Anger (Hell's Heaven #1), K. Green [urban books to read txt] 📗

much memories… She’s a Goddess, she doesn’t deserve that!

My sobbing is getting worse, and I’ve never felt so lonely in my life, even after when my father told me my mom died. I sniff and rub my nose, I closed my eyes.

“Mom I am sorry, I am so, so, so sorry…” I said, hugging my knees.

This pain and hole in my heart, is raising up. Why do I have to experience that? From all other people in this world… the worse things came on me. Does God hates me that much!?

Quiet knock came from my door, and looked at it. Now what does he wants? Won’t he just piss off somewhere? I wiped my tears from my cheeks and stood up from bed. I opened the door. Alex was staying there again half naked only with this pajama pants. His face has bruises. One of the eyebrow, his has a black eyes and wound on his lip.

“What?” I snap. He smile at me shyly, I roll my eyes. I don’t have time for this bullshits. I was closing my door when he pushed it. The door hit the wall. “What do you want?” I asked once again.

“Come here” he said and he walked towards me, with his leg closed the door. He caught my hand and pulled me against his chest.

“Let me go!” I tried I escaped from him, but I don’t have powers for this either.

“Stop fighting and let it out Liese” he said tightening the hug.

“No…” my tears fell again.

“Hush sweetheart.” I hugged him weak around his waist and my tears just fell, down without stopping. I felt my knees weak. I was going to fall soon.

“H-help me…” I said between the sobs “T-take this p-pain a-away… it hurts.” My knees betrayed me, before they could hit the floor, he had already took me in his hands. He placed me in middle of the bed, then moved me under the sheets. He closed the laptop without even looking what’s on it and moved it on the desk. Then he laid next to me.

Why is he even doing that…? I thought he hates me, at least he should hate me. Why…?

I turned around snuggling in his chest. He hugs me tight and doesn’t let me go.

After an hour of crying the sleep overtook me.

It was about time.

Chapter 8

 

Liese’s P.O.V

 

I am sleeping on my bed, peacefully. But I woke up with a scream when somebody pulled me by the leg. I fell on the ground hitting my head on the floor. Ouch…

“Oh dear, sorry…” deep voice said over me. I focused my sleepy eyes above me.

That was the guy from the video. He was kneeling above with nasty smirk on his face. Now this shit sucks.

He took his knife from the holster and ripped my t-shirt, hitting my chin and cutting it.

“Oh sorry about that too, I really meant doing that… you know.” This guy is perverted. He gets turned on from people’s pain? Fucking freak…

His knife moved from my chin down to my cleavage, leaving bloody trail all over my body. My lower lip moved and my eyes watered.

“Hush sweetheart, is going to be fast.” He raised his knife above me. And with fast move, he thrusted his knife between my breasts, like I was doll “Told you…”

Dark red blood escaped from my mouth, I was choking on my own blood.

The last thing before I die, was him unbuttoning his belt.

 

I woke up, with a screaming escaping from my mouth. I sat at the same time when my bedroom’s door opened. Dante was staying there confused. This guy really has no experience of people’s feelings neither expressions? Jesus.

“What?”

“Just a bad dream” I say touching my sweaty forehead.

“You’ve been crying? Your eyes are puffy”

“Get lost” I say standing up from bed.

And everything from last night came into my mind. ‘Oh shit’. I take my t-shirt take a sniff, I smell of him! ‘Oh fucking shit. Why!?’

That’s not right! I don’t want anything from him. Well, not at this state of my life. I should keep looking around, for this guy with the dragon tattoo. I suppose it won’t be that hard. I should just make a trip to the north’s city.

I make my way down, running fingers through my hair. I pass the mirror on the stairs. And again, fucking holy shit. My eyes are red and puffy, hair is messy, looking tired. My lips are puffy probably from yesterday’s kissing and stuff. I smell of Alex, whose is perfume is amazing. I remove my hair from my neck. Hickey. Great.

I go in the kitchen. Alex is sitting with his school friend’s on the dining table. Glen, Stacy and Jack. Not my couch Jack at the MC. They look at me with amazed eyes but Alex. I rub my eye and ‘tsk’ with my tongue. Great. Give me some more bullshits in the morning. Not like I don’t have enough for one night.

Fake boyfriend. A lot of flirts. Fucking stealing my father’s stuff. Murderous video. Then sleeping with Alex, and now this?!

“What?!” I snap loud “Never seen sleepy person walking in a fucking kitchen?!”

“N-No” Glen said

“Then stop watching me with your small Chinese eyes, yes?” I shake my head in disbelieve and open the fridge. I take the milk from it, then the cereal from the shelf next to me. Open the next one for the bowls, and they are on top of the shelf. Great. I think I made clear enough to the maid not to put the bowls there. I turn around looking at Alex and I wave at the shelf, narrowing m eyes against the bright light in the kitchen

“Take a bowl.”

