A Succubus in love?, JH [book suggestions txt] 📗

It happened again. I blanked out. I felt it coming this time and I prayed that it wouldn’t, not here, not now. When I came too I was in a hospital, the machines beeped relentlessly at me, taking away any privacy I might have had when reaching consciousness.
I already knew what had happened, Doctor Fitz had warned me that if I went to long without feeding I would lash out. It was going to be such a good day as well, Bobby was going to ask me out, he’d finally got up the courage after months of me hearing his lustful thoughts towards me. He was a really sweet kid, maybe I could have fed off him and not gone to far, now he’s dead. Him and everyone else in the assembly hall, heck it’d been so long I might have slaughtered the whole school. Of course no one would know it was me, apart from my survival I was about as useful as the rest of them.

I know what you’re thinking, another vampire story. Heck I wish it was that simple, just drinking a little blood every now and then, the vamps have it easy compared to what my family are, to what I am.

I have nothing against vampires, my cousins one most of my friends at summer school are too but that’s just because its so hard to survive if you’re my kind.
Succubus, a lot of people have theories about us, we’re known as the sluts of the underworld but when we broke free from lucifers imprisonment we tried so hard to fit in. I was born on the middle plane, or what you’d personally call ‘reality’, heaven being on top and hell on bottom. We feed on psychic energy, love, passion and the concluder sex. Yes that’s right sex.

I had reached my maturity a couple of years back at 15, it just hit me. The pain spread throughout my body begging for release, my mother had told me about the conversion but my mind went blank and I jumped on the nearest mature man. My maths teacher was surprised at his reaction almost as much as mine.
When a succubus feeds their powers are in full flow, that’s how no one knew I was the killer. Every witness would just freeze, suspended in time allowing us to get our fill, deer in headlights. I remember how my body changed to fit in with Mr Geralds perfect fantasy, I remember how nothing in my face changed- how my clothes got slightly tighter and breasts bigger. I was his perfect fantasy. Virginity was never a pleasure us succubus’s had, we were far from pure and was never in gods good graces. I remember latching on to him and writhing in the pleasure that he was feeling until damn he was gone, finished, spent and dead.

I’d been trying not to feed through sex, just taking a little dip into teenage boys wet dreams to satisfy a little of my lust. Occasionally I’d use toys to sate my throbbing need. None of it was the same as sex. None of it felt so good.

My parents sent me to Doctor Fitz on my 17th birthday last week, saying that I was refusing to feed or even use the new bdsm kit they got me. Doctor Fitz sprung up and alert at the sound of my hello, I couldn’t help it and I knew he couldn’t- the longer we spend without feeding the more attractive we get even our voices can draw out a boner in a monk. He apologized for his reaction and sent my parents out of the room. “Jessica you know you have to feed at some point, people will get hurt if you don’t you’re a much stronger psychic then your parents so it’s only natural that you need to feed more…” He trailed of following the trail of my eyes directly to his hard on, my mouth was practically drooling. “Erm, I personally try to feed at least three times a day- whether it’s self managed…like this…” He began to pull the zipper of his trousers down to release the blood filled member. He pumped it looking at me wantingly… “Or whether I’m helped…” I sunk to my knees taking what he was offering with quivering lips, I barley touched his head when he exploded into my mouth… I rose snapping out of my trance at the same time he did.
“Jessica, I, I’m sorry I didn’t think you’d have such a pull on me, I’m 600 years old for petes sake… I hope my release helped you. Truly I’m sorry…” He put his member away as I began to clean my mouth with my tongue.
I know what happened may seem horribly inappropriate to you, in honesty it was, but Fitz was a succubus too, a very powerful one and apart from embarrassment towards my parents it wasn’t unusual for succubus’s to help each other out every now and then.
I was powerful, I knew it. To charm a 600 year old succubus was like a human giving the pope a blow job, it just didn’t really happen. I knew I should have rang up one of the boys from summer school to help me out but I didn’t, I wanted to be normal.


I pulled the machine out of its socket and announced my leaving to an intern, he was cute and obviously attracted to me…Most people were, usually I’d have gotten his number as a booty call but instead I left, I had killed a lot of people the day before and I was officially full.

