My Poems :), Cheyenne Mangan [reading women TXT] 📗

Intro

I am a 17 year old girl who loves to do many things. I read, write, draw, paint, sing, listen to music, and hang with my best friends. I write stories and poetry. I started writing poetry at the age of 15 and I love doing it. I love what I do. Some of these are sad and depressing, but the rest are happy and loving. Please enjoy. :)

Goodnight My Love

“Be quite now my love, Close your eyes and dream a peaceful dream”, You whisper into my ear. “Fall asleep I promise I'm not leaving you tonight or any other night my love. Shhh baby girl I will always love you”, You say as I fall asleep.. As I start to drift off I hear you quietly say my name” Cheyenne you are my love, My heart, My all, My one, My soul, My girl, Cheyenne I am glad you are mine and I am yours.” Because you thought I couldn’t hear you but I simply reply “ I love you too with all my heart”, and I fall asleep and dream a Peaceful dream like you told me to do. When I wake up in the middle of the night and scream in silence you just squeeze me tighter and hum a simple tune. One that makes all the bad things go away and the peaceful dream come back to me. That makes me happy as I fall back to sleep for the night. As I wake up in the morning to find you not there, I get scared that you left me all alone. You walk in and kiss me on my forehead and say good Morning my love and thats when I realize you aren't leaving me,that you here to stay.


My Love

Singing this song,
Dreaming this dream,
Wishing this wish,
and boy it all about you.
The one I love with all my heart,
the one I love to hold close to me whenever I can.
Loving you is the something I did that was so smart
The way you say my name, "Cheyenne."
I love the way you kiss me so softly,
and hug me when I am scared in a storm.
You always tell me what I mean to you briefly
My skin so cold and yours so warm.
Loving you is something I love to do
Being Kevins girl is something I love to hear.
Three simple words, I love you,
I love to hold you so close and near.
My whole life, my heart, and soul.
The air I breathe and the star that shines so bright.
I am glad I am yours babe


Scared

Scared,
not only me but you.
Shared,
fears, shhh it will all be okay baby boo.
Worried,
that it might all be true.
Dreaming,
not just dreaming but praying for it not to be true.

A risk we were both willing to take,
I will be ok hun.
Shhhh dont cry.
You know what,I can't sleep, so I am just laying here wide awake,
thinking, we knew this was a risk when we just begun,
knowing, we both can't just deny.

Crying,
not wanting to be alone right now.
Wanting,
you to be here and hold me close as I cry.
Wondering,
where we might turn out with this in the end.
Pondering,
what we are gonna do if it doesn't all end.

You promised you werent gonna leave even if it all is true.
Even if it doesn't all end.
I love you and I will not regret what we did.
Just happy I have you
and you are
here to stay


This Battle

We thought this fight was over
we thought we won the battle
But she barges in and tells me I have a choice to make
its either you or the school ?
She can't take you away from me,
Its not humanly possible to destroy true love.
I tried talking to her about it,
Telling her you have changed.
She simply replied, "Make a choice."
I got mad told her she was way to Overprotected
Over me.
That she wasn't even a mother to my sister,
That she sits in her room all day and does nothing.
I was scared, I didn't mean to sound mean
She makes me mad,
ties to control my life,
Im 17 not 2
She needs to learn im going to grow up and leave one day
Doesnt she see what true love is.
Can't she see it?
We thought this fight was over
We thought we won the battle
No this battle is only beginning.


Love Comes Easily When It Is You

People tell me Love doesn't come easily.
When I saw you I knew what love was,
and it all came easily,
Yeah waited for seven months,
but It was all worth it in the end.
Waiting is worth it when the prize is something I love,
and I love you to death.
Love is a four lettered word,
some people say it and don't mean it.
When I say it to you,
I mean it, every letter and every time.
The world is a big place,
and I don't need to search for my one,
he is right in front of me.
Your smile, your warmth, you love,
your hugs, your scent, your kisses,
they all help me fall for you more and more each day,
Your personality is what got me head over heals for you.
You are you,
No matter what anyone says.
I Dont care what anyone says anymore,
I love you and thats what exactly what I am going to do
Love you. <3


