Broken Heart, J. H. S. [english readers TXT] 📗

Broke

Andrea's POV

 

 

Why am I hurting again? Is this going to be my new hobby now, It'll be super fun..note to sarcasm.

No matter what I did, whether its good or bad. I will always be the one who'll get hurt the most.

 

''What is wrong with this world?! Huh?? TELL ME!?'' I yelled at him, the person who never gave up fixing myself while I'm the one who gave up.

 

"The society, even though you look pretty someone will be prettier than you, then In the eyes of the society you'll be classified as the "ugly one". Another example.

 

You're weight is higher or lower than others, but still no matter what you did to fit in..even if you'll hurt yourself. Society..will always judge you for who you are." He chuckled.

 

"And yes, The world we live in is horrible...its full of judgemental people." The black haired male said calmly.

 

"Then please let me do this, Let me end my suffering...please..I'm begging you!" I begged him to let me end this horrible nightmare we called 'life'.

 

"NO! I told you Andrea, I'll fix you no matter what!" He raised his voice a little.

 

"But Why!? Why are you doing this?! Is this because of pity?! I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY, XAVIER...I-i-i d-don't n-need y-you.." I whispered the last part but he still heard what I just said.

 

 

 

 Narrator's POV

 

 

The words that poured on her mouth broke Xavier's heart, shattered to pieces.

He wants to help her, not out of pity but LOVE.

 

He always loved her, every since he saw her smiling while looking at the sky. The smile that is truly genuine and true.

 

Andrea sat on a bench looking at the sky, smiling, 'I'll be there soon, The only place that will accept me for who I am. Heaven.'

 

 

Andrea ran away, to the special place that only her and Xavier knew. The tree house they made, located on the hearts of the woods.

 

She cried and cried until there's no more tears left but her heart still remains broken, damaged and hurt.

 

She was a girl who is alive ..physically but is already dead..mentally.

 

She slowly stand up little by little, slowly and carefully unsheathing her Tanto?.

 

She slowly rise it to her stomach with a stoic face. She pushed the blade slowly, feeling numb.

 

She only stopped when the blade reached her back bone, piercing it.

 

She begun twisting the blade through her stomach with a wicked grin painting her lips.

 

She quickly removed the blade when she heard, Xavier. She fell down with a loud thud.

Causing Xavier to climb the tree house with speed. Not expecting to see, the love of his life in the brink of death.

 

He hold her in his arms, not wasting any minute or seconds..just wanting to hold her, one last time..

"X-xavier, you said that you'll always make me happy didn't you? Well I'm happy now, now that I don't have to suffer. I'm sorry for leaving you behind in this horrible place. As a reminder that I will always be with you, X-xavier. I-i Love you.

 

My heart will always belong to you, the heart that will never mend" She said staring at him.

 

"I love you too, Even though you're broken, some people called you names, I will always love you. I know your heart will never mend because of the things you've been through but I'll still try to mend it back together like brand new." He let his tears fall down, hugging her bloody figure.

 

 

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Andrea's POV

I woke up, catching my breath. Thank goodness its all just a dream. Damn.

Today is the day, that I'll ask out my bestfriend, Xavier. Whom I got feelings since we're in diapers.

 

 

~Timeskip~

 

 

I'm searching for Xavier,wanting to get some alone time with him, damn I feel so nervous.

Will he accept my feelings? My heart is dancing when I imagined him kissing me after I confessed my feelings to him.

I SPOTTED HIM.

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My heart shattered like a broken glass when I saw 'him'. Him kissing a girl, a girl whose prettier and thinner than me. Tears fell into my eyes like a waterfall.

 

 

"I guess this really is my new hobby."

 

 

 

 

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Editing: J. H. S.
Publication Date: 05-28-2016

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