'Mum's First Lover', Harshavardhan C [spiritual books to read txt] 📗

sins” Honey spoke in full maturity by realising her limits being a spinster girl.

“Well I could understand what you mean by ugly desires as I know that it only refers to my desire to see you nude, but I couldn’t understand what is meant by worldly sins?”

He appeared to her still a birth day boy, as he could either know about sex or willing to experience it at this stage.

“Sorry you can’t understand it now Rohit” She understood that he was not matured and was really innocent.

“Why?” Rohit asked her innocently.

“I think you are younger than me by at least one year”

“No, only one month”

“How”

“As per our date of births from our school records, I am born in 2001, whereas you are born in 2002” She said confidently.

“Though we both are born in two different years; and in fact I am born, only one month later than you are born that means I am younger than you by one month only” He said as per his calculations.

“I couldn’t catch you” She expressed her doubt.

“It is simple. Your date of birth is 18th December, 2001, whereas mine is 17th January, 2002. From 18th December to 17th January is exactly 31 days, means a month. Is it okay?”

“You are so cleaver”

“Thanks”

“Be frank and you just answer me even after seeing my erotic figure, what are your inner feelings and external emotions?” She asked him while observing him stealthily.

“Nothing, but I have seen the anatomy of woman practically”

“Do you like to kiss me at least?”

“No, and you are not a baby to be kissed affectionately?”

“Do you like to have a go with me?”

“Shut up” He became wild.

“I pity and you are an idiot” She said in upset.

“Why do you lose your tong? I haven’t said anything wrong” He was firm in his stand.

“As it goes to prove without any suspicion that you are not matured both physically and mentally also, to know what exactly is the physical relation between a teen aged boy and a girl means”

“Sorry, you are talking about unnecessary things. Please don’t forget that we are the best friends and there shouldn’t be any emotions and physical affair between us, except only feelings”

“Of course I admit, but we belong to two different genders. Till now I have many a hope on you, but you have turned down me” Honey said in utter- disappointment.

“I am really sorry Honey. I hate such a heinous and unholy relation even in thought, expression; and finally either dating or marriage and consequent conjugal happiness between us.

In fact that was the reason why I disrespected Mr. Johnson and so also for the same reason I hated Miss. Jasmine too” He made up his mind very clear.

“Sorry Rohit, please don’t belittle them as they are no more”

“No more means, I know Mr. Johnson has committed suicide. But what has happened to Miss. Jasmine?”

“She died under mysterious circumstances, and that is the reason why my dad has sent me to your home”

“Is it homicide or suicide?”

“No, it is neither of the two, but she might have died due to snake bite”

“Is it confirmed?”

“I don’t know exactly, but we noticed a black cobra hiding in the corner of her room and hence we suspected”

“Thank God”

“What do you mean?”

“It is really good news for me you know”

“It is too much and you are heartless fellow Rohit” Honey felt bad about him.

“I am sorry Honey, Please don’t mistake me. Miss. Jasmine admonished me unnecessarily and hence God has punished her”

“You are biased Rohit. It is not correct to speak against our enemy also. You get yourself hurt for even trivial things. She is older than us and she has every right to admonish us, but you have unnecessarily bore grudge against her. It is not fair on your part” She took him a class.

“I am not one sided Honey and for your information I felt happy when Mr. Johnson, my mum’s lover committed suicide recently you know?”

“Is it really suicide?” She expressed her doubt.

“Why do you doubt? I am neither a cop investigating his case nor he is our family member to know about the cause of his death” He replied her sarcastically.

“I am just asking you as I know that he is your mum’s classmate” She said out of curiosity to know about Mr. Johnson.

“In fact we never honoured him nor at least treated him as our family friend”

“Then, why are you serious about him, instead of showing sympathy”

“No one feels sympathy if they really know his attitude”

“Is he that bad?”

“Promise me not to disclose the secret to anybody?”

He stretched his right hand; and she joined her right hand with him as a token of promise.

“I only shot him dead” He said proudly.

“What! You killed him? I can’t believe it. Perhaps you might have cut a joke”

“I expected, not only yourself none in the world believe my version. But I promise you that I am only speaking truth Honey”

“How is it possible? He is quite handsome, able bodied, besides an athlete, and you look petty before him you know”

“Yes it is possible, and I only did it when he was awfully drunk and when he was not in a position to identify anybody”

“Don’t you know the punishment for murder?”

“I know, but nobody knows the crime except you and me, and there is no evidence also. And people are sympathising with him as he committed suicide due to his failure in love”

“How police and public have believed it as suicide, and for what reason? And what made you to shot him?”

“He is my mum’s classmate; and since then he has been running after my mum and harassing her and hence I had no alternative than to eliminate him”

“Is that the only reason?