Me

I know the person I used to be
nice,
sweet,
laughed,
joked,
poked,
talked in a baby voice,
not always mad,
didnt always blow up,
didnt hit the walls,
didnt cuss,
didnt flip out as much
And I changed to someone who is
mean,
angry,
stuck up,
self defensive,
accusing,
and I get mad more an more.
Do I try to be like this no.
I hate myself now
I want to be what I used to be.
I want to be who you fell in love with.
I will change back for us
for you
for me.
I want everything back to you and me.
Why cant they let us be.
Why cant we be happy?
I love you and only you.


Forever Holds MY Heart

They things I said
Were always true,
What I told you
was all the truth
Forever is a simple word
That people say
But when I say it to you I mean all of it
In my eyes when I say forever to you
It means exactly what it says,
Forever,
Forever in my heart
Forever in my soul,
Forever in my life,
Forever in my arms,
Forever MINE.
I know what they say
I see what they don't see.
They see and say what they choose to,
But I see and say what I want to.
I have my own life,
I have my own heart,
they and I see and say different things.
And what I see and say is what I choose,
They can't stop me,
They are done controlling me
I am done with them.
I am yours,
Your life,
Your heart,
Your soul,
Your love.
I am yours till the day I stop breathing
and even after that.
I will be up in heaven watching over you.
I fell in love with you the day I met you.
I fell in love with my best friend.
I refuse to let them push away my
life,
heart,
soul,
all,
best friend,
king.
They can't push you away from me
no matter how hard they try.
Your still mine.
And forever you will be.
Cause I love you
and I always will.


The Day I Returned

The day I left didn't just ruin you,
It completely tore me apart.
I couldn't live on,
I couldn't breathe.
But now I am back
and I am here to stay.
Your my one true love
My one true soul.
My all in one
My angel sent to keep me safe.
I could never really leave you
I watch you fall apart.
I felt your pain
I couldn't leave.
I never really left.
My heart shattered,
and yours did to.
But I am here,
and I am here to stay
Forever in your arms, and forever in your heart.
Cause you are my love
And I decide who I love and I have chosen you.
I don't care what they say,
I don't care what they think.
You are my one true love,
my heart
my all.
It will stay like that forever more.


Tear out my heart

Tear my out my heart
and drain my blood if you must
Cause they can not make us depart
Me and my heart only trust,
You and your smile,
you and your gentle kiss.
Maybe just maybe everything will be okay in just a while
but I miss having you to miss.
You are my one true love,
and I will not give up the hope or trust in you.
You are my pure white dove,
and I love you so true.
So just keep strong
for yours and my sake.


Trying to hide the Pain

She tries to hide the pain
but you can see right through her broken smile
She tries to stay sane
but when she see's you her heart tells her she will be ok in just a while
She tries to sleep
but the nightmares that taunt her every thought
She tries not to say a peep
but she screams even though its all fought
She wishes she was there with you
so she could make hug and hold you
She wants to hear you say you love her to
so she can eventually say I do
She misses your scent
she misses you kiss
She doesn't like when you are absent
she misses having you to miss
Now all she wants is you back...
in her arms where you belong
Cheyenne Mangan


Alone

I saw the image again last night
I was in the dark, alone
what a horrible sight
Why is it always when I'm all alone
I was scared and I wanted to scream
I wanted to cry but I held it all back
as hard as it all seems
I have a secret I need to tell
Without you I just fell apart
the day you left me i kinda just fell
I fall and fall deeper into
the black hole without my heart
Wheres my heart you may say
well i dont know you tell me
you took it with you when you left that one fine day
well, love can't you see
I saw that image again last night
I let that Angel I saw take me
I wasn't alone anymore and there was no fright
So love i hope you can see
that i am gone from this sad, sad world
I left last night and all i have to say is goodbye
Goodbye, sulky,sad me from this world
and thank you Angel for saving me from myself
and thats the honest truth


As Each Day Goes By

As each day goes by
I let out a little sigh
Missing you more with ever passing day
but yet i have no