shadows of the heart, Kuroi zetsubo [parable of the sower read online txt] 📗

confused

Where to run,
Where to hide,
How to release the pain built up inside,
Who to ask,
Who to turn to,
How do I know I can trust you,
Which door to open,
Which path to take,
How long can I last before I break,
If I went mad would anyone care,
If I died would I be missed,
How long till you notice the scars on my wrist,
Try not to scream,
Try not to cry,
Was everything I lived for just a lie?


outcast

Sneared at,
Unwanted,
Pushed away,
Thats how I feel,
You talk behind my back,
And when I confront you,
You laugh "don't be silly,"
But you laughter taunts me,
I shrug my shoulders,
"I don't care if you call me paranoid,"
But really I do care,
Why do you push me away,
Is it because I'm different,
All I want is to be acepted for who I am,
Is that too much to ask?


why?

Why do you hate,
Why must you hurt them,
Why must you smash every hope they have,
They never did any thing to you,
Don't you know they have fealings too,
Don't you know how your words scar,
They never hurt you,
So why the lies,
What gain do you get from tuning everyone agianst them,
Why laugh at there pain,
What makes you so different, so superior to them,
You ridicule them for who they are,
But never them you,
So why?


flying free

On a quiet night,
When the moon is bright,
And the breeze is softly singing,
You'll find me flying
No longer crying
Their words can't hurt me anymore,
Now I'm free,
They'll never find me
Free from their hate and lies,
and as the sunlight dies,
I'll soar above the skies

Publication Date: 09-16-2011

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