Life, K. Green [rosie project txt] 📗

kidnap? Nobody.

I refuse to live on this world anymore.

I opened the mirror and I looked around. Took the small package of razor blades. I’ll cut my veins. Nothing left for me here right? Probably Styles went through everything and has another girl. Yeh… why should I even try to escape here and try to go to a man who has another girl. What if they are married? What if they have kids? I can’t just ruin his life. Everything that he had built for himself and his family.

I started to cry and opened the small package. And took one blade.

I cut deep my veins on my both hands on different places.

 

Style’s P.O.V

 

“Come on Styles” Stefan said and pulled me out of the house and by force he putted me to sit in the car. I sighed and just let him do whatever he wants to. He sat on other side, Rayon and Kody sat on back seats.

I know Stefan felt this 4 months… But I had been through this 6 years. 6 years goddammit. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. Why?

Why this had to happen. Do we even deserve this? I doubt anybody can understand me but Stefan he was through this for a while, but my pain is bigger than anybody could imagine. I literally have a hole in my heart. Nobody can fill it up.

A lot girls are walking around me. Pushing their luck in my face, but only thing I could see is Cath. Her eyes, lips, hair, her soft body, her sweetest breath and her intoxicant scent of candies and peaches. She’s like ghost next to me. Staying and holding my hand and don’t let me go.

6 years I couldn’t contact with her in my dreams, probably this proves that the distance is way too big to contact with your mate. What happened with her all these years? Did they hurt her? I am sure they did, I heard everything that happened there from Maria’s words, and she even showed me the scenes where she met Cath.

In a basement. A fucking dark and full of viruses and full of bacteria. Miserable little pricks. They really should die. Only if I could find them…

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

I woke up again. I had pain in my hands and wrist. I started to cry again. Cant… just die? I am watching the ceiling and sobbing. My life couldn’t get any worse.

“Stop crying little one” I said the same voice next to me. I blinked few times and looked him. “You won’t change anything with crying.” He talked on French now. Probably when he said my family name he instant connected it with France.

“Why don’t you let me die?”

“Because, you should live. You went through this 6 years as far as I know, why you should die now.”

“You are going to be use me for anything else. P-people are so ungrateful. You are vampire I know, b-but it doesn’t matter. Everybody are the same.” I answered on Russian, why? I have no idea.

“Oh no, little one” he sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap and laid my head on his shoulder, he wiped my tears “Tell us where you come from, I know you are from France, tell me town.”

“Toulon.” He nodded and picked me up in bridal style.

“Let’s give you something to eat”

 

 

 

One week later

 

We stopped in so many towns, and a lot of hotels too. They always left me take a shower and eat. They were waiting patiently. He gave me everything that I need. But I am still weak and skinny, I am like alive skeleton. I couldn’t eat at all. I didn’t eat more than a half bowl of soup or rice or any other food. Didn’t sleep either. I learnt to surface sleeping, every sound is waking me up. Even a sigh. But I am sleeping better. I remember when I couldn’t find a vampire, in the winter, they left to sleep outside in the snow. I still remember the day. I was beaten up with the whip and left outside bleeding. It was about -20C, 60 centimeters snow. They tied me with a muzzle and strap.

I am glad that the psychopaths are dead.

 

We went into Toulon

“Which part of Toulon?” on all way to France we talked on different languages. Did I said I know now German, Chinese, Russian and Spanish? For 6 years I learnt all the languages. My memory is good enough to remember everything.

“I want to go in camp. I suppose my parents are there” I answered on Spanish.

“Oh the Alphas?”

“He’s my dad”

“Even better!” laughed Oyen

“You have a mate right?”

“Yes, I have, actually I had. Probably he has another girl by now.”

“Which date are we?” I asked

“1st May”

“Oh… the dreamy 24 years.”

“Happy birthday” both said

“Thanks I guess”

We ran few more, actually they ran, they didn’t let me even touch the ground with my feet. Cute enough.

 

The camp. I love it and I hate it in same time. It’s the same as I left it. Shops, fountain, benches, playgrounds. Everything. I told them from where to sneak into the big hall. They stopped on front door, I wanted them to get in again. I wanted to see Styles, if he had a girl or no.

“Just Alphas, god my nose” said Oyen and frowned. He opened the door “Knock, knock, anybody home? Sorry for the bothering you but we have something for you all. Actually for the Alpha of this camp and pack”

“Wait, wait who are you?” I heard a growling.

“Wait Chris. Vampire as you can see” even more growling came out

“GET OUT OF THESE LANDS.”

“Since you don’t want your present, let’s go home Chris, the girl will stay with us?”

