Don't Let Me Go, . . [short novels in english TXT] 📗

Don't forget me.

I'm already gone.

Can't you see it in my eyes?
    My mind is set. No one can save me now.

I gave you all a chance but every single one of you blew it.

I don't want to go but my faith is fading fast.

"I know i'll sin again but who will save me twice?"

Everything I stay for,

Everything I believe in,

Means nothing to me now.
     My head is pounding and I can't take it anymore.

I tried to fight my demons

But I lost the battle.

I'll' miss you if you miss me.

It hurts to be so lied to,

By everyone you love.

I don't deserve the truth.

I wish the best for humanity.
    I wish the best for you all.

For my mother and my brother, I love you both,

I know I don't say it often but i hope you know I mean it.

I must leave so you will be better off.

All I do is stress you out.

To my father,

You're going to wish you were there,

I gave you a chance also, 

But you left me again,

Just like when I was a baby.

You left my mother and adondoned me.

I would say I miss you greatly but I can't,

Being as I never got a chance to know anything about you.

To my sister, 

I wish I had a chance to meet you,

You're so young and I wanted for you to meet your sister before you got older,

So you didn't have to grow up not knowing,

Like I did...

I know i've said this a thousand times,

But I don't want to go.

If anyone can try to save me I will gladly let them.

If you are reading this,

Please don't let me go.

Publication Date: 01-29-2016

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