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Chapter One: Speaking the Truth (Part One)


Jacob's Point Of View


I was sitting all alone in my bedroom, thinking about my best friend Bella Swan. What a beauty she is, long brown hair, chocolate brown eyes that melt mine. Pink lips that matches her rosy cheeks, and her pale, glowing skin. She was in my life for the past six to seven years. Then, every time my heart sank when she had to go back to her real home, in Arizona. I was always excited to see her, and now I've been waiting. Waiting for her to finally arrive.


I got up and paced around my room. I was so danm sick of waiting, I've been waiting for three days. Three days! Now... I couldn't help it. My heart pounded with nervousness, I felt quezy. I couldn't wait to see how she looked now, to me, she'd always looked different every year. They'd say, 'Oh, Bella! You don't look any different!" or, "Oh, my god, Bells! Why, I wouldn't have never forgotten your face! You look no different, sweetie!". But I always notice. It's either she's grown bigger or she looks more mature.


But I see the inside. Her heart, has gotten bigger, her emotions, has gotten stronger, her touch...her touch, has more emotion. I absouletly cared for Bella, because honestly... I loved her. And it's why I feel 5 times as nervous as before, because I'm gonna tell her how I feel. I'm gonna speak my god danm mind for once. God is tellin' me, that she feels the same way, I can feel it.


I bit my bottom lip, and kept glancing at the time. I paced over to the wall and hit my back on the it. I slided down to the ground and sat, I put my arms on my knees and entwined my hands together. I kept thinking about the negitives. What if she didn't love me back? What if I had ruined not only my chance of being with her, but I ruined our friendship,too? Well, it's all the things I would never hope for, but me telling her... I would risk it all.


I heard the phone ring down stairs and I immeadiately got up. I opened my door and slided down the hallway. I ran down the stairs and ran into the small kitchen. It was my dad, Billy, taking on the phone. "Dad! Is that Charlie?" I said eagerly. He noded and I smiled and zoomed for the door.

"Hold on, Charlie," He said into the phone. He rolled over to the door. "Jacob! Jacob, come back! It's not a good time kiddo! Let 'er settle in!" He yelled after me. I spun around and faced him, it was pouring out, and I had totally forgotten to put on a jacket. "Don't care! She's had enough time!" I yelled back.


I saw Billy laugh and shake his head, he nodded me off and I kept running to the garage. I grabbed my Dirt Bike and rode it all the way to Charlie's.


Chapter One: Speaking the Truth (Part Two)

Bella's Point of View


I was in my old bedroom again, the bedroom I will always be in everytime I come here. It was different this time. New bed, with a purple and white bed setting. New wall paper wasn't surprising; it matched the bed setting. And I had a new desk, it was a mahogany color. I placed my breif cases on the bed and started to unpack the first one. My shirts, pants, shorts and other clothing were in this breif case.


I started to stuff them in a drawer along with my bras and underwear. I heard the door open and close from down stairs and wanted to know who it was. I grabbed the last pair of my underwear and held it up to examine them. These were one of the underwears I brought from Victoria Secret before I left. It was black and the edges were laced and see-through. Completly. Out. Of. My. League.
"Woah! Bells! Nice underwear!" I gasped and spun around.
"Jacob? Jacob! JACOB!" I said first in confusion, then in excitement, then in anger. He laughed.
"What are you doing here? Don't you knock?" I rolled my eyes.


"Sorry, Bella! I just REALLY missed ya!" He came over to me and grabbed me into a hug. I burried my face into his neck.
"Oh,god! I missed you too,Jake." I squezzed him tight. I haven't seen Jacob in a long time, and I missed him like hell. I missed hugging him so tight that my arms will hurt. I missed laughing at the stupidist things with him. I missed being with him period. He sighed and pulled away, his face serious and hard.
"Bella. I-I have to tell you the truth. Right here, right now." He took my hands in his and I my heart accelerated. He closed his eyes. All I was hearing was our heavy breaths.


