My Unattainable: Requiem To Love, V. Amorphyx [i can read book club txt] 📗

In Love With A Dream

If I could travel the world and still hold onto your hand
Then I’d be damned by those who wish me wrong;
For when I’m weak you make me strong
And when I’m about to collapse you catch my fall.

Even though all I wish for is merely a dream,
I hope you can accomplish some of my needs.
I need you to tell me you love me everyday even more
And tell me that no matter the looks you’ll never let me go.

I need to feel you caress my lips,
And without remorse give me a kiss.
Demonstrate to me that love is alive
And make my poor damned heart revive.

If I could travel the world and still hold your hand
Then I’d be damned by those who wish me wrong;
For when I’m weak you make me strong
And when I’m crawling you make me stand tall.

Of all the time you gave away in grand
I’d return to you all my love in brand.
If you were only here….
If you were only real…

Even though all I wish for is merely a dream,
At least when I’m sleeping I know your there with me.
You were created by a dream and eventually still belong in one
But everyday day I pray that I find someone
Just like you….

I’ll keep on hoping and I’ll keep on dreaming
Because deep inside I know you’re my one piece missing.
You might be a dream, a blurry vision of some,
But I know life has to make you come.

I’ll keep on praying, I’ll keep on dreaming
Eventually you’ll come to me.
I’ll keep on talking about you in the mirror,
Until the clouds part and love’s path comes out clearer.

Breathe.

Blazed attraction, trapped.
Lullabies enchanting butterflies.
It never really mattered,
because we never ran after each other.

Ponderous, I see you stare,
dazzling memoirs of star-wrecked eyes
luminously, enciphered.
[Moments later, the crystal, shattered clear.]

Momentarily, contagious contractions revealed,
but as always, feet were glued, hands retreated
and lips were sealed shut
with semiprecious jeweled smiles.

[Hanging broken on the corners of despair.]

Sighs, I hear tender whispers clinging on hope's salvation,
no more space for ridiculous redemption;
I dare not to breathe, I dare not to speak.
You take everything away from me...
                              [with just one warm glaring stare]

Convulsive epitome of uncomfortable diplomacy,
samples of dreaded anger seeping through congested pores.
I dare not take a step, I dare not sneak,
observing grinding muscles intertwine, vicariously seeing.

[Continuously dreaming of fervent swathes.]


I sometimes forget to walk and speak,
to smell, to sneeze;
numbly I enfold heavy armors of defensive couture,
while relentless interventions less not to remind me, just how to breathe....

[When you're just one inch away... from me]

Feel.

waking up this morning, I saw heaven in your eyes,
I touched clouds in your hands, I tasted the sun in your lips
& I saw how fast the wind kept blowing, how slow life went rolling;
how beautiful this sunset seemed,
because whenever you're around you make me feel alive...

Two Become One

Outside my shelter,
tears are falling,
gracefully inviting
me to join them in chant;

Symphonies describing,
this love undying,
willing to give it all,
just for you...

Wishes No.2

I wish I was the one song
you couldn't forget,
the one story you would regret
if you forgot about it.

I wish I was the one to take your pain away,
to ease of your heavy heart,
make you find comfort
in my fragile arms.

I wish I was the one you’d run to
in times of need,
Ask me for comprehension
Ask me to be there for you.

I wish I was loved as I have loved you,
but I know such dreams don’t come true.
You’ve set your mind on your destiny,
and I’m just another page turned.

I wish I was the rhythm
you always hum,
so I could rest in the comfort of your mind
and know that you will never let me go.

I wish I was visible through your eyes,
so you could notice how much I care.
But you’re so hooked up on her
you barely know I’m there.

I wish I was reborn into the one person
you would truly appreciate.
I wish I was…able to let this wound bleed,
Able to accept you are no good for me…

Caught.

I heard whispers in the darkness;
someone had warn me of your intentions.

Yet your lips remained compressed
there lied no hopes of you speaking again.

Yours eyes revealed stories I would have never deciphered.
There was magic in my doorway tonight;

Someone said you loved me-

& I saw glitter in your silver irises.

I wished for the suns to melt in your pupils
and just as winter shattered in your mouth;
summer poured from your arrogant eyes.


There was magic tonight;

Someone said you loved me
& I believed him...

After all, your silver irises always burnt
when my glare would get caught on yours.

& You Will Never Know.

I've awoken, believing you still lingered in my doorway,
remembering and dreaming of those nights alone.
It never ran across your mind how much you meant to me;
Never ran across my mind how much you lingered.

I ran forbidden; restricted, with a new lover;
you had found a way out of; freed from retention.
I kept you still; hidden deep, buried; inside my ungrateful heart,
My friend, much more loved than such as.

You lingered still on my doorway,
looking back at me from the closed window.
Must have gritted your teeth in return of the soft whispers
he'd bestow on my ears; I giggled.
Yet you still lingered; never left my sight.

But of this, you will never know;
and of your heart I shall never listen to, so close.
I cannot manage to say; cannot urge myself to proceed.
Lips must remain sealed, hands must remain to myself.
My unrequited, my forbidden; the one that cannot be.
I know you feel me; I know I feel you.
But our lips remain silent.

Of my heart's desires you shall never know;
I shall remain silent forever, until you handle me the first word.
Fear of a shattered hope, retains me so.
& for such, I must believe to let you go.
I cannot retain you when you can never stay.

My love for you, you will never know,
for it is too great to bear and too clumsy to share.
It shines the beauty out of me; brings me back to life.
I breathe for it and through it, but
you will never know,

Just how much I have learned to love you so.

Text: Image: Fire Within Me by Ana Fagarazzi (freaky665) @ deviantart.com
Publication Date: 02-10-2011

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Dedication:
To all of those whom I have loved and have held dear to this poor wounded heart, thank you for you have inspired me to write what today I bestow.