Misery, Maybe Waltz [libby ebook reader TXT] 📗

MISERY

This goes to my parents
Who don’t understand
Put me up to doctor
Blood was on my hands

But at last it seems the same
Nobody knows my inside skin
Called itself my misery
Scratching with a pin
“Mommy take me up to doctor
I took pills
I took too much
And I think if I ain’t had done this
You would see me never real.”

“Girl YOU
Fat and ugly body
Don’t you think
You eat too much?
Fatness girl
Lie in the corner
Eating all the things before
Other girls are hungry now then
Don’t you think ‘bout anymore?”
Bitch Bitch Bitch

Left there lonely, hardly sharpen
Broken flinders in the bones
Someone, would you be so kindly
Help me stand up
One more time?

The feel in my stomach
The vibe in my soul
I think it’d be better
But ain’t I loose all?

My thoughts are so tempting
To do it again
Just pull down my sleeves
And cut off the skin
To see what’s behind it
My trigger my soul
To paint on the canvas
My pain and my lone

If something could save me
Save me forever

Show me what love is

Publication Date: 09-05-2011

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Dedication:
For my parents. The only love <3