A love i want to share, Jessica Breland [crime books to read txt] 📗

A love I want to share

As I sit upright in my seat listening to the words spoken to me I try my hardest to concentrate but knowing you are over there I want to steal a glance from you so desperately, but I have the fear of one noticing that I’m noticing you.
A moment passes I get the bravery to look over and there you sit so gentle and at ease, the side of your face is resting in the palm of your hand your beauty is so bright like all the stars that light up the night sky.

You sit amongst so many people and you look like an illuminated red rose in a field of dried up weeds. As I look away immediately I get the strong desire to look right back but i don’t want to cause to much attention to my glancing as I am in a place where inattention and goofing off are disrespectful and will be noticed. But the desire builds up in me like a roaring fire, I just have to look once more, so I slowly tilt my head in your direction then my eyes roll quickly over at you, there you are again but this time your looking back.

My heart jumps and starts pounding like a person who hit’s the ground running it’s, unbelievable that your looking back at me, our glace turns into a stare my eyes widen my heart still bouncing around in rejoice to this most surprising moment. I finally turn my head back facing in front of me, the blood is still racing through my veins.After the rush settles I feel very weak as if I have been running for miles, I know this feeling it comes almost every time I see you but the questions is.. Do I make you feel this way? I want to know you, I want to talk to you and tell you how you make me feel this feeling that even I cannot name.

But how? Your handsomeness frightens me for a reason i do not know. As I sit here falling in to a daze I have a vision, I imagine you and I standing under a gazebo that sits surrounded by palm trees and is over looking the ocean. you are cradling me in your arms, my face is caressing yours I feel your warmth as you hold me very close and very tight. I slowly look up into your big gorgeous blue eyes, there so inviting I can see my whole future. I also see kindness, understanding, and the truth within the deepness of your eyes, you then gently and slowly kiss my lips. your lips then softly touch my neck and trail down my skin, my heart starts to pound for I know you and I both have the strong desire to make love to one other, We then sit and stare into each others eyes. I can feel the warm air stroke against my skin my long light brown hair flaps in the warm breeze, In the distance I can hear the waves crashing against the rocks and suddenly I hear someone call my name repeatedly It was then I realized it was all a dream. In disappointment I slowly get up from my seat and start to leave, I look over at you one last time and you stare back with a sorrowful look upon your face as you watch me leave.

When I realize what’s happening my heart sinks and I feel a warm tear come to the surface of my eye, I do everything to hold it back but I miss you so much already as you are now completely out of sight. I always knew one day I would feel this way but never dreamed so soon in my life, I definitely know that there is a love I desperately want to share with you. As I laid in bed that night every time I would close my eyes I would see your face, your lips, your hands, your lovely blonde hair, and your adorable smile. You just give me the urge to hold and protect you for the rest of my life, all I want to do is daydream about our life that I want us to have together. Everyday all I can do is think of all the possible ways to make you mine, and pray to God that one day you would be mine forever and ever.

Publication Date: 02-09-2011

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