I Doubt I Will Survive Living With These Guys (Old Version-Editing), Alyza Slaton [best color ereader txt] 📗

me.

I fell on my bed and buried my face in my pillow. Silent tears ran down my face. The love of my life might be cheating on me.

Man, what the fuck is happening to me? I'm laying here crying over a girl. What the hell is wrong with me?

See, this is why I don't ever get close to girls. The last girls I got close to and fell in love with cheated on me with my brother.

She was a Junior while I was a sophomore.

I walked in on them having sex and you want to know what she said?


__________Flashback___________

I was coming home from a football game. My girlfriend at the time, Melanie. I opened the door and went up to my room.

On the way up I pasted my brothers room and there was moaning. I didn't think anything of it until I heard a familiar moan.

I threw the door open and saw familiar black hair. They looked up and my brother smirked smugly.

I ignored him and look at Melanie for answers.

"What the hell?" I asked

She didn't even look sorry.

"What?" She asked rolling her eyes

"Why?" I asked holding back tears

"Because I like variety." She said in a Duh voice

"So you fucking sleep with my brother?" I asked getting angry

"Yeah. He's great in bed." She said nodding

"I thought you loved me." I said

She suddenly laughed, "Loved you? No sweetie. I never loved you. I'm only dating you for a reason to come over here."

My eyes hardened, "I see how it is."

I turned to my brother, "Fuck you." I spat

"I'd rather fuck your girlfriend." He replied smirking

"Looks like you already did." I growled and slammed the door shut

I ran to my room and called my best friend Dallas.

"Hey Kayd." Dallas answered

"Aye, can I stay with you for a while?" I asked him my voice breaking a little

"Yeah man. What's wrong?" He asked worried

"I caught Melanie sleeping with William." I told him holding back tears again

"Bitch." He growled "Get over here. Pack all your things." He said

I live with my brother since my parents aren't around.

"Thanks man."

"No problem." He said and we hung up

I packed all my clothes in my back and went out to my car. I'll come back tomorrow and pack up the rest of my stuff.


____________End of flashback_____________

Ever since then I've lived with Dallas, and I haven't seen my brother or Melanie since that day either.

And know it's happening all over again. Melanie is the reason that I'm a 'man-whre' as Alexis puts it. I don't like fucking girls and leaving them, it just happens.

Ever since that day I've had commitment problems.

Maybe I should talk to Alexis. Maybe I shouldn't. Then suddenly there was a knock on my door.

"Come in." I said hoarsely from crying

The door opened revealing Alexis. I groaned and hid my face in my pillow. My bed dipped and someone touched my back.

"What's wrong?" She asked softly

I chuckled without humor, "Like you don't know." I said harshly

"What?" She asked and I could already see the frown that's on her face

I sat up and looked at her with cold eyes. She gasped at the coldness of my eyes.

"Are you cheating on me?" I asked bluntly

"Why would you think that?" She asked angrily

"Oh, I don't know maybe because I heard you." I said sarcastically

"Heard me what?" She asked confused

"Heard you say Cameron was hot." I said looking away from her

She laid her hand on my cheek and I shivered from the contact. She pulled my head to look at her.

"I would never cheat on you." She said softly staring into my eyes

I saw honesty in her eyes. But I heard her saying it.

"Then what was that I heard earlier?" I asked getting out of her grasp

Her came upon her face, "He was asking me if I'd ever date him." She said quietly "How much of that conversation did you hear?"

"When he said 'I'm hot' to where you said 'Very' all the way to the end." I said angrily

"If you would have heard the whole conversation you would understand why I said that." She told me staring intently at me

"What was the whole conversation?" I asked

"He asked If I'd ever date him I said Why? He said just asking. Then I said If you were older and I didn't have a boyfriend already. Then he was sad and I told him he'd find someone because he was hot, then he said I'm hot and I said very. That's it." She explained "And I honestly can't believe you thought I'd cheat on you." She said with a hurt expression

"I'm sorry. It's just that...I've been cheated on before." I said quietly

"I'm not her." She said just as quiet

"I know your not. I don't know why I would. It's just when Melanie cheated on me I grew commitment problems and I became a man-whore." I chuckled when I said man-whore
She smiled too.

"Melanie was a slut." She said

"You knew her?" I asked shocked

"She was the slut of the school, who didn't? I may have been a freshman but I hung with all the sophomores and juniors."