“Of course, he is pressuring my mum and grandpa to marry my mum. I couldn’t tolerate and spare anybody who is trying to occupy my father’s place”

“But if it is known to your mum how should she think about you?”

“And even if she knows she would support me only, because I am my mum’s first lover. For her, I am the world. Nobody can substitute me. That is the love and affection my mum has on me; and of course unlike your father who is mad after Miss. Jasmine, as he found her a substitute to your mum” Rohit spoke high of his mum.

“Shut up, and don’t talk even a word against my dad” She said very seriously.

He could find colours changed in the face of Honey.

“I am sorry, I don’t mean to hurt you Honey, but I only spoke the fact” He tried to cajole her.

“Your mum may be great to you Rohit, but for me my dad is much greater than any parent in the world. Though he is having age, and he has so many opportunities, mounting pressure on him with so many proposals brought by my grandparents, he never chose to go for another marriage, as he doesn’t want to keep me under the mercy of a step mother, that was the greatness of my dad you know” She also spoke high of her dad.

“But why should your dad entertain Miss. Jasmine, if not for dating?” Rohit put her in irksome situation.

“Your inference is not correct Rohit; and my dad is not running after her. In fact she was only after him and perhaps my dad might have rejected her and that was the reason why she might be upset and got to end herself at a quite young age so pathetically”

“You mean say that due to her failure in love only she committed suicide”

“May be”

“Okay I accept as both of our parents are great and we need not worry about their villains; and as they are no more and we are safe and our interests are protected”

“Thanks Rohit and you are the most loveable boy and a good friend of mine” She held him tight and kissed on his forehead affectionately.

“Me too” Rohit also kissed on her forehead.

“But promise me Honey not to behave vulgarly with me hereafter”

“I promise you, but you also promise me that by chance if there is any change in your feelings over me, even after viewing pornography and xxx films, you will have to accept me; and so also you must invariably fulfil my proposal to have the first go with me”

“What?” He was again annoyed.

“Don’t be afraid of me Rohit; and what I mean to say is that future is uncertain. May be you also attain age and get tempted like me on seeing hot scenes than will you keep yourself silent? If you do it you will be proved mainly, if not it may mean umpteen doubts” She tempted him verbally.

“Please don’t let me down by unnecessary inhibitions. I am not that innocent or baby child as you have underestimated me, but I am quite firm in my stand, when once I say means I will forever abide by it. For your information, I will never open internet and see the pornography” He replied her quite stubbornly and put her in embarrassed situation.

“Don’t say no; and there need not be any censure to sex and sex education” She again suggested him.

“Shame on your part Honey, you are speaking about big things beyond your age”

“I haven’t spoken anything wrong Rohit. It is quite but natural to feel sexual emotions when once we grow to age you know?”

“But we are still minors and is it our priority or studies?”

“Both will go hand in glow. When we are hungry are we not consuming some food stuffs? Similarly, this is also one kind of desire which could be fulfilled only when we heart fully enjoy”

“Then it makes no difference between a play boy and me” Rohit said seriously.

“But, any way I sincerely wish you must see them; and if you are really frozen means you don’t have confidence in you?”

“Okay I abide by your challenge and I prove myself that I am not a play boy and at the same time I am perfect down to any earth man Honey”

“But you shouldn’t avoid seeing pornography I believe; and then only I consider you as a real hero” She further instigated him.

He nodded her head as symbol of “yes”

“I doubt Rohit whether who will win finally?” She expressed her doubt towards him.

“Let us see” He said firmly.

“I only win” She said confidently.

“Okay, I wish you all the best” He concluded.

 

 Chapter: 22

 

It was day dawn. The DGP signed the orders and were served to Mr. Anirudh. The essence of the order was that Mr. Anirudh was kept under suspension in the case of un-natural death of Miss. Jasmine, a trainee IPS officer in his bungalow.

Another shock to Mr. Anirudh was that in the Post-mortem report of the medical expert, it was further mentioned that Miss. Jasmine conceived and was carrying fourth month.

She was an unmarried spinster. There was not even a single rumour that she was in love or dating with anybody. But everyone including the top cops, public and press and media were suspecting Mr. Anirudh.

It was a known fact that Mr. Anirudh was discarded by his young and beautiful wife. Since then he didn’t marry; and at least he was not in dating with anybody; and though he was a strict and sincere officer, but was habituated to alcohol, as his wife betrayed him and spoiled his celebrity image in the society.

As such there were good reasons for their suspicion as Miss. Jasmine was a young and cute besides a Probationer attached to a handsome senior police Officer Mr. Anirudh, who was a widower too. But, instead of giving her practical training he made her pregnant.

And