outcast and hidden.

In this gripping and hastened pain.

The snow again will kiss my Sebastian.

Three

“Colorful World I Chase”

 

By: Uncovered

 

Just as I walk with every pain you brought,

Along the mess I can’t no longer keep.

The blacken sky is my hideous life.

Colorful wings by the rainbow I chase

Not in my life I feel so blithe.

 

In the dark I wear the same façade,

For years I embrace yet now I want an escapade.

Collecting scars for my shallow heart.

Colorful skies in my dream I chase,

For all my life I live in disdain.

 

Trace the path I saunter,

You’ll cry in pain and loathe.

I forgot to tell you this is my hidden agitation.

Colorful world in my heart I chase,

In my life so bleak and sour to come I prayed.

 

I’m a maiden along by the city

In my terror I live by the haunted scathed rooms,

Day by day I meet different type of him

In his arm I’m a toy nothing and alone

My fingers are broken but my petals were clean.

 

By the night fall my life is a great blur,

In the corners I prayed for miracle,

His coming and in seconds I died

Under his grip, I’m a toy nothing and alone.

I despise myself and nothing but sickness I felt.

 

My, my, my I want the hue of other maiden

Not like mine a life always unwanted.

By the city they lived with the colorful skies I chase,

Every second in my dream I plea the life they see.

I hate the chase that all my life I craved.

 

Stop by seconds; let me feel the colorful wings,

Mine are always broken but my petal a coin for his.

If I was awaken in the glorious sunrise by the mountains,

Maybe mum wouldn’t fetch me by the scathed walls for living.

Instead by the colorful world that I kept on chasing.

 

Four

"I feel alone" 

 

By: Uncovered

 

In the sea of faces,

in every name I got to know.

No matter how I speak.

I feel alone.

 

My, my, in my home so far.

In this city too big and audacious.

I left my fears behind in each step.

My family I feel alone.

 

I want to study far from home.

Now I seems to cry a river alone.

I miss them in Miles apart.

I see now why I feel alone.

 

Taking a leap of faith to my goals.

Taking a step closer to what I want.

Now grabbing it with my both hands.

Yet inside me I feel alone.

 

In just a hush of the wind, I see.

My life is just in the first row to draw.

I need to kick the home sicknesses.

And face my journey and to bear in mind I'm not alone.

 

Five

  "Crush"

 

By: Uncovered

 

The spiral sparks in me ignite.

Your moves and smiles became my light.

The sooner I fall, sooner I'll get hurt.

This untold feeling from the moment it sprout

became my everything and made me feel nothing.

 

Across the floor and down the hall.

Each time you stroll my heart jump and fall.

You play football and chess every friday.

I stare and hide somewhere in the broad day.

 

You call her "babe." How I wish it was me baby.

With closed eyes, I see you and me together happy.

Once I open them it was only me and the hideous reality.

You and me is my beautiful tragedy.

  

This is a stupid infatuation.

Making this unrealistic romantic imagination.

You don't even know me.

The day will come you'll just leave.

With my mind wondering why can't you like me?

 

A wave and  kiss for good bye.

Hoping the wind will take it to you.

That maybe I'll take one last glimpse of your lovely face.

Sorry, for liking you from afar.

Nothing but cowardness inside me.

 

My heart fell and ache so hard as pieces scattered.

Now it is time for my beautiful goodbye.

In the dark I hide and sobbed my pain.

This Crush had crushed me. 

If only I told long before "I really like to know you, I'm Alex." 

 

 

 

 

 

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