Girl In A Boy's School, Jade Blue [best summer reads .TXT] 📗

long and he didn't look at me for long either.'Hey, what you doing here?' Finn said, getting a drink from the bench. 'I wanted to see you guys play.' I said. He took a seat next to me.'Hey, are you okay?' He said, looking at me with concern.

 

'You've been really quiet lately.''Yeah, of course.' I said, smiling. 'I'm just stressed with the exams coming up.''Finn, you're turn to be the goal keeper. Terry, have a time out.'

 

One of the teachers said. This was my chance to find out more about Matt. Terry sat a few benches away from me. While all the guys were busy playing the game, I went to Terry and sat next to him. I didn't sit too close because it would have been obvious that i was talking to him.

 

'Hey, you're awesome at playing footie, ya know.' I said, casually. He looked at me. 'Yeah, i know.' He then looked back at the game.

 

Was he angry at me? or just didn't want to talk to me?

 

'So, have you done Mrs Raymond's homework for Geography?' I asked, after a few minutes of silence.

 

'No.' He said, not even looking at me.

 

'Look are you mad at me?'He didn't say anything.

 

'Can I atleast know why?'

 

He didn't say anything again.

 

I looked back at the field.

Matt did another score.I looked at Terry.

 

'Is it because of Matt?' Terry quickly looked at me when i mentioned him. It was obvious that it was because of Matt.

 

'Look, can you tell me why? I need to know.' I said. I looked into his eyes.He looked down at the grass. It looked like he was making decision. To tell me or not.

 

'Oh come on.' I said, getting impatient. 'Did he say anything about me?'

Terry got up and walked away. I was going to admit defeat but i was too angry. I needed to know why Matt was so angry at me when i was with Finn. Or why he was saying all them things.

 

I quickly followed Terry, trying to call him but he wouldn't stop. He kept on walking. I'm sure everyone including Matt had their eyes on me when we left but i needed an answer.

 

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Sorry, a bit of a confusing chapter but comment me if you're not sure about something.

 

I know its a small chapter but it'll be ending soon.

You should know that i make really good beginnings of stories but then the ending kinda gets confusing. but hopefully not for this book.

 

anyways, thanks for waiting for what seemed like years lol

 

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CHAPTER 28: UNDERSTOOD LOUD AND CLEAR

I quickly gripped Terry's arm to make him stop. I faced him and showed him the tears that were in my eyes.

He had to understand how important it was for me to know.

 

'For Fuck's sake, tell me what is making you like this!' I screamed at him.He looked at me. 'Fine.'I sighed with relief. '

Matt, he..''Go on.' I said, feeling so impatient. 'He likes-'

 

'TERRY.' Matt came running to us, looking nervous as hell.

 

 

'Terry, its your turn to play.'Terry didn't look at Matt but he didn't even wait for a second and just left.

 

He likes what? What was Terry going to say?Matt looked at me. I quickly wiped the tears in my eyes. 'Damn it, this hayfever is getting worse.' I lied.

 

'What were you and Terry talking about?' Matt said. 'And why won't you look at me.'

 

'Nothing, i just-'

 

'You're freaked out about what i did before right?' He said. Before I could say no, he put his hand through his hair, looking really annoyed with himself.

 

'I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I don't know what happened to me.' He said, studying my face.

 

I looked down. 'its okay.'I gave him a small smile but he wasn't convinced that ive forgave him. 'I just...' I turned my back on him and looked at the trees across the field.

 

'Why?'

 

'Why what?' He said.'Why did you do that?'

 

He didn't answer.

 

So it must be because i was hanging around with Finn.

 

'Nevermind.' I said. I looked at him and gave him a small smile.

He was staring at me again.

 

I left because i didn't know what else to say. I could have told him that i knew the reason he was mad at me but that would'nt help.

 

As i was walking back, i spotted Finn. He was laughing with his friend. I was about to go when i remembered that i can't. If i hang around with Finn, Matt may feel left out.Instead of walking to him, i just walked back to the school.

 

I need to stay away from both Matt and Finn because I'm the one ruining their friendship.

 

 

Recap and Apology

 RECAP - 

 

Hey guys its been sooooo long since i have done an update and i am just really sorry. i have read your messages and comments and will start to be more strict with myself and complete my books. urgh please forgive me.

 

anyways, i will tell you what has been happening to help you remember if you read this book a while ago.

 

 

Cece moves to a new school where she makes friends with a friendly Finn and a mad Matt. The way Matt behaves when Cece is with Finn makes Cece assume that Matt is annoyed that she is taking Finn who is his bestfriend away from him. 

 

(you can skim a few chapters before this to help you understand better)

 

CHAPTER 28: AVOIDING PROBLEMS IS BETTER....RIGHT?

I peeped to check if I can see him. It been 2 weeks since i've been avoiding Finn and Matt. Has it been successful? Well can giraffes do the shuffle? Nope.

 

I knew i had to do this though. It all made sense, after all. Matt didn't like that I was with Finn all the time. I mean I would have done the same if my friend was hanging around with this random girl. Matt is an ok guy. The last thing i want to do is make him mad. Not because i'm scared he'll hurt me but because I know how it feels to have something taken away from me. It sucks. 

 

At the start it was okay, I was able to concentrate on my work which was something i never was able to do. My dad was proud of me but was worried I was just doing work all day and not having a break. Well I didn't want to. If i left my room or went somewhere, what if Finn came and said something. 

It started to get worse when I was in classes with Matt and he tried to talk to me and ask what's up. I could always feel Finn staring at me whenever I ignored them after class. He must be so confused. If only he understood why i was doing this. I don't want to come between him and Matt. 

 

So here I am, being cautious everywhere I go. 

 

He wasn't there. Okay lets go. I had my books in my shivering hands as I walked towards my last class. Wow, why does avoiding people make me so nervous? I've done this so much times in the past. Avoided people in school who would try to talk to me or those who hassled me. But when it's avoiding Matt, it feels weird. Like I really don't want to see his sad hurt face.  Oh, and also Finn of course. 

 

I was about to walk into my class when to guys came infront of my all of sudden.

I was about to shout because I was used to guys in this school being idiots and coming in my way.

 

"Hey!" I said, as my books dropped from the shock. I didn't even want to see who it was and just bent down to pick my books up. Just as i was about to pick my last one, one of the guys picked it up instead. 

I stood up and looked to see Finn and Matt staring at me with a frown.

 

My eyes widened. I didn't know what to do but snatch the book away from him and walk the opposite way.

 

As i was walking away I heard them following behind me. OKay okay okay this day is not going good.

How will I avoid them if their going to be following me ?

 

But i just kept walking feeling their eyes on me the whole time.

This was crazy. They not going to follow me for a long time right? 

 

How do you avoid a problem when that problem is following you? LITERALLY

CHAPTER 29: GETTING CLEARER

 I thought walking while ignoring them will help them get the message that i didn't want to talk to them but  nope. I walked it outside to the fields but they were still behind me.

 

I sighed. 

I looked towards to them. Finn was staring at me, trying to figure me out. I didn't even want to know how Matt was looking at me but still my eyes dragged to his hurt face. He looked at me for a second, but then looked at the ground. I didn't know what he was thinking. 

 

I looked back at Finn and said, "What?" I tried to be as casual as