“You can get a chair” Stacy said

“And obviously I am not slutty enough to do it, front those… kids?” I waved at Alex’s friends. Alex stood up smirking and took the bowl giving it to me “Thanks.” I say when I took it.

 

Alex’s P.O.V

 

“What’s all that about?” Jack asks when Liese left upstirs with her breakfast

“Hard night.” I say “She’s hiding something, but I don’t know what neither why. Something made her upset yesterday night.”

“Liese? Upset? Stop joking” Stacy said laughing

“And what’s your problem?” I snap

“You live here from not even 2 days, and you already protect her?”

Okay she starts to piss me off. What’s her problem with Liese? Is she that jealous I’m living with Liese and non her? Pathetic.

Plus I’ve seen those nasty bitches everywhere in my father’s MC. It’s been a lot of time since I’ve remembered that. Back then whoever had this kind of attitude towards a woman, even a slut, they get punished. I’ve done it myself, even I was doing this crap... well who wasn’t? Yes I’ve hit women who show disrespect to the members of the MC. The view is not good at all.

Why I did that? Because I had the vest of Prospect there, plus a Harley. I was forced to go in against my will. All sons of the members should join, wanting or not. Fucking rules of theirs. Prospects always do the dirty work, and believe me, in my father’s MC, Black Knight’s Hell, they will do everything just to ruin your life.

No matter if they make you look like a rat, who deliver information. Kill you, looking like a suicide or that just you took overdose of strong drugs. Beat you with bare hands or kill you with bat. The worse things is… just to kill you with one bullet in your head.

I’ve seen all of it. And the view is not good at all, but right now I just want to hit Stacy so bad in the face that she would need surgery after it.

I shrug on her words. She stood up from the chair and made her way upstairs

“Not good idea.” I told her crossing my hands on my chest when I leaned back on the chair

“Don’t tell me what to do.”

“You’ve been warned.”

“So my friend…” Glen said “Sup with all this” he waved to the house “and is that blood on the wall over there?” he pointed a flower.

“My mother’s decision until we find a house.”

“You know that this MC is scary and has power all over the city?” Jack said “You should leave for your own safety Alex.”

“Believe me, this is nothing against what I’ve seen.”

“What do you mean?”

“I was part of one, worse than this one. But I don’t want to go back into this world. But this shit is coming in my face alone.”

“Lucky you!” Jack said sarcastically

“Tell me about it.”

“But it looks fun” Glen said. “I think I’ll join as a Prospect” I raise my eyes.

“Why would you do that?”

“Man, MC is brotherhood. They are always there for you, no matter if you’re angry, sad, insane, or you did a murder. They are family, and I don’t have one. And their women are just…”

“I TOLD YOU, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!” Liese yelled, and after a second Stacy showed on top of the stairs. Liese pushed her hard. Stacy stumbled while walking backwards and fell down on the stairs, spinning down. “Do not touch me, ever again.” Liese said from top of the stairs.

“… Are just amazingly strong and sexy as fuck when they are angry” Glen finished smirking, when Jack stood up and ran to Stacy. I smiled myself.

Yes, they are fucking sexy.

 

 

 

Liese’s P.O.V

 

Fucking bitch I swear to God. How dare coming here, without a fucking knock, and start talking me bullshit for Alex which I don’t give a fuck about? Is she crazy or something.

Also why does she think she can come around, pretend being my friend again?. I don’t call this a fucking friend, when you leave him in one of the most critical state of their life.

We have a past with this girl. When my mother died, she didn’t even look for me. Just ignored me, like I was air. Millions of calls from me to her, she hung them up, without even a blink of her eye.

So I decided on my own. I dyed my hair, I changed my wardrobe and I started fighting and shooting with guns. Since one miserable human being, can’t help another… one of them two should just disappear, and as you can see, that was me. And now when she doesn’t mean anything to me, she comes back, thinking she can help and beg me? BEG ME, to help her with her unborn baby? Pathetic, seriously pathetic little bitch.

I cross my hands looking her from the stairs. She’s falling down spinning.

“Do not touch me ever again.”

“… Are just amazingly strong and sexy as fuck when they are angry” Glen finished his sentence, of their talk. I smirk narrowing my eyes towards Stacy.

“Good luck, with your baby, sweetheart. Now, leave my house. Come once again, and you won’t get out of here alive. Do you get me? Or I should repeat myself?”

See for what I am talking about? Unbelievable. I don’t know what I want to do now. Kill her, or let her live her miserable life.

 

I place big bouquet from red roses on top of my mother’s grave.

“Hey Mom…” I say sitting down “How are you?”

Everything is quiet around. Town’s cemetery