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Preface
It’s the first day of school in a new town. Im not ready at all, at least not emotionally. I shoved the blankets off and forced myself to get out of bed. I got dressed, ate my breakfast and drove off to McCook senior high. When I got there I got my schedule from the lady at the office. Then I went to find my first class. It was civics. I walked in to find the classroom packed. I took an empty desk at the back of the room. I ignored people’s stares. The bell rang and the teacher began his lecture.
Chapter 1
I was walking through the halls with my nose in the schedule when I bumped into someone. I looked up and saw a boy with long black hair. He was smiling at me. “Im sorry” I said.
“Its okay” he said in a gorgeous voice. “What’s your name?” he asked, probably pretending to be interested.
“Lilith” I told him and smiled gently. Maybe he wasn’t pretending to be interested after all.
“What’s your next class?” he asked me. His smile seemed to be growing larger and larger with every second.
I looked at my schedule. “It’s….um….algebra” I told him. He smiled again. Who was he trying to fool? I thought to myself
“That’s my next class too” he said. “I could walk you there” his eyes sparkled at the opportunity. Maybe he wasn’t faking it after all. Was he really interested in me?
“Okay” I said and followed him to the algebra room. He chattered a lot along the way. But I didn’t pay attention.
When he got the algebra room, I finally decided to listen. “My name is cebastian by the way” he said. I nodded. He sat down next to me.
Chapter 2
I had sat with cebastian at lunch. We talked about school and our classes for a while then we started talking about our favorite stuff. Then the bell rang. “Schools finally over” I said.
“Yep” he said. “Ill see you later” he smiled and gave me a hug. This was the first hug I had ever gotten from a boy. It felt nice. I walked out of the lunchroom and went home.
When I got home the front door was unlocked. So I walked in. “mom, dad, im home” I yelled.
“We are in here sweetie” I heard my mom say. I went into the kitchen. “How was your first day of school? she asked. “Did you make any friends?”
“Pretty good” I told her. “Um I did make a friend, I guess.” I said absentmindedly. “His name is cebastian”
“Oh I see” she said. She winked at me. “Is he nice?” she looked at me with questioning eyes.
“So far he is” I said reluctantly. “Um can I go for a walk mom?” I asked her quietly.
“Sure, sweeties go ahead” I walked out of the house and started walking down the street. I was just passing an alley, when I heard someone calling my name.
“Hey Lilith” I turned around towards the voice. It just happened to be cebastian. He was smiling again.
“Oh hey cebastian, I didn’t know you lived around here” I walked over to him. He hugged me
“I suppose I can say the same for you” he said. “Do you think your mom would let you come to a party over at my house?” he asked.
“I don’t know” I said. “Ill have to call her and find out. Can you wait a second?” he nodded I pulled out my cell phone, and then dialed my moms home number.
“Hey mom, do you think I can go to a party at cebastian’s house?” I asked her. “I can? Okay thanks” I hung up the cell phone.
“She said I could” I told him. “What kind of party is it? I was curious because he was a boy and I rarely ever trust boys.
“It’s kind of a pool party. You okay with that?” he asked me. He stared at my curiously.
“Yeah but I don’t have a bathing suit” I said. He frowned. Then he started walking away.
“You can borrow one of my sisters” he said. “Are you coming?” he stared at my cynically.
“Yeah” I said and hurried after him. “Will you slow down? Please?” his pace began to slow.
“Im sorry” he said and came to a stop. “Im kind of running late right now. When you’re the host you got to get there early” he laughed “but Ill slow down for you” he smiled meekly.
“Okay” I said. “Well we better get going then” I smiled back.
Chapter 3
We were at his house. It was huge not necessarily mansion sized, but pretty close. He grabbed my hand and led me to his sister’s room to grab a bathing suit. Luckily they were the exact same size I wear.
I put one of the bathing suits on, a bikini to be exact. He opened the door thinking I was done but I wasn’t.
“Cebastian!” I yelled. “Don’t do that” I covered myself up with the towel he had given me.
“Im sorry” he grinned “I thought you were done’ he was laughing uncontrollably. “Here let me tie that for you” he gestured towards the bikini top.
“Okay” I said cautiously. I didn’t trust him completely. I watched as he walked towards me and grabbed the strings. He tied them quickly, his fingers brushing my neck. After he tied the strings he touched my waist just barely. “What are you doing?” I asked him.
“I just wanted to feel your skin.” He said. He had a devilish look upon his face. “Are we going swimming or what?”
“Um of course” I said. “God I feel tired, carry me?” I taunted him. I looked up into his eyes.
“ill fall” he said. “I mean ill slip on water, can’t you walk” he looked at me, hoping I was able to walk.
“Oh alright ill walk.” I grabbed his hand and he guided me toward the back of the house and out the back door. He had a huge pool. I dove in and he followed me. I swam to the surface, and then someone grabbed my ankle. I looked down and saw cebastian holding my leg. He surfaced. Then he did the unexpected. He pushed me up against the wall of the pool and kissed me. I struggled to breath. “Cebastian” I muttered. His tongue delved inside my mouth. I could feel his palm running up and down my thigh. His hand moved closer to the spot between my legs with each stroke of his hand. Then his hand connected to that tender spot there. A shock shot through me and up my spine. I melted into his arms.
“Whoa” he said. “Are you okay?” he smiled at me as I looked up at him. I knew he wasn’t worried about me at all. I laughed.
“Im fine” I said huskily “mmmm your hands are magic” I laughed. His grin grew bigger.
“Well im glad you like this” he touched me again. I jumped at the shock that went through me. He grabbed at my hand and started pulling me closer to him. Suddenly I was against his hard body. His long hair brushed my cheeks. “Do you want to go inside” he asked me. I knew what he wanted. I only nodded. He wrapped his arms around my waist. I kissed him on the nose. he laughed deeply. We got out of the pool together and dried off. Then we walked off towards his enormous house.
Chapter 4
I lay down on his bed and waited while he went to the bathroom to get something. I had no idea what but he went anyway. I waited patiently. A few minutes later he returned to me and lay down beside me. “Are you sure?” he asked me.
“Yes” I said. “I am completely positive.” I stared into his beautiful eyes. They looked hungry. The next thing I knew he was on top of me, pulling at my clothes. “You’re in a hurry” I said. He laughed.
“Well then why don’t you help me get them off” I heard him say. I sat up on the bed and pulled the bikini top off. He took it from me and threw it on the floor.
“I think you can do the rest” I smiled as he stared at the tiny piece of clothing separating him from me.
"no" he said. "we wont do this, i wont hurt you" he got up off of the bed and handed me the bathing suit again. "im sorry i shouldn't have forced you into this." he pushed me away from him. "it was too soon. i barely know you lilith"

Publication Date: 03-18-2011

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