"How come I was the only one who didn't know about her sleeping around?" I asked with a frown

"Because she didn't want you to know." She suggested

I nodded, "I'm sorry I thought you cheated on me."

She moved over and sat on my lap. She put her arms around my neck.

"It's okay." She said before pressing her lips to my mine

She kissed me slow and passionate. I put my arms around her and pulled her closer to me.

I pulled back and she put her head in the crook of my neck, "I love you."

She nodded and I sighed.

"I will get you to say it." I vowed

"You probably will." She replied into my neck

I kissed her cheek and laid back with her on top of me. She rolled over to lay on the bed and wrapped her arm around my stomach.

I put my arm under her head and put her closer. I out my other arm behind my head and my shirt rose up a bit. Her hands trailed my stomach and I shivered.

I've never felt this way. No girl has ever made me shiver from one touch. Not even Melanie.

I tightened my hold on her and sighed. This is where she's suppose to be.

In my arms.

§ Alexis §

I honestly can't believe he thought I would ever cheat on him. Also he tried to compare me to that bitch Melanie. Hell no.

She slept with every guy in our school. Freshman, Sophomore, Junior, Senior. Didn't matter to her. Hell, she'd probably fuck a middle schooler.

I'm not mad at him because it's hurts to get cheated on. Not that'd I know but yeah.

I just hope he knows I'd never cheat on him.

He laid down and pulled me on top of him. I rolled over and laid beside him. His shirt rose up as he put his arm behind his head and I started tracing the contours of his abs. I felt his shiver under my hand.

I smiled, loving the effect I had on him and continued tracing his abs.

I sighed internally. He's mine and I'm his, and I don't think he'd cheat on me.

I wish I could stay like this forever. In his arms.

"I love you Alexis." I heard him say as sleep started to consume me

I love him too but I'm not ready to fall completely.

"Night Kayden." I said before sleep fully consumed me


I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I looked at the clock and it read, 3:13. Wow.

I got up, stretched and walked out of Kayden's room.

I walked down stairs and saw everybody in the kitchen with a cup of coffee. Haha suckers! Hangover's are bitches!

I sat down next to Dallas, "How's the hangover?" I asked smugly

"Shut up!" He groaned

I laughed and went over to the cabinet. I opened the cabinet, got a bowl out and slammed the door shut.

Everybody groaned, "Uggggh!"

I looked over at Kayden who was looking at them in amusement. I went to the cereal cabinet and got cereal out. We were almost out of cereal. Awww.

I slammed the cereal cabinet shut too.

More groans was the response.

I got the milk out and poured my cereal. I went to sit by Kayden and he smiled at me when nobody was looking. I smiled back and started eating.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my upper thigh. I looked over at Kayden who was eating his cereal like he wasn't doing anything.

His hand started crawling up my bare thigh. I grabbed his hand and moved it back down. He just slid it up again, I put it back down, he slid it up. This went on forever till I just gave up.

I saw him smirk as he moved his hand up higher. I groaned and took a bit of cereal.

Everybody turned to look at me. I shrugged and them and kept eating.

Then suddenly Kayden's hand went up my shorts. I jumped out of my chair, breathing hard.

Everybody turned to me once again.

"What?" They asked

"Ummm...nothing...I felt...something crawling up my leg." I lied

They nodded and went back to sipping their hang over cure. I glared at Kayden and slowly sat back down.

He smirked and set his hand back on my leg. He didn't try to move it up again, which I was grateful for.

I grabbed his hands and entwined our fingers under the table. His thumb drew small circles on the back of my hand.

I smiled to myself and kept eating.

"Hey, don't we have soccer practice tomorrow at 12?" Bianca asked

"Yup." I replied

"Why?" She groaned

"Because we have a game Tuesday."

She groaned again and sipped her coffee. I chuckled and finished my cereal.

I untangled my hand from Kayden's and went to put my bowl in the sink. I sat back down and grabbed his hand, entwining our fingers again.

I saw him smile from the corner of my eye.

"Why do you keep smiling Kayden?" Jerriko asked suspiciously

"Huh? Oh, nothing." Kayden replied smiling again

"Really?" Jerriko asked

"Yes."

Jerriko narrowed his eyes and took a sip of coffe still staring at Kayden. Kayden gazed back evenly.

Jerriko looked away, then looked back real quick. I held in