heven or hell, Christina Foster [best motivational books of all time .txt] 📗

welcome

hi everyone im christina

this is my first book i have ever written.
feed bakc is nice but hate isnt, if you dont like
my book dont read it,simple.
i love writing my own story and romance novels and whatever, but hate makes it hard for me to do that , so please keep youre comments to your self.
i really hope you enjoy my book worked well and hard writing this book and im still not very good but please tell me what you think. stil editing this book and will uodate when i can.
love loads new readers
christina

love comes at a price

 "i hate you"

"like wise bitch "

 

hi im victoria,longvale but everyone calls me vic, i live in a house with my dad, my uncle and his wife and two kids, my mum died a couple years ago from a car accident making me the one to blame as she was coming to pick me up from a party. i am blamed everyday from that accident and my brother and father are the only people who know that i suffer and i cry because knowing im the one that killed my mother, its huants me and today it stops.

you guys are probably wondering who im fightng with well that is my uncle he hates me he abuses me, hits me, kicks me , everything possible he does, i bet your wondering why my dad doesnt stop him well my dad is mostly out of the country doing work and is never home to see what my uncle does to me. anyway back to the story-

"hello"
"hey luke its me "
"oh hey sis whats up "
"he is doing it again luke"
"i am gonna kil him he cant keep doing this to you "
"i know that why i need a favour"
"yes anything for you sis you know that"
"can i stay with you and the boys for a while "
"of course pack your things and come "
"ok be there soon love you big bro "
"love you to little sis"

i quickly grabbed my things, sneaked past everyone, got in my car and drove away.

 

 

To many HOT! guys

 

My brothers house was not far from my uncles, one last turn and i would be there. the house is huge
large bed rooms, a pool, game room, massive back yard, all the guys have really good cars,like i said huge house.

 

pulling up in the drive way i see all the guys waiting for me
Luke,Gavin,Curtis,Jack,Aidan,Noah and Matt
they all run up to the car go to the boot and grab my sutff and take it to my room, its not the first time i have had to stay here.
" hey bro "
"hey Vic"
luke said whie giving me a hug
"of you go inside you dinner is in the oven"
"thank you "
i gave him a kiss on the cheek and ran inside

i was just about to grabbed my food out of the oven when i strong hold grabbed my waist and pulled me close, i didnt know who it was until i turned around and saw Curtis (damn he is soo hot).
"hey Vic" he said into my neck
"hey Curtis " i said turning around giving him a big hug (damn he smelt good)
i loved being in his embrace but the was interupted when somone coughed, me and Curtis jolted apart.
"hey thats not fair why does Curtis get to hold you like that "
"becasue he can " i said smirking
i sat down ready to eat when everyone rushed into the kitchen ran up behind me and gave me hugs.

 we all sat down and talked for ages. none of them knew about the abuse and i wont to keep it that way i always hide my scars with make up so no one can see them. 

Take it slow

"get up lazy shit"

"ugh"

"get up now your gonna be late for school"

"shit"
i jumped out of bed and got straight in the shower
"be down stairs in twenty " i heard Luke yell

after a five minute shower full of washing my hair and body i jumped out wrapped a towl around me cracked open the door making sure no one was in my room knowing the boys one of them is always in my room in the morning, with the cost clear i jupmed and got out a pair of skinny jeans, a middrift top that had "new york " on it got out my white converse slipped then on and walked down stairs, 

"bacon "
i heard some one yell, i ran down the stairs and me being me i fell straight but instead of face plantiing straight onto the hard floorboards i fell into somone arms (weird right), i looked up to see bright blue eyes and blond hair.
"hey you ok "
"yeah thank you Aidan "
"you welcome" Aiden said while putting me down.
we walked into the kitchen and sat down and ate our breakfast.
after eating i grabbed my keys and hoped into the car , i was about to drive off when i got i knock on my window, it was Aidan.
"hey can i have a lift ,my car is getting repaired "
"oh yeah ok get in "
"cool thank you "
we drove to school talking about stuff,singing to music, laughing and having a good time.
we finally got to school and we hoped out of the car and the minute Aiden got out of the car every single slut in the school came running like little mouse to cheese and was all over Aidan, i dont know what happened but i got so mad i stormed off, i was almost at my locker until i heard Aidan caling my name from down the hall. ugh what does he want.

i think i like him !

 " hey Vic wait up "
i turned around to see Aidan running up to me. ugh what does he want now

"hey Vic come on "
i just kept walking i didnt want to talk to him
i finally got to my locker but when i opened some on slamed it shut
"hey " i yelled and then i saw Aidan standing there
"what do you want Aidan" i said reopening my locker
"whats wrong "
"nothing is wrong just leave me alone"
"no somehing is wrong tell me " he said while wiping my hair out of my face
" Aidan just leave me alone "i said closing my locker and walking away leaving Aidan in the halll way 
i turned around the corner i heard a loud bang i put my head around the corner and saw Aidan hitting a locker, i want to know why but i dont want to talk to him.
i walked into french class and saw my best friend lucy sitting in the chair at the back i sat down next to her and we just talked becase french is boring. school day went as usual, but ignored Aiden all day until i got home.
"im home "
"hey " i heard everyone yell from the lunge room
i walked into the lounge room and saw everyone and noticed Aidan was there.
"imma be in my room "
i ran up stairs and went into my room closing and locking my door behind me, i floppped onto my bed and soon fell sleep, i was soon awaken by a knock at my door
"what!!!!! "
"Vic its me "
"go away Aidan "
" no let me in "
"no Aiden "
"fine im going to gat Luke keys"
before i could say enything i heard footsteps going down the stairs and then up to my door and then i heard my door unlock
"oh for fuck sake Aidan fuck off"
"no " he said while coming to lay down next to me
"Aidan go away please "
"not until you tell me whats wrong "
" fine you wanna know whats wrong "
"yes"
"fine i think I LIKE YOU there i said it "

what now

"What" 
"Aidan i like you ok damn dont make me say it again " i looked at him laughing i what i just said 
"now you know get the fuck out of my room" i said getting up.
as i went to get off my bed i felt hands wrap around