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chapter one

Dear diary ok well not really a diary but more like a story and Before I go into great detail I just wanted to say, hey as I’m writing this I’m living it. My name is Alex and yes I know that can be a guy’s name but I’m not a guy. I have blonde hair, yellow eyes and big thick glasses. Yes I know yellow, who has yellow eyes, well I do and because of that I’m the outcast of the school. I’m the one that everyone makes fun of at school and no one goes near or look in my eyes because they think that I will somehow turn them into a frog or something. Truth be told I could care less what people think of me the only thing is when they push me around or call me names to my face.  Even my old friends do the same thing now. Well the ones I had at the time who I thought would always be there for me but after my brother died I pushed them away. And no this is not a sad story where I go all weepy and confess my biggest fears because well I’m not like that. Yes my brother died two years ago but I have moved on and tried to make a life but the thing is he was my twin and he was the only one who had my back and after the car crash he died in, people thought I killed him because I was in the car with him.

 Present day

So I met this guy. Ok well really I just saw this guy and he was like dang. But he never saw me and I don’t think he ever will because no one ever does. So I just try to stay invisible because that way no one can hurt me but there is always the way people say about me. I’m able to block out most of it but there is a time when I’m not able to at all. 

 I’m walking down the hall of my school and I see him again but he doesn’t see me, so he just walks right on by without a glance. Someone calls out "hey freak why don’t you walk any slower". I blush in responce and walk a little faster with my head down and hair in my face.

When I get to class I sit in the far back where no one popular sits because they all sit in the front and while the girls try to be teachers pets they guys mess around. That’s when I see him he is in the middle of the group and with the most popular girl in school in his lap but he’s not looking at her he’s looking at me. when he sees I saw him he doesn’t look away or try to hid the fact that I saw him he just gives me a smile like he knows something I don’t and well it’s not like it’s the first time I’ve seen that look but this time it’s not in a fucked up way. 

 flash back 

"hey can you turn down your music." i said to my brother annoyed sitting next to him in the car, while he drives and suddenly i had this flash that something bad was going to happen but i never knew what it was. I have always had this weird sense when something big was about to happen but it never felt like this before all i could feel was death.

“Clay stop the car” i scream and he knows the face i have and pulls over to the side of the road and looks at me.

“Hey what’s wrong, sis.” he says and suddenly there was a car behind us that just rammed into us i lost conscious and the next thing i know i'm waking up in the hospital asking for my brother. 

i start to scream for my borther i was freaking out and a nurse had to come in and give me something and it only worked a little bit. i was still asking for me for weeks after. N one would tell me where he was. about a month later when i was leaving the hospital i asked where he was again and they told me that he didnt make it. when they told me that he died i passed out because i couldnt take it.

Publication Date: 08-06-2017

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