Rage, Arica Steele [red scrolls of magic txt] 📗

Rage, fear, frustration. Scared of being alone, afraid of being committed. Don't want to go on, don't want to give in. I've been through it all. Been There, done that. Been there, seen that. Been there, felt that. Ashamed of my past, scared of my future. Abused both physically and emotionally.


Tired of life, I wanna get off this ride. Stop, let me out, I wanna be free. Can anyone hear me scream?! Can you hear me cry? All pride is aside.

Rage raging, fear of fearing. Love won. Love lost. You were my best friend, my heart, my soul, my love. My everything. You left me hanging when I needed you the most.

You hurt me deeply! You said you loved me but your actions say otherwise.

You fake!
You phony!
You witch!

You humilated me. I deserve better, way better, much better. You abused my love for you, manipulated it, and the strength of my love was mis-used.


Why did you take her? Why couldn't she have stayed? Why so soon, so sudden? She had goals, dreams, a life to live, and a love to love.

My own mother. How could you say that?! What did I do to deserve this?! I'll save you the trouble, the guilt, the shame.

You said you would be forever but forever has passed away! No wonder there's so much rage!!!

-Arica Steele

Publication Date: 11-25-2011

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Dedication:
- And behind the face of a girl who smiled, roared a true animal filled with rage. J. Cunnings