Kiss Me Again, CLom [always you kirsty moseley .txt] 📗

"It's only the truth." After he said that I couldn't help but smiling.
After lunch Tyler walks me to my locker.
"So now I have French which is going to be super boring." I say in a monotone voice.
"Don't worry, just think, after that class you get to see me for AP History." He says with a smile on his face.
I give him a warm smile back and say, "I guess that is a perk"
He steps closer to me so now I'm up against my locker, "You guess?" He says in a mischevious tone and he wraps his arm around my waist. My heart starts to beat faster, what has gotten into him lately?
"ummmmmm" is all I can say because I was at a loss for words. Then I feel his warm breath on my ear, "I'll see you after class" and his lips trail the side of my face and fills my stomach with tingles.
"o-ok" I say dumbfoundedly, He just laughs and kisses me on the cheek before turning to go to his next class.
What just happened??



Light at the end of the tunnel

I walk to Class in a daze. Did all of that really just happen or am I going crazy. There's no way Tyler could actually have feelings for me! We are best friends! Emphasis on the FRIENDS! What am I going to do?? I mean it's not like I haven't pictured it a couple times, he is super attractive, nice, hilarious, and one of the sweetest and most thoughtful friends I have.
I'm so confused, I have no idea how I'm going to face him after class. Can I please just disappear for awhile! This is going to be just GREAT! I have to think of a plan.
A little while later something just clicked in my head and I knew what I was going to do.
It seemed like this clock couldn't move fast enough! only a couple more seconds and.... *RING* the bell finally sounds so I pick up my stuff and sprint out the door to my locker. I shove my books in and grab my things for my next class. When I turn around I see Tyler walking towards my locker and my heart skips a couple beats.
"Hey beautiful, you look a little pale. Is something wrong?"
I didn't say anything, I didn't know what I should even say! I just look down and shake my head to try to clear it, with a little smile on my face.
Why am I freaking out so much about this? Tyler is obviously 100% hands down the best guy I've ever known and I bet he would make the perfect boyfriend!
He saw something flicker in my eyes so he steps closer to me and slips his hand around my waist. We keep our eyes on each other as he leans in to kiss me.
Then I take his hand and slip out under his arm. I turn around to see him staring at me in awe as I walk away so I say,
"It's not going to be that easy bud" I smile and wink at him before I turn back around and head to my next class.

This was kind of fun, playing hard to get. In my other relationship I was always so straight forward with Josh. But he ended up to be a jerk in the end.
He told me that he wasn't sure if he still felt the same way towards me as he had before. I was head over heals for this guy right? I wasn't in love because I don't know what being in love feels like but I definitely loved this kid! I just wasn't IN love. Does that make any sense?
Well anyway I told him that we should try at least and see where it goes because I didn't want to lose him blah blah blah. Well I was the idiot because he told me that he really wanted to try too but he was only staying with me because I wanted him to. It wasn't until he all out stopped acting like a boyfriend and started acting like he barely even knew me that I could see we were done. He hesitated with kissing me, he was a lot more quiet, and I saw in his eyes that he didn't want to be with me.
Why do girls have to be the ones that always want to hold on? I thought we could've worked through it but he didn't even give it a chance. He was so set on that relationship being over.
I was stupid for keeping it up so long, I wasted a month and a half trying to fix the relationship and he just kept pushing away. Of course he was going to say that he really wants to be friends. He said he likes hanging out with me and that I was SUCH and amazing person but I knew he didn't mean it. He was just trying to make me happy again. It would've worked too, except for the fact that after that he barely contacted me and gave me the excuse "I didn't know how much time you needed" Oh please! get over yourself! You were a sucky boyfriend that I thought could change but you proved me wrong there. Bottom line, He didn't even try to be in contact with me all summer. We broke up like a month before school ended and he's been distant ever since. Nice "friend" right?
Every time I start thinking about that I get a new-found bitterness towards him, so I should stop talking about it.
Anyway! While I was telling my whole last summer/Jr. year life story, the last bell of the day rang so I got up and went to my locker.
As I walked out of school, my intentions to go straight to the bus stop, Tyler pulls up in a new Jeep.
I run over to him, "Oh my gosh when did this happen??" I say in complete shock looking at the shiny new automobile.
"My parents surprised me this morning with it. I was going to tell you at lunch but I wanted to surprise you with a ride home today." And he shoots me one of his dasling smiles.
I smile back and say, "You are the best you know that?" and I climb into the big car.
"Of course I am, now do you have to go straight home?"
I pretend to ponder that for a bit and say, "Well I guess it depends on what you have in mind."
"Ooooh I don't know. How about some of your favorite ice cream of all time?"
"SCOOPS??"
"Mmmhmmm. Chocolate right? That's your favorite?"
"Yeah! And yours is.... Hold on I know this one!" He laughs at my concentrated facial expression.
"OH! Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough!!"
"Finally! I thought you were never going to get it." He says with a smile.
"Whatever Tye, I still got it. But yes! Lets go get scoops! I haven't had it since the last time you took me sophomore year, the day you got your license and your mom let you take the mini van." I say laughing.
He chuckles remembering that day. It was so long ago.
He speeds up a little bit and says, "Well then I guess we HAVE to go now! That's crazy!"
My smile fades to a little smirk and I say, "Well I've been... busy lately." I was so caught up in Josh last year that I forgot about how Tyler and I used to go to Scoops every friday after school. After I started dating Josh, that stopped. I think I was just so caught up in my first high school relationship, that I forgot about how much fun I used to have with Tyler. Josh was fun too but I never had the connection between him like I do with Tye. I guessed I learned my lesson by getting my heart broken by a guy that told me he loved me.
He could tell something was wrong in my voice. I see him look over at me out of the corner of my eye because my face is turned towards the window. He takes my hand in his and squeezes it.
"I'm not like him, you know that right?" He looks straight at me as he says this.
He always knows exactly what I'm thinking even if I try to hide it.
I lean closer to him and put my head on his shoulder, "Of course I know that."

Coincidence?

2 weeks! It has been 2 weeks since Tyler and I made it official. It's been great too. Dating your best friend is probably one of the smartest things someone can do. We are never afraid to tell each other when something is wrong, we know that the other is truly concerned and not just doing things to make the other one happy, and we just have a lot of fun together because we know what each other likes. I still haven't let him kiss me yet though because I told him I wanted our first kiss to be spontaneous and special. I'm going to make you work for that one Tye.

I had said to him with a mischevious smile on my face.
For our first date he took us out to a nice resturant and then laser tagging/go carting for the rest of the night becuase his friend got us unlimited rounds. I love how he made the date romantic but fun at the same time because a movie and dinner is so typical. Plus I got to kick his butt in go carting.
Anna said that we make the most adorable couple ever and that she is so happy for us. I'm so glad because Anna's opinion means the world to me and if she didn't apporove then there would be some serious decision making to do.
Homecoming is coming up