Pandora's Box, Unleashed, Lucia Roberts [the gingerbread man read aloud TXT] 📗
- Author: Lucia Roberts
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This story has no end;
tragedy or otherwise;
just a bandaid to to the heartbreak
of unforgotten eyes.
Three new loves
replace one not yet forgot
and the one thing wanted
is one that can't be caught.
How can you expect someone to love you fully
when you can't give them all of you?
As hard as you try and think you succeed
your dreams still betray you.
I want to love those whom love me
and not those who can't be strong
while the ones I need to love are still around;
because they won't be around for long.
How do you close a never ending story?
How do you end a story with no plot?
How do you forget
what refuses to be forgot?
ResistanceI let the urge
Persist and want to hurl.
I resist the urge
And my heart curls
Up in anger and distress.
Why can't both my heart
and head be content?
They fight to the death
Against my consent;
No matter how much I plee.
ForbiddenForbidden is a taste
Quite hard to unsavor.
It only takes one time
To be addicted to the flavor.
One always wants
What they shan't recieve.
And your lusting thoughts
You can't deceive.
"Just once more
And ne'er again"
Will never shake
The want or pain.
Crave is a word
Full of darkened wonder.
A world in which
My thoughts do plunder.
Forbidden places
With seduction calling;
This wrong perfection
Is my falling.
The Taste of Forbidden
Why is Forbidden such an alluring taste?
Is it the primal lust for power
Or shere masculinity
In acquiring that which you desire
That has ancient blood raging in our veins?
Is the triumph after the kill
What feeds this addiction
Or is it game of seduction itself
That leads us on?
Is it the face of domination we feel
At the first sign of them resigning to your will
Or the proof of the world bending to your whim
As your magick comes full circle with your wishes in tow?
Why is what we don't have the sweetest
And everything you didn't know you wanted
And in just the teasing fancy
Right on time to remind you
Of what you'll never have?
Unseen
Sometimes I still look back
And wonder how you didn't know,
Didn't see,
Or maybe the question is
why you chose not to.
Did I remind you too much of yourself
And that's why u confronted me w anger?
Did my feelings scare you?
Did my depression make you feel
that u might have made a bad decision?
Did you just choose to overlook it
Because the choice of helping me
Would ruin your new dream,
Would show a weakness on your part,
your self image as the perfect parent?
I barely remember any of those 11 mo
But I survived that time.
I honestly can't say how.
I see the remnants of the damage still.
But wonder still if you saw it at all?
Counting
I don't want to end up being one of your stories
I want to be your daydream the second you're alone
I want to be in your top three favorite things
I want to be the confidence, assurance, and love you look four
I want to be the fifth and last to claim you as my own
I want to be the call on your six o clock drive home
I want you to know it took me seven seconds to fall for you
And I hope to draw eight letters from your lips one day
I want to see you through your nineties.
And I wish these tens of hundreds of miles would disappear.
And I wish these hundreds of times I think of you would someday come true.
Imprint
Publication Date: 07-07-2014
All Rights Reserved
Dedication:
To all those searching, lost or found.
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