THAT GIRL, WILL CHANDLER [dark academia books to read .txt] 📗

THAT GIRL

For over twenty years I loved that girl and it happened from the moment we met. Since we drifted apart others have come along, but yet, I never really loved them, and the truth be known that always in my mind was that girl that I left behind.

I never thought I'd see the day when that girl would be back in my life to stay. I gave all my thanks to the Lord above that He brought back to me my one true love.

Am I destined to love that girl for the rest of my life? She's my heart and soul and now my wife. I see her face in every good thing and hear her voice in every breeze. I think of her as the birds sing from the thickness of the summer trees.

As I write so cruel fate would have it we are apart and it feels tragic. Circumstance has prevailed upon us now and my heart is in pain. Spring time is here but for me winter rain.

Oh I face an abyss but what can I do? Her company I miss and all her goodness too. I've done something wrong, I'm reaping what I planted. I upset the apple cart, maybe I took her for granted.

Oh dear Lord please show your mercy once more and bring that girl back to my door. I can hardly stand to breathe or eat and never seem to rest. Oh my God is this some kind of test? Must I face another score of years in bewilderment and tears.

All I really look forward to each day is contact with her in some way. When my phone rings I hope it's her. When my email bleeps I want it to be that girl messaging me. As the postman comes to my door I look for a card or a letter to make feel better. Something to cheer my heart and she'll say “come on home, we need no longer to be alone.”

Please oh Lord have mercy on me and change her heart, allow her to see that we are better together than apart. If it's not to be then set me free from this utter agony. Invade my thougts and dreams so she's no longer there, help me to move on and not give a care. For another twenty years of that girl in my heart will quench the fire of any future passion or desire.

What used to be right is wrong and nor do I hear the happy song. I'm feeling out of tune, just want that girl to walk into the room.

I cant let go.

To be continued...

Publication Date: 03-22-2013

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Dedication:
To That Girl