Chapter One: Speaking the Truth (Part Three)

Bella's Point of View

He led me to my bed and we sat, still holding hands. He took another deep breath before speaking.
"Bella. I care about you SO much... that I would KILL, just to protect you. I know...over the years... I've told you that I loved you as if you were my sister, my blood relation. But, oh what a lie it was!" His eyes were still closed, and desperately wanted them open. To see those dark eyes stare at me while he told me what was bothering him SO much. I squeezed his hands; begging him to go on.
"Bells, I love you SO much..." He whispered. My heart felt like it was pumping out of my chest.

"I love you too." I whispered back. He shook his head wildly.
"That's not what I mean Bella." He finally opened his eyes and they were wet and scared. I was confused, but at the same time I KNEW what he ment.
"I'm in love with you Bells. I'm falling harder and harder everytime I see you. I love you with a passion SO deep, that I cant control not to touch you or to feel your every embrace or run my fingers threw your hair. If you'd tell me to kill myself RIGHT now, I would be happy to die knowing that you know that I'm in love with you." My heart stopped completly and I felt the blood rush to my head and down my cheeks.

I felt the tears rush down my cheeks. He wipped them away with his thumb.
"I have ONE question for you Bella. ....Do you love me too?" I was afraid he would have asked me that. I didn't know what to say. Of course, I loved Jacob in a way, and I DID sometime thought of him as my lover.... I chewed on the inside of my cheeks. He pulled his hands away and wrapped them around my waist, pulling my body closer to his.
"Please...tell me. I NEED to know." He whispered in my ear. Even though he was my best friend, I did too over the years as we had grown wanted it to grow into a relationship. In my head I went threw all the times we did together, all the things he has done for me, and a favorite moment popped in my head.

I was six and Jacob was four. Him and I strolled together in a playground near Port Angles, and Charlie and Billy went to go get us some ice cream. I saw one of the boys from my kindergarten class and I got scared and stopped dead in my tracks as he saw me and started to come over. See, this boy would bother me EVERYDAY in school. So I hated him and he hated me.
"Hey Booger Face! What happened to your BIG FAT BOOGER, HUH?! Did ja FINALLY clean it? Or did you EAT it? HUNGRY BOOGER FACE? Here, have some of my boogies!" He picked up his nose and smeered the big fat juicy booger on my lips. I started bawling and I hid behind Jacob. Jacob shook with range and got up in his face.
"Dont you ever touch her you fugly mother-" I covered his mouth. He pulled my hand away and punched the kid dead in the face! His nose was gushing with blood, and Jacob laughed, took my hand and ran away with me. He washed my lips sweetly with water from the water fountain. I never forgot.

I laughed at the flash back and realized a kept Jacob waiting. I pulled away from the embrace.
"I do love you Jacob Black. Im in love with you too. I always was, I was just too stupid to realize, too stupid to give it a chance. But I will now." I smiled and so did he, excitement and happiness showng eagerly on his face. I was quickly stunned as he pulled me on top of him and started to kiss me. He kissed and kissed and kissed me.
"I've been"-
Kiss
"Waiting to do this"-
Kiss
Kiss
"For a long time!"
Kiss
Kiss
Kiss
I smiled and stopped the kissing, breathless and worried.
"Jake?" I asked.
"Yes?" He answered breathlessly.
"Do you have something in your pocket? It's kinda poking me." Jacob eyebrows pushe up and he quickly took me off of him and got up from the bed. His cheeks were rosy red.
"Uh..I-I think so! Uh, sorry it was....poking you. I have to go now. Bye Bells." He gave me one last kiss and whispered "I love you" in my ear before he disapered out of my room. I waited silently until I heardthe front door open and then finally closed slowly. I smiled widely and started laughing so hard and loud my whole body shaked and Charlie came up to see what I was laughing about.
"Nothin....Just a joke Jake told me..."
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Publication Date: 05-01-2010

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