Mellow winds, Lupe Martinez [top ten books of all time txt] 📗

Mellow weeds overflow with the sounds of chimes. i hear nothing though you listen to nonsense. Why am i with the burden of the winds? shallow souls and shadows overwhelmed with the sense of aroma and red. For i have not know for longed and you are to be broken in a sense of long sparrow. Yes indeed i speak of a forestry and lovers but you do not search for answers. its ok you can drown in the forestry and river of rocks. dont fear this wonderland for we and i are your companions....

in my crowd i see smiles and witnesses. i grinened but it doenst reach my eyes. my crowd spreads their disease of joy and ammonia. i suck it alll up and blow out a fake smoke. acting and suprises in my vision. my audience smiles with my smile. i laught with my crowd but theyve been fooled. sick of being the clown and attached. i want to kill all of them. i want to bury them. before my curtain closes i am filled with regret and agony. ive performed poorly. a simple bow may not fixed my sarcasm and makeup.why? have you not noticed? the poor done acts ive commited??? my audiences does not care and so forword i continue with my performance and tainted grease...


Who am i? a bewiched lover? a disease that spreads and never ends? i see pears and apples falling. why? have i gone crazy? why do i think such things!? why do i act? why do i say my secrets? my feelings no longer in a jar. should i close the lid? why have i hurt? this isnt me...! have i become a monster? i care less every day. im not myself! this isnt me! have i finally broken?! have i finally revealed the true monster within? a hungry one that sucks satisfaction from the gruesome. i know though that i am scared within. im scared that i might give in. scared that i might give in. scared of loosing that last shred of hope. afraid of loosing...who am i?


are you jealous? that i am the one killing you? i see...you cant hear me? let me fix it. oh poor you. im sorry i hurt you. now now dont worry it will all heal. oh dont cry here have my knife to wipe all those tears away. oops im sorry, did i poke your eye? ah! see all better now. your legs, they need some shaving here a blade. here we go again. your nose needs some fixing too. ah! Look! how pretty you look. so presentable for your big event. your clothing needs soem adjustments. Now,now dont breathe for you will ruin your lovebly makekup. ready now?! okay. time for your funeral.


i panick every morning with the feeling that i dont want to see another day. the same faces and the same troubles. it is hard to breathe when i awake and i just want a pill to take me away. my body and mind are restless and may not hold it any longer. i am young but filled with troubles. i am truely tired of hanging on a wired. i just want to sleep and never awake.

Publication Date: 09-08-2011

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