Hopeless Honesty, Alexis Wadden [macos ebook reader TXT] 📗
- Author: Alexis Wadden
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Rest In Peace
Rest in peace
Let the Silence drown you out
You are gone now
Your eyes no longer in drought
The way you went
Screaming out the name
No more hurt
No more gut wrenching pain
The tears you cried
All were lost when you left
The sanity that once was yours
No longer alive because of theft
Traveling the road to hell
Always be ware
The skies tend to darken
The innocent tend to scare
The pain you tried to hide
Beneath all the fake
Tore at you
Until your mind had an Earthquake
No more pain
No more sorrow
No more fear
No more tears for tomorrow
So Rest in peace, little one
The pain, the tears
The life you lived
Will now disappear....
Forever and Never
Forever and Never
Walking down the hall way
I see all the smirks
I think it's time to just give up
I think that's how it's supposed to work
They laugh at me because I'm different
Yet I look and sound just like them all
I guess they don't like the real me
But why do they make fun of me from Fall to Fall?
I try to smile
For all my real friends
But they know I'm close to giving up
They know I'm close to the end
To hide the pain under false smiles
Is something I cannot even attempt
Because all it does it show defeat
For this, I am held in contempt
I'm done with all this fake
I'm letting go
This is goodbye
Don't wanna be here no more......
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you dare show the tears
Dont you dare show your fears
They'll eat you up alive
If you hide, you're happiness will arise
Don't you dare
Don't show you care
Don't let them see you break
Don't ever admitt you're mistakes
Live as hard as you can
Always try to understand
People don't like the real you
Hell, they don't like any of you
People love the fake
It's the real that they hate
And the real is you, so stop trying
Become just like them, and start lying
In the end, nothing matters
Unless you climb the popularity ladders
So read this and know
You're just for show
Once upon a timeOnce upon a time
Once upon a time
A girl was all alone
She cried all the time
Her sadness really shown
She always wondered if
Anyone ever cared
About the cuts on her wrist
And the feelings she couldn't share
She was lost in a land of sadness
Corrupt in a land of madness
She decided it was time to go
She let all of her mistakes and depression flow
Flow through the blood of all her anger
She knew that her life was in danger
She endangered her life herself
When she tied the noose to the top of the shelf
She wrote a letter to say fair well
Just know she's going to hell
So, after all the shit she went through
She always knew there would be a fee
The sad thing is
That girl was me
Butterflies
Butterflies
As I dream of broken butterflies
The pain reappears
Bringing back a flood of memories
And intensifying all my fears
I scream, cry
"Let me out!"
But no one sees or cares
No one hears my shout
Then I wake up
Soaked in a cold sweat
But little did I know
This nightmares' not over yet
I look into the mirror
To see a tear-stained face
But only because
I have fear stained in you place
I remember all of the lies
That were told to defy
The truth of how you felt
But you didn't have to try
You didn't have to try
To make things "okay"
Because all of the happiness
Left me yesterday
Angels to die
Angels to Die
Fly little angel
High above my head
You don't have very long
Before you're pronounced dead
The way you cry
When the midnight dawns
I can feel your weeping
Righting all my wrongs
The pain you feel
From all my mistakes
Less than one more breath
Before you break
Now you can take this life
That once was yours
And hide it in the darkness
Behind closed doors
Fighting to get out
Struggling to stop the tears
The hardest thing to do
Is over come your fears
Insane
Insane
Smiling to hide how I feel
All the pain is much to real
Crying, begging, screaming to get out
People say I will stop, but still I doubt
My wrists say thank you for all the pain
I'm not crazy, I'm mentally insane
My head hurts from thinking about it
But I have to, no way around it
Getting sick and tired of running around
But to restless to just sit down
I hate all the secrets and lying
Limitations of sanity I'm defying
I love the pain
I love the tears that fall heavy like rain
I'm addicted to the silence inside my head
My silent cries pronounce me dead
They try to find the real me
But she is gone, cast out to sea
By all of the pain
And they always told her that she'd gain
All she gained was more tears
All there was left was more fears
"This is it." She said
This girl I'm talking about, is now dead.
Un namedUn Named
Sadness, fears, cuts, fears
No one knows the truth
This side of you is hidden
HIdden under the heavy clothes and artificial smiles
Fuck the world, don't care what they say
The world is a very sick place
Scream, don't run
Don't let them scare you off
Show them your strong side
And smile for their sakes
No one needs to know
That the smiles are actually fake
So stand up, love, be strong for me
Be happy and end this misery
SheShe
She can't continue this lie she's living
She can't explain why we're covered in sin
She doesn't kknow how we can live these fake lives
Even after you sent your heart breaking spies
They haunt her in her sleep
They taunt her in her dreams
How does she stop the maddness from seeping in?
No one dies from suicide
They die from the monsters inside
Made from the pain the that won't subside
Because in no one she can confide
THis headache from failure has her down
Has her almost 6 feet undergrund
She could feel colors and taste sounds
Was this love that she had found?
SHe smiled when he was around
When he left, her expression was back to a frown
No one knew that her smile was her crown
She only wore it when her heart was space bound.
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