“What girl” I heard

“Oyen, don’t give up so easy. She want to be home she will bring her home” he manipulates his so easily, I giggled. He stepped inside the hall and the first person I wanted to see was Styles. “Can you accept us now?”

Styles was so different. His body was even huger, probably the character too, his hair was even longer, almost to shoulders. He slowly looked me. His eyes. No life in them. Stefan number two. He stayed for a while in silence, I smiled a bit with a nod

“Cath?” he said, his voice. Deep and rough.

“You didn’t feel the attraction, you idiot.”

“French Cath…” reminded Oyen, I blushed a bit and looked away “I’ll translate the. ‘You didn’t feel the attraction, you idiot.’”

“Oh my god Cath.” Styles stood up and took me from Chris, like I was a doll. Actually I felt like a doll, he hugged me tight.

“Easy my boy, she’s weak and fragile like a glass.” My dad told them to sit and asked me them what happened.

Styles sat on the couch near the fireplace. I couldn’t move. Something wet dropped on my cheek. I looked up, he was crying. I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his hands around my waist tight.

“We heard from venue of vampires, that some crazy people are killing vampires. They lost 4 of theirs. So we went to explore the situation. It took a lot. Just before 2 months we noticed the scent of apple.”

“Candies and peaches” I corrected him

“Candies and peaches” he corrected himself “Her scent was everywhere.”

“We looked all over Russia and we didn’t caught anything”

“Because you are wolves, the lilac make your own scent not noticeable for other wolves. Anyway she was running in circles, we came across her scents so many times to keep it alive, every tree in the woods had her scent, so we followed it. We found a house on 2 floors. Inside had loud music, one window were open so we smelled all the disgusting smell inside. They were playing cards, drinking alcohol, and smoked cigarettes while she were under them, in the basement…”

“May I?” Oyen asked and Chris nodded “We killed them. Good. I decided to go in the basement, Chris went upstairs. The thing I found was… amazing. The smell of alcohol were in the basement too, she was in a cage, suiciding herself on her own hair” I felt a lot looks on my back “Come on, you’ll do the same. The basement was miserable. I really thought the wolf will be part of them, sleeping upstairs in a bed, but what I saw instead of that? Girl suiciding herself in cage. When I took her off, I teared up her clothes. Her whole body was in bruises, wounds, half body was in wounds, if the rust had fell into her wounds she could lose leg or arm also she could die. She had been raped… frequently.”

“Frequently?” my mom yelled “What are you talking. Frequently? How many times.” Chris came front me

“Cath, can you tells us how many they did this to you?” he asked in Spanish

“Almost every day”

“Almost every day. The thing I don’t get it why they ridded her like a horse, chasing the vampires like that and you are free creatures. She was beaten up with a whip, deep and rough, my only suggestion is to see doctor immediately” said Oyen

I felt a small tiny cracked sound in my chest. Sharp pain went into my lungs and my heart.

“Oyen” I said “ it hurts” my body relaxed in Style’s arms

 

 

Styles P.O.V

 

30 minutes later

 

Cath is in critical condition. On the x-ray they saw that 2 of her ribs are broken and they hurt her lungs and heart. She will be okay… No she has to be alright. She need to heal herself as fast as she can because… I can’t… handle it anymore. I can’t even wait her. If she die, I’ll just suicide.

She said she loves me, and I couldn’t even tell her that.

Everybody were there, outside, sitting in the snow. All the Rangers and Alphas were sitting there, lighted up candles. I was surprised that the Alphas from other packs did it. Alex and Kate were walking around the hall, and I am sitting in the little couch, shaking my legs with closed eyes. The both vampires were sitting on my both sides.

“Kate, sit…” Alex said “The baby” she sat next to Oyen

“How is she?”

“Her heartbeat is slow. Who is in the operation with her?” he asked the nurse

“Doctor… Rob” she said checking up

“No… call Jackson!”

“He’s in another operation.”

“I said Jackson.” I stood up, I can’t watch this.

I went outside and sat between Kody and Stefan, Ron and Ra came in running and sat with us

“What’s happening” they asked

“Her heart is… slow” I said my eyes filled with tears again

“She’s strong! She went through all this raping and beating, what’s one operation?” Maria said who was sitting in Stefan

“She’s right” said Rayon, and pulled Ra in his lap.

I raised my head to the building. Nothing. I don’t hear her. Just the piercing noise of the machine. There’s no pulse, because Cath didn’t have any.

“No…” I said with my tears falling on my cheeks.

Chapter 13

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

 

I am in the black space again. Why? What’s happening? I turned around. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Where am I?

“Load on 150. Beware.” What? I looked around. I suddenly showed in the Operation room. I am placed on the table connected with