Kiss Me Again, CLom [always you kirsty moseley .txt] 📗

It looked like you two were going to morph into one person the way you constricted around him." Abby said shaking her head.
I groan and plop back down onto the bench.
"Well what am I supposed to do now? I have to tell Tyler. I can't just keep this from him."
Anna sits down next to me and says, "I think the real question is, which one do you actually love?"
And with that, I was completely silent, because I wasn't sure. Tyler was my best friend and he's so sweet and treats me so well. But then there's Josh, we have so much history together and he was my first love and that kiss... I can't even begin to explain it.
"Have you and Tyler even kissed yet?" Abby asks me.
"No we haven't... so how do I know if he's really the one ya know? I mean sure we can have unbelievable chemistry together and like a lot of the same things but if there's no spark in the kiss then the relationship is probably not meant to be... right?"
"You guys definitely have to kiss before you make up your mind about who you are going to choose Nikki."
Will that be the deciding factor in this? Is the kiss really that important in determining a relationship? I guess I'll find out sooner or later.



How the Hell Am I Supposed to Explain This??

As I sit on my bed, taking a quick break from packing, I hear my phone buzz on my dresser... again. Josh has not stopped calling or texting me ever since our little incident at the mall. This time is says "Please answer Nikki, I need to talk to you."
I give a long sigh and eventually say to myself, He'll never stop unless you say something.

Me: Fine Josh what is it?
I put my phone down for a just a second while I go grab a some yoga pants and a couple hoodies. When I check my phone again, he has already responded.
Josh: I have't stopped thinking about you... Do you think I can see you soon so we can talk in person?
Me: I don't know about soon but sure Josh. I'm going to Florida for the next 5 days...
Josh: Florida? With who?
I guess I should probably tell him about Tyler. He doesn't know that we're dating but I guess he'll find out soon enough.
Me: I'm going to Tyler's summer house he has there. Remember Tyler?
Josh: Oh... Yeah I remember... Alright, have fun then... I'll um just talk to you when you get back.
My stomach turned when I read that text. He cares so much that I'm with another guy this week... I mean I know I shouldn't care because Tyler IS my boyfriend but I do... UGH he's making this so difficult >.

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Publication Date: 07-15-2012

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