Inside My Head, Sydia Smith [recommended reading txt] 📗

Torture

When is this going to stop?

Please tell me

See I spent years trying to make you disappear

Only to find the tears slipping down towards my ear

I wouldn’t call you fear

But you something like it

Every time you come around

I bury my feelings in the ground

Hoping I don’t hear the sounds

Wishing that it could be over now

See it seems like we are bound together

Seems like you are going to be in my life forever

If that’s the case

Please make an appointment

So I can prepare myself of all the disappointments

Reminiscing of time you first came

You played the blame game

You were like a hurricane destroying my life

And it’s not like I can ball my fists up and fight

All I wanted to do was make things right

But it backfired

Don’t you ever get tired?

Tired of being that little reminder

Hoping that you was going to find her

The last time you passed by

You didn’t have any success

What makes you think you’re going to have it now?

How far is deep down?

I learned your tricks

So I can use them against you

I will no longer look like the fool

Soon you will get the hint

Receive the message that I sent

Sometimes your tactics work

But not this time

I found the cure

That’s why you can’t torture me anymore

By:Sydia Smith

Publication Date: 07-20-2013

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