Ranting Me, Lilly W. [read after txt] 📗

goes. Okay, lets see. I should talk about one of the unsolved questions of the universe.

What is the purpose of life?

That’s an easy answer.

Life.

That’s the purpose of life, to live  

And to die.

If that makes any sense

Okay…...wait give me a minute something just happened down the road.

 

There were two fire trucks and ambulance and two police people. I don’t know what, but something crashed down the road. I’m not kidding, this was not going to be in the book.

All I can see is the two red lights of the firetrucks looking back at me.

What is that? And here comes the helicopter. This is bad, really bad. I would have to be if they brought in the helicopter. It circles around and lands in a field.

Please everyone be okay.

There is nobody there know they have all left. It’s only been a couple hours. I still have no clue what happened or what is going on, but I hope that everyone is okay.

I don’t really feel like saying anything else right now, so much for just talking about the past.

Breath.

In, out.

Okay, I think I’m better. A little nerve racking something like that happening less than half a mile down the road.

I forgot to say that the first snow was yesterday and that might have something to do with it.

 

This is not the first accident that happened near us. A couple years ago, my teacher got into a crash.

Breaking her femur and other parts in her leg. She was riding a forwealee when a deer jumped in front of her. It flipped and trapped her underneath. She was lifted to the nearest hospital.

She lived less than three  miles away. Wow, really bad things happen around us and to us.

I still don’t know what happened.

I’m really sorry that I even put this in here. But this is a book about me and this happened when I was writing this, so I put it in.

Will try to find out tomorrow.

 

So I found out that a woman drove into the ditch and hit a tree. I talked to the person that found her and she said that the horn was blaring. They called the ambulance and then she got air lifted to the nearest hospital.

Sometimes really bad things happen and all you can do is pray.

So, I really like food.

It’s my love.

Me and food have a deep understanding. To the point that I can munch whenever. But it is the reason that I’m fat. Not like I’ve seen a doctor about it, but because I know.

Anyway, do you like food too?

Of course you do. After all, your people.

It may come to a shock to you but, I’m weird. A total nut.

Okay, now you know my deep dark secret.

Oh no! Whatever shall I do.

Ending Hurt

Ways of Hate

 

The waves of hate

Smashing and crashing

Into the mash of my heart

Peeling and prying

Crying as the pain seeps in

 

You are nothing

You are worthless

You are nobody

 

The words slice into my soul

Cutting deep to my core

Jabbing at my eyes to overflow

To show so that he will know

I’m in pieces and it’s not from the snow

 

Let it go

Let it show

Let them know

What you really want to show

What they really need to know

 

Darkness is always death

When you take your last breath

You let them know that you have to take that breath

And It won’t be from meth

It will be from harmful words slicing through

 

It's true when words hurt more then actions. Because the words will stay in your heart when the cuts and scraps heal. 

 

The end 

 

The end is near

the End is here 

Sorry to say 

I am in the clear 

 

It's not over 

like a clover

it's not done 

and that's no fun 

 

Sorry to say 

that's all there is 

By the way 

I hope I made your day 

 

 

Imprint

Publication Date: 10-29-2017

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
To all the tings in my life and people that encouraged me to keep going. Many things have happened in my life and most of them are in this book. They are all in my heart.