Doctor Fitz was waiting for me at home, as were my parents, my brother and the guards.
“I know, don’t worry I’ll come quietly…” I spoke directly to Doctor Fitz. My family hugged me briefly muttering words of compassion and gave me a bag of my things each.
The guards escorted me into the court yard and into our family limo, summer school was about to become permanent boarding school until I was determined to be safe around humans by the board.
“I’m sorry Jessica I did warn you. You enjoy Yama high though, I’m sure you’re more likely to find your mate there then in the human world.” I stayed silent. “Look I’ve got something for you, it’s not a cure because what you are isn’t a disease but it’ll enable you to last longer between feeds, you should last 5 weeks before needing to feed but really you should at least every 3.” I looked at him, then looked at the bottle of pills with my name on and hugged the crap out of Mr Fitz.

This would make Yama so much easier to deal with, it meant I could make friends this year rather then a dorm full of lovers. Luckily most of the student board didn’t know I’d slept with them as I’d zapped it from their memory but it made it really awkward to sit in the lunch hall knowingly comparing who was the best lover in the room. I began to shift into my preferred form, I don’t know why I felt comfortable in this form, it defiantly wasn’t the prettiest face I had it just seemed to draw less attention. I knew the school would be on high alert that I was coming back and would be frantically preparing my room, kicking out whatever poor kid was taking residence in it, but I liked to be slightly incognito as to what my face was.

I was now a brunette, my hair fell in loose curls to my breasts, they were large but in proportion to my wide hips. My lips were small but cherry red and eyes that were as blue as my wallpaper back home. I felt comfortable in the tan shorts and tank top I shifted in and as I hopped out of the limo into the school grounds I felt safe. I kissed Fitz goodbye, yes kissed- it the norm for two succubus that weren’t related- and clapped my hands to summon the magic from the grounds.
Out in the human world I wasn’t allowed to claim my magic, I was a very complicated succubus and had all the powers of several demonic races, part of the reason my feeding was so hard to control. I left my magic at Yama were it was safe to claim on their grounds.
I charmed my bags to fly to my room and un pack themselves and then I went for a run around the outskirts to get a feel of ‘home’.
There were new kids this year, then I realised this was to be assumed all my friends graduated last year. One boy noticed me, I swallowed one of Dr Fizt tablets hurriedly as he headed towards me.
“Hey I’m Darrius, you’re new here aren’t you?” “Sort of yeah.” As I spoke my voice sounded high and melodic, his eyes snapped up to meet mine and I cursed. “Fuck, sorry, I didn’t mean to…”
“You’re so beautiful…” he went to touch my face then hesitated shaking his head a little as if conflicted. Then he pulled his hand back, “You’re Jessica” He smiled as he said it, this was unusual, most of the time people said my name with lust not satisfied confidence. “Yeah, but how did you…”
“Control myself? I’m part Pixie, part succubus… It allows me to have this face with the freedom of a pixie. I still have to feed and stuff but I’m not as strong as you.” He smiled once again and I felt my heart do little flips in my chest.
“Oh, well that’s good, I’m trying to avoid the whole adoring fan thing this year.” I laughed at myself knowing he’d understand how it felt to be wanted but not loved.
“Well I’m here if you need a friend to cry on and not fuck.” He laughed too.
Damn I thought, the one guy here I actually like and he can resist me…I must have issues.
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He looked at me, one of his eyes a amber brown the other neptune blue and laughed "I reckon we could be great friends Jess, but you don't have to hide from me...You can shift to your natural form, i can take it." I couldn't believe he was asking to see me as i was when the curse hit, the form i revert back to in danger, gaahh. It was so tempting i could feel my roots edge to blonde before the rest of my hair followed. Eyes-stomach-breast-legs-arms- lips, everything shifted place leaving a tingly sensation which sparked my hunger.
Once i had finished my transformation i looked back at Darrius, a friend of his pushing, and being quite prominent at his trouser zipper. "I thought you said you could handle my succubus part?" I looked at him questioningly drinking in his beautiful features.
He blushed, seriously an actual blush, a teenage boy blush. "I'm erm not turned on cos of your powers..." He looked to the ground and murmured under his breath.
I giggled- super hearing allowed me to hear him say "Grandma Grandma Grandma" wishing away his boner. "Well if not my powers then what?" honestly i was clueless boys were never attracted to me they were obsessed. A boner with most of them meant a quicky behind the bike sheds but Darrius once again seemed different.
"I'm attracted to you Jessica, because you're beautiful..